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She Lay naked stretched out on top of the Tomb ankles and wrists red and bloody with Rope burns, body sweaty and dirty from her struggle she looks into my eyes want in her heart as i move closer to her she try to move her body closer to me lifting her hips to meet my touch her body stiffens as my hand enter her I lean closer to her my mouth opens wider exposing my fangs now her breast rises up and the bite the bite of love ......
Who in their lifetime is good enough on earth and will become an angel after death? You look to the sky and ask Why cant you see them? First, if the clouds have gone to sleep you can see us in the sky we are afied and alone God knows i dont want to be an angel They live behind the sunshine Seperated from us, infinite expanse They must cling to the stars very tightly So they wont fall from the sky
parents will stop telling their childern about the birds and the bees after the birds and bees release a series of bondage videos
Death is nothing but passing into another room, but it will be different for me cause in that room i will be able to see...
Thats right cross the street so you dont have to deal with me.......I hope you get hit by a fucking bus
Somtimes i park in handicap spaces while handicap people make handicap faces
You can not corrupt that which has already been corupted
Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream... The one that makes me love....
Life is like a glass door, you never know which side is open until you run into it
Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
Greatings, my Name is Ash, I am the first Dark Prince of the house of Noctem Aeternus.
If you like my first pic, there are more in my portfolio
I am Bi-sexual and heavy into BDSM,D/s and am a switch for right now until i can find a master/mistress who is strong enough to tame my will and make me his or her own. Until then i sit in suspended animation waiting a stern word a soft hand and a gentle loving smile,....
A mixture of two of my favorites quotes from songs with some added text: When you tell me that you love me dear You'll find that im not prepaired to hear You'll be a sadend man A brocken boy A child with a complex toy Waiting until night falls again to see if i reapear When i dont you shal fall to your knees Reaching to the sky to scream out my name into a blackend starless midnight sky
A lone the vampire walked silently threw the woods, the darkness of the night shielding his from eyes. he came upon a clearing to find a lycan sitting on a rock gazing into a lake. he crept closer to get a better look having never seen one before, not sure if he believed in them at all. The lycan inhaled deep of the air and turned his head towards him, he froze where he was as he watched her rise from her rock and walk slowly to him reaching out to gently touch his face. he paused at the lingering touch, his newly fed upon blood racing threw his veins as he looked up at the creature before him. she gave a wide tooth filled smile that he returned the moon shining off her perfect fangs. His brown eyes bore into his black ones as he spoke a single sentence to him. "Now that we have seen each other" she said "I promise to believe in you if you promise to believe in me" She gave him one last smile, a warm kiss to his cold cheek and fled into the woods to leave him alone in the clearing once more.
Now more about me what is your name-Prince, but you can call me Ash
what is your age- Unknown
what year was you born- Timeless
what state was you born in-Country Victoria
where do you live now- San Remo
what month was you born in-Unknown
what is your zodiac sign- Aries i think
how tall are you- 5/5
how much do you weigh-lol nice try
what is your race- Vampyre
Do you bite-*sharpens fangs up a bit* You could say that
DO you like to be bitten-Hell fuckign yes i do, i sport at least 5 or 6 bruises at any given time from being bitten, it only counts as a bite if i have the mark for at least a week and if you cant give me that, dont bother lol
what is your worst fear-Hmmm you know i never thought about it
do you cuss- fuck yes i fucking cuss
do you smoke- Im gonna die fast enough on my own
do you drink beer- liquore is quicker, but get ready to see nakedniss
what color is your hair- black
what color is your eyes- black
are you dependable and trustworthy- Very
do you play in a band- no im to cool for that
do you have tattoos or piercings- i had piercings but they where ripped out, love my tattoos, did them myself
if i had a favorite serial killer who would it be-Does VLad the Impaler count?
how do you want to die- I wanna Freeze to death
have you ever tried to commit suicide- If i tried, i wouldnt be taking this questionair thingy
have you ever thought about commiting suicide- No
have you ever purposely caused harm to
someone- once or twice*evil grin* but they deserved it
what subculture do you belong too- subculture?? Hmm I dont..i dont thikn so
are you evil- I dont look it, but boy can i play the part
do you belive you can be possesed- yes
do you take your anger out on other people- I dont get angry, havent been truly angry in long time
do you blame other people for your mistakes- What mistakes?
what is your favorite movie- Donny Darko,Underwolrd, Princess Bride, Nightmare Before Christmas...I know it said favorite but hey whos gonna know
what kind of music do you like- anything but rap,and pop that stuff gives me headaches
what kind of books do you read- vampyre,lycan, anything that has to do with supernatural
what is your favorite color- black
what is your favorite drink- Does Blood count? i think it should
do you study martial arts- Kinda.....*karate chop*
would you ever kill someone - yes
have you ever killed anyone- no why what did you hear?
are you kinky- *breaks out the whips and chains* Wanna find out?
do you like writeing poetry- yes
what is your favorite song- Mad world or My december
do you belive in vampires- Hard to not believe in what you are and its Vampyres.
does pain turn you on- Mine or someone elses??? well eithier way..yes
do you belive in love at first sight- I do not believe in love at all
do you suffer from depression disorder- not that i know of
are you a virgin- Ummm.....can i lie and say yes? If so then Yes...Believe me?
have you ever had a song written about you- yep
when did you last cry- Hmmm When my dad left so like a month ago
what kind of car do you drive- LMAO what makes you think i have a car?
would you rather be with friends or on a date- friends, they dont normlay disapoint me
are you a dare devil- *looks up at the kinky question* what kind of dare?
have you ever lied to your best friend- yes
Do you masturbate?:As much as possible, its fuckin awesome
Do you watch pornography?: Only in groups, have yet to do alone porno time, its awesome to watch when high
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Every color u can think of almost
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: only once and iw as drunk
Are you hyper active person?: Wanna come find out?
Are you religious?: I have my own religion, it is called Ash-ism
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yep,Big deal!
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: I dont know if i stand for anythign, but being creative is cool and not much is original anymore
Do you like meeting new people?:Well yea who doesnt? I am social butterfly lol
What do you like most about life?: the fact im alive
What do you dislike most about life?:That there is no re-do button
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?:Only once or twice
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?:Not that i recall
Have you been to jail, yet?: Almost. but im a lucky bastered and got everythign dropped
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: No but i put safty pins on them, never knwo when ur gonan need to stab someone
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?:i had a concusion from one
Have you ever vomit while making out?:Not that i can recall but if i have i was really drunk and woudlnt remember anyway
Have you held a job for less than a day?:No, but i had one for just a week and decided i didnt liek it so i just stopped going
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?:Nope,wait... do bondage pants count as jeans?
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:Yep Yep Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?:No im a very pleasant person
would you rather be dumped or be the dumper- I am bad at dumping i dont like making their face crumple infront of my eyes so i make it seem like thier idea and have them dump me, makes us both feel beter
sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me, so tie me up and throw me down and show me that you like me
The Creed Of Noctem Aeternus
I am Strigoi VII of Noctem Aeternus So We Begin!
Truth is within my night side, all I must do is listen to myself for I am my own temple. I lead, explore, learn, inspire, feed, create, love, provide, dance, honor & pleasure.
I acknowledge my day side is the sensory illusion, known as the Maiiah.
I acknowledge by night side as my natural, Primal and Magical subconscious.
I uphold and respect the Black Veil & the Noctem Aeternus Covenant, the foundation of ethics of our family.
I acknowledge that I am at the top of the food chain, however, I respect the chain that I am on.
Blood is the life. I worship those who give me their most precious gift.
Noctem Aeternus is my chosen family, I honor my Brothers, Sisters, our path and traditions.
Therefore I will experience most in life here and now.
For I am Strigoi VII of Noctem Aeternus So we begin!
HAIL ELORATH!!!
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The Seven Principles
1.Duty (Chu)
2. Justice Mortality (Gi)
3. Complete Sincerity (Makoto)
4. Polite, Courtesy (Rei)
5. Compassion (Jin)
6. Heroic Courage (Yu)
7. Honor (Meiyo)
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Higher Thinking
Live with an open Mind!
To live with an open mind, is to live with Understanding.
To live with Understanding, is to live with Peace.
To live with Peace, is to live with Love.
To live with Love,
Is to live with GOD!
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Noctem Aeternus is an international organization, which is part magickal order , part vampyric family and a fraternal order, that is based on teaching and learning more on who and what we are. We are not R.P.Ger's. But true life vampyres/vampires coming together with like minded people for a better understanding of who and what we are.
Noctem Aeternus membership is only for the serious seeker. open by invite and sponsorship. No one under the age of 18 will be Allowed.
We of Noctem Aeternus hold the Black Veil and the Pillars of our house in the strictest of respect. we suggest you read the Black Veil, and agree to live by it for yourself before coming to us.
Our way of life is not for all!
These are the traditions and codes of ethics, for the house of Noctem Aeternus.
ANYONE WHO FAILS TO UPHOLD THEM WILL BE EXCOMMUNICATED
The Pillars are here for our safety. The outside world (human or day side) does not understand who and what we are. Therefore, for your safety and the safety of the family we must hold our traditions, codes and ethics with the highest regards.
The Covenant
1. Secrets
Secrets not only protect us from those that would cause us harm, But they also bind us, and give us a common ground. The inner teachings should not be shared with any who are not part of the house, or ready. Community secrets are our unity. The outer teachings are a tool for screening others into the family, And bring us together. Share your nature only with those who have the wisdom to, Understand and accept it. Learn to recognize these individuals.
Our secrets are our safety and unity.
2. Responsibility
We of Noctem Aeternus embrace the concept of, respecting the Human /Day side worlds laws. Though we are an international subculture without own codes of conduct, we still live in there world. NO member of the family should ever commit, ANY illegal act which will bring shame, unwanted and unhealthy, attention to yourself the house or the nation.
3. Minors
Some of us feel that the first signs of Awakening start at an early age. yes in some of us this is true, But the risk is to great for a misunderstanding. Under no circumstances allow anyone under 18 to be initiated into a house of any kind, attend Quabals, undertake ordeals, or gain access to any outer or inner teachings.
4. Our Mission
All of our kind are of the same great spiritual family. We are all parts of the spiritual organism that is Elorath. It is our job to our brethren to see past our differences, and pull together and try and make something of ourselves. In doing so we create jobs for those in our nation, and set an example for the next generation. Never force our way or will on another, Doing so will weaken there love for the nation, thus making it and us weaker. Let them come to us. if they feel the calling they will come. Understand we come from all walks of life and faiths. teach what you know and learn from them , no one has all the answers to who and what we are what you can. we learn a little from each other and grow. Our diversity is our strength Am I my brothers keeper? Yes I am.
5. Recognition
Respect! and recognize All! Vampyre, Dark & Esoteric Organizations and Groups. Our community is far to small to have conflict keep us apart.
6. Creation
Support and host Quabals, open havens, start a business, encourage and support artist, Dance, Performances, Rituals and all forms of creative expression which will help keep the dark flame burning. We are here to create a culture in which we can all support each other and thrive at the fullest of our potentials.
7. The Pact
Honor, Chivalry and Loyalty are benchmarks of Strigoi VII. We seek to resurrect and express the empowering traditions, of a long lost eras, While consistently updating them for modern times. We are all adults and should strive for a higher moral standard.
8. Respect
Always be civil even to your deepest enemy. Resolve conflicts in private. Confront those who have offended you, directly and respectfully. know that you have the right to protect your Honor , self ,Family and home but do it with respect. when in another's land know the laws and respect them.
9. Swans
We are to have two Swans and a mate. Screen you Swans. Let them understand they have to be clean. cause it is not just there health at risk but the health of the rest of the house as well. When feeding sexually use protection. Know that feeding is not only sexual! When feeding from Blood make sure the donor is clean. Never feed from the ill, elderly or young. Never feed from some one else's swan without there permission.
10. Problems
Noctem Aeternus is not a role playing organization, or society of fang wearing teenagers trying to be something they are not. We are a secret society in that we maintain absolute, confidentiality of our membership. Noctem Aeternus is a neutral family within the, Sanguinarium and Vampyre community, we as a family do not get involved in the politics of other, organizations or games of individuals. If it has nothing to do with the house, let it stay were it is.
11. Progress
All members of Noctem Aeternus are encouraged to contribute, to the family and vampyre community with the fullest use of their talents and skills. there is no shame in running businesses for the benefit of the house hold. Monetary stability provides power to achieve goals of the household. we know you must start some where. no matter what the job be, a job is a job. but we in Noctem Aeternus strive to better ourselves. Never settle for less then you are worth.
12. Family
We in Noctem Aeternus are a family, and understand that family may not always see eye to eye. Fights happen in family, words are said and deeds are done, but what makes a family, a family is how it gets past the hurtful things and deeds, that unites us. Try to see thing through there eyes, and understand why and what they are saying. So you can better understand were they are coming from. it is this diversity and open-mindedness that empowers us. it is that view of the bigger picture that lets us see the cycles and, commonalities of all in the house and nation. To become blind to one of them would be to lose a piece of the puzzle. We are family! We are of the same mind and blood, let no one come between us!
13. Haven
Open your doors to our kin. know that doing so will open the hearts of others, and bring unity, Let our kin knows they have a safe place to rest, when in our land. If we can not trust our own kind , then who can we trust.
14. Your Word
Your word is your bond. We of Noctem Aeternus put our Honor first. If you say something mean it. A man has nothing if he has not his word. So when you say you will do something it will be done.
15. Knowledge
Noctem Aeternus is here to teach and learn. We seek to better ourselves through, researching who and what we. One cannot learn if ones mind is not open. Seek out to better your self in life. progress is what we seek , how can we teach if we are not willing to learn.
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Initiate Ordeal ( Jahira )
This is the most basic of all Ordeals. Study the Black Veil.
Here we are EXPLORING and TESTING, The elementary Outer Teachings of Strigoi Vii and beginning to, experience Zhep'r and awaken our inner dragon. Prospectii must be at least 18 years of age. Prospectii are required to know the Black Veil , The Strigoi Vii Covenant and The House Covenant. It is traditional that for the Jahira Ascension rite the Prospectii be accepted by sponsor ( Adra , Sire ) who has at least completed the Calmae ordeal. during the Ascension the Jahira is given or chooses a Night side name, and consecrates their own Strigoi Vii ankh.
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On a hot summers night would you .....Open you mouth, Arms and your legs let me enter you ...embrace me in your loving grip, feel me inside you ...let our bodies move as one offer me your throat and love me forever |
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The pleasure in Pain
Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed.
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Black rose
A Black Rose so frail and Beautiful left alone beside the Road I found it just in time For this Rose had begun to fade. Close to Death I nursed you back into a Health Pristine Now My Rose you are at my side everywhere I go Your Thorns protecting Me and Your petals carresing, Each touch brings Infinate Ecstasy This Rose I speak of is You My Shadow My Rose My Love... Though the seas separate and the Land dominates The moon Shines for us Both As do the Stars, the ones seen and those not seen. into Infinity all of Creation whispers of Our Love
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The Black Rose
I will be here............but you will not love took flight ..and left lastnight it was too hot,.. you had to go one to one, we're no more no red roses.. this time one black rose to hold near my tearstained heart * * Sensuality ~~ abounds within ~~ at the first whisper
your lips do control it ~~ In this lesson of magic ~~ I am your eager pupil
In training for passion
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Life Eternal.
I've been dreaming for so long, to find a meaning to understand. The secret of life, why am I here to try again?
Will I always, will you always see the truth when it stares you in the face? Will I ever, will I never free myself by breaking these chains?
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back, it's my fault. Your destiny is forlorn, have to live till it's undone. I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.
I've been living for so long, many seasons have passed me by. I've seen kingdoms through ages rise and fall, I've seen it all.
I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders happening just in front of my eyes. Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back, it's my fault. Your destiny is forlorn, have to live till it's undone. I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.
our dream ended long ago. All our stories and all our glory I held so dear. We won't be together for ever and ever, no more tears. I'll always be here until the end. no more tears no more tears
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back, it's my fault. Your destiny is forlorn, have to live till it's undone. I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul. I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.
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The Legend: In August 1887, two strange children were found near Banjos, Spain. Workers were harvesting their fields when they heard frightened cries; investigating, they discovered two children, a boy and a girl, terrified and huddled near a cave. They were screaming in a language that was not spanish, and their clothes were made of a strange metallic cloth... but stranger still, the children's skin was green. The two were taken to the home of an important and respected man in the village, where the local populace attempted to take care of them, but the children refused to eat or drink anything that was offered. The boy soon sickened and died; but the girl finally began to eat a diet of uncooked vegetables, mostly raw beans, and was soon healthy and hearty.
The strange girl lived for five years after her appearance, during which time her skin slowly lightened to a normal caucasian tone; she also learned Spanish, but what she told of her origins only deepened the mystery.
She said that she and her brother had come from a land with no sun; the people there, all green skinned, lived in a perpetual twilight. There was a land of light, but it was beyond a great water. When she was asked how she had come to be found outside the cave, she could only say that she had heard a loud noise and then been pushed through something... then she and her brother were in the cave and could see the light from the mouth of it. With her death, any hope of solving the mystery faded.
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Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils.
-Hector Louis Berlioz
" Take the hand of the Child,
into your special dark world,
make your blood her food,
your tears her wound.
Hide together for the centuries,
living inside each others heart
until she grows into the wild
and you become now, the Child. "
Never let your sense of morals prevent you from doing what's right.
-Isaac Asimov
" The streets are empty and dead.
where once were people, noise and smells
now is a lonely and stoned dessert
that remains as a print of our existance.
But sometimes in the night, this streets reborn
with nocturnal creatures full of hunger
for the blood they need to drink and protect.
Anyway the streets are clean, no normal people anymore;
then selfish feelings will finish all the pain
cleaning again the streets, with acid rain... "
Make it as close to the truth as you can, the better to make it a lie.
-Marius De Romanus
" What is the pleasure
when there is pain?
Why there is a measure...
where is my vein?
As I go with the pressure
my eyes filled with darkness
drive my mind into illusion;
tomorrow it will be confusion
and I will fly again.
A person going through the drain
because I slowly kill my brain
and while I desfigurate my wrist
a little air could give my life a twist. "
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