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I am new to this. Well I shouldn't say completely new. I have a friend who has taken me on as her sub. I am not sure what I want. I want to keep an open mind and see what happens. I know not everything may not be as enjoyable as it seems, but I am going to try it just the same. In my day job I am a tight stick up the ass anal complusive, but here I would like to open up and not set any limits.
2/1/2011 5:42:25 PM

Ice Is Not Nice

 

So if live in the area you know that the BLIZZARD OF THE CENTURY is happening right now.  As promised I got the automated call from work this morning saying.  Work is closed, but you have a laptop so get your ass online and so some work.  Well it didn't say that, but close enough.  With great anticipation I got on at 8 a.m. this moring after watching the 2 Fox blizzard coverage.  All I know was it was ice and sleet all day long.  I think we got near 2 inches of it.  As I right this I am looking out my window and all the ice built on on the trees around my house.  I don't think more than 10 cars have gone down my road today.  That includes the mailman.  I opened the door and one of my dogs shot out and started sliding around the porch.  She quickly came back inside the nice warm house.  In case the power goes out I parked both vehicles next to the porch so I can run the power inverters and at least have some power in the house. 

 

Round two is going to start soon.  SNOW.  I don't know how much we are going to get.  Last storm was 8 and 1/2 inches.  I think this will be more.  I doubt I am back to work this week; maybe Friday if and only if I think it is safe to drive.  I don't think some manager or coporate person is going to tell me I can travel to work.  While it is going to be bad here I have to feel for some of my friends north of here who are going to get up to 2 feet of snow.

 

In a talk with a friend at work yesterday I made the comment that since there is no rock salt an alternative is to use gasoline.  My thought was pour the gas and set it on fire on my concrete walkway to melt the snow.  He commented it would work, but would the fire department show up wondering why there is smoke coming from my house.  I told him I would save this for an extreme circumstance.

 

Well I am going to get off of here.  I know I bored you by not posting about kinky stuff.  I will tell you more about my dreams later this week.

 

bye for now.

1/29/2011 7:25:39 PM

I keep having very kinky dreams.

 

Over the last few days since the week of hell has ended I have been having some more kinky dreams.  The one I remember the most is the gang bang.  I guess you can call it everyone uses me to get themselves off.  There are boy guys and girls and it is my pleasure to pleasure them.  At one time in the dream I am being fucked in the ass while eating a lady out.  She is squirting all over me but I won't stop until she cums.  Every time a guy uses my mouth or ass to get off they cum in my mouth and face.  I don't know how many people there are, but it just keeps going on and on.  I know very weird.  I keep begging for them not to stop until everyone is completely spent and can't go on anymore.

 

I wake up with a hard cock and just think how fun it would be.  I would like to meet some people who could make that happen

 

Bye for now

1/26/2011 7:45:51 PM

Hell Week

 

I'll be honest I hate the end of the month.  Always busy at work.  This week I started out by working Saturday and Sunday.  Then worked 12-14 hour days on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday.  My brain feels like jello and I am exhausted.  I still have 2 days to go, but after the last 3 I will be able to get through them without any worries. 

 

My weekend opened my eyes about what I want in life.  I will share more on this tomorrow.

 

bye for now

1/21/2011 6:11:32 PM

Weekend

 

The weekend is finally here.  That is the good news.  The bad news I have to work tomorrow at the office.  It sucks, but I only have to do it once a month.  So I will just have to get over it.  Of course, I will be thinking about the fun I will be having this weekend.  Going to FLOG for the first time.  I have a friend who may be going, but no matter what I am going to go.  I know it will be weird by myself, but what the hell.  Sunday is a movie and munch.  Or should I say munch and movie.  I am going for the munch part.  MMMMM munch.  I love to munch on a sweet wet pussy.....Oh sorry I was thinking about one of my favorite things to do.  I don't know if I will go to the movie.  It depends on how I feel.  I went last month and watched Harry Potter for the first time.  It was an ok movie, but I didn't really get into it.  I met some nice people and some others who were just a little weird.  Now I know you are going to say I am weird for the things I like, but lets just say they were a little farther on the weird side.  Well off for now.  Hope to hear from everyone.

 

Bye for now.

1/20/2011 1:25:58 PM

Working from home today.

 

Well well well.  Lots of snow outside keeps me from office today.  The bad part is I can still work from home.  At least I can do other things like write in my journal.  So I am going to tell you a secret today.  I have been watching a lot of Transsexual and crossdresser porn lately.  It can be very hot and kinky and just makes my mind think about wanting to experience it from all angles.  You know sucking their cock, fucking them in the ass, whipping, and cum all over the place.  I even have been dreaming about a 3 some with me in the middle fucking and being fucked at the same time.  It just makes my cock hard and ready.

 

Well that is it for now.  If you want ot know more friend me and let me know.

 

Bye for now.

1/14/2011 5:44:17 PM

Control

 

Another week at the cubicle farm done. Good grief it was brutal. There are just times I want to get up and scream STOP FUCKING WITH ME TODAY PEOPLE. But then I put on my headphones and turn up the volume and try to calm down to some sweet music.

So I wore headphones for 3 days straight this week. My boss knows why and didn't say a word, but thanks for putting up with all the crap which we have no control over. Which brings me to what is on my mind. Control

 

There are things in life we have control over. Where we go. What we eat. How we act. Then there are things which we don't have control over. Other people (except kids) and about everything else in life. We try our hardest to try to conto things which happen. Sometimes we succeed and sometimes; or more often we don't.

 

At work I can be a control freak. Everything has to happen a certain way. If it doesn't then I have to work to put it back in its neat little box. Yes, I know that makes me anal, but when job stress is making you want to scream I will try to contol as much as I can.

When I am not at work at times I want to still be in control and others I want to be controlled. I guess it may be the mood I am in. Other times it is just because I had a kinky dream or I know if someone else is in control then we can both be pleased. You may want to flog, beat, and paddle my ass, but there are times I want to do the same thing to someone.

 

Tomorrow night I am going to a bar to visit a friend and listen to her band. I work with her at the office and she just got divorced. Yes I am smitten with her, but she has a boyfriend and like a good boy I am going to stay away. But it doesn't mean I can't have kinky dreams about her. Good night and good luck!!!

1/8/2011 9:14:31 PM

Worshiping

 

I think I spelled it wright.  I have been having some strange dreams and looking at butts. Well; it's almost Sunday and it got me to think about worshiping the lady who uses me for her pleasure. While most guys will say the favorite place to worship is a ladies breasts or pussy, I have a couple of other places.

 

Ass/butt Yes the ladies ass. I think about the smoothness of the skin and how soft it is. It doesn't matter if it is big or small. The lady could smother me with her wonderful ass. I would like permission to touch and rub it. I would do anything to kiss every inch of it and bask in its glory. I would tell her I love her butt and would worship it everyday I can. Now don't get me wrong I would long for the chance to provide pleasure to her breast and pussy, but her butt would put me over the top.

 

Feet. I don't know why I like feet. Maybe because they don't get the attention they deserve. From the big toe all the way down to the little toe up to the ankle. The lady could use her feet to torture my cock and balls. Or she could require me to kiss lick and rub them. I think that would be a good thing to be able to do for the lady.

 

Panties. Ok this isn't so much of a body part as it is a garment. I know....To me panties are as sacred as the butt. You would do anything for the lady to be able to touch, feel, smell and taste them. The lady always looks good in panties. Worshiping them would be an honor.

 

So there is my Sunday Sermom

1/8/2011 9:12:21 PM

There are certain words which I really have never heard of. Pegging is one of them. I looked it up on the internet and found it means the women fucks her man with a strap-on. The strange thing I have had this done to me and have enjoyed it. But I asked myself; where does the word Pegging come from?

 

Married With Children appeared in my mind. If you don't know the show then you may be a tool. Look it up on Hulu or You Tube. Better yet it is on about 10 cable channels during the week. For 11 seasons Al always got screwed and most of the time it was by his wife Peg. She would take is money, his manhood, and finally his soul. She fucked him pretty good. I guess we know who took it up the ass in that family.

 

Don't get me wrong Al had a few moments where he got to fuck, but most of the time he was on hands and knees or back with his legs in the air takinging it from everyone else.

So maybe Pegging is named in honor of Peg Bundy. She will fuck you for everythings it's worth!

1/8/2011 9:11:27 PM
My first writing.  Spank my ass hard and I will like it.  I won’t bore you with all the details. I will just go over those kinky thinks which make me horny and smile.

Movie and Munch:
I attended the December Movie and Much at Ronnie’s 20 and 54 Street Grill. I watched the new Harry Potter movie. It was the first movie of the series I saw. It was ok. I enjoyed that is was not all sissy bitch fights and evil wizards died. I was a little nervous meeting new people, but all were very nice and gave me a lot of great information about the community. Yes, there were some people I would have enjoyed play with. I hope to get a chance to make it happen. I plan on attending the January event at St. Charles 18.

 

FLOG:
Sorry haven’t gone yet. Yes I know I am a tool. This is one event I would like to attend with someone so I am a little more comfortable and not look like a tool.

 

Dreams:
Yeah I am still having some very erotic and kinky dreams. One of the weirder and kinky one was I was the official in charge of all the ladies of the WWE. I know it is weird, but very nice. My job was to make sure each lady was properly ready to fight that night. Now you think that just means hair, make-up and ring attire, but I went a lot further. I would require cavity checks done myself with long and thick objects which would cause them pain. I would dress them in rubber, latex, and pretty panties and bras. Make each lady shave all their pussy hair off in front of me. Provide punishment when they were out of line with me and if they lost their match. Don’t worry the winner also received punishment just because I enjoyed it. Clothes pins on their pussy and fake tits while they were tied up. But then something happened. They turned on me and beat me and used my cock, balls, ass and mouth for their pleasure. Boy did I enjoy it. One would be all sweaty and make me lick her tits, feet, pussy and ass while she punished my cock and balls. It was fun. I woke up and said to myself I would love to have that done to me.


I have had other dreams. I could go on about them, but I want to save some for more of a one on one. If you would like to know them and would like to try some out just let me know.

 

Horny and Desire
I have been looking around .com at some of the local members. Mainly I am in a discussion and someone peaks my interest and I want to find out more about them. Let me tell you this. When I see some of the pictures it just makes me horny and want them to do their worse to me. All I would ask for is the chance to be used for your pleasure. As many of you know I love pussy. I love licking it and eating it all day. Also, I love panties. Pretty, wet, and smell wonderful. My desire is to have a lady give me the privileged to eat her pussy and lick her ass as she punishes me any way she likes. Now you may say does the lady have to have a certain body type? The answer is what I care. I believe if a lady gives you the privilege to gaze upon the pussy, tits and ass you should do whatever you can to ensure she is pleased. If she squirts; I only see that as I am making her feel good and would appreciate more from her. If she decided to have someone fuck me in the ass while I pleasure her whether it is with a strap on or real cock then I will make my ass ready for her to enjoy being used. If she wants me to lick someone else’s cum from her pussy or ass I wouldn’t stop until every drop of cleaned from her. If she wishes me to lick, smell, and lick sweaty parts of her; I would be honored to being used. You see I believe the lady should always be pleasured no matter how I am used for her.

 

Favorite Words:
Some new works I have been susing which seem fun: Fucktard, scrotard, asstard, shittard, and butt paste. Hey it's me!!!

 

That is all for now. I will have more later. Need to live out some of my kinky things!!!

becks4you
 
 Age: 21
 Q c, Philippines