Blindalchemist


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Looking for female. Between the ages of 18-21. Must be short, intellegent, use proper grammar, and have a good sense of humor. I would prefer her to live in Springfield or the surrounding area, have a car, and a stable job. Having an accent is a plus, but definitely not a requirement, hahah. As far as the kinkster side of things go, I would prefer a switch or a sub, but we can try her playing domme. I am a DL, but am also into light to medium bondage, d/s relationships, and would like to play on the soft side of a nearly 24/7 relationship. I am also very open and interested to learn and play with new fetishes. If you're looking for a purely physical relationship, please keep looking. I want to build a strong and loving bond. If you're still interested, feel free to message me. :) -Shay

Fetish event tonight in town.

Not exactly sure if I wanna risk going and getting unwanted attention from a bunch of old men. Because for some reason, that's mostly what I seem to attract, and it creeps me the fuck out.

I asked my domme friend and my ex if they were going/would like to go. Just so I could attend and feel protected. No replies yet, but I guess you'll see me at club Zeal if they do end up wanting to go. It's schoolgirl themed, so if I wanna dress up and NOT get raped, I'd like one of them with me. -___-

Anyway. Found my diapers! Finally. Not that it does much good without a master to put me in them, but aah well. Life goes on, and my standards are too high for 90% of the diaper community (good grammar, intelligence, not being a total creep, decently attractive... You just CAN'T seem to get all four! Well... I had one, but that would be aforementioned ex.)

I guess if you do end up seeing me, feel free to say "Hi blind!" or chat me up a bit. I am.. More or less.. Social. Hahah. If I seem a little quiet, just be warned that this is my FIRST fetish-themed event. So I might be slightly shocked. Hahahah!

-<3

Blindalchemist.

It's about to be a battle between what I want, and what I've got.

I want to just move away. Be a convention vendor like I want, and not worry about other people's shit.

But, where is stands, I have no money to start on that. I have a 3 bedroom house with at least 6 months left on the lease, that is about to be empty, save for me, one of my roommates, and my dog. And I have a job that I honestly would consider quitting in a heartbeat if I had the finances to do so.

I have 9 gentlemen that I know personally that want nothing more than to make me theirs, and they ALL live at least 100 miles away.

And nothing in my life is where it should be.

And I hate it.

Convention is over. Realized I am sooo not meant for domlyness. Or maybe just not annoying clingy subs.

Not enough face-to-face kink in my life right now. What I wouldn't give for someone in the area. Non creepy, casual hanging out with people, but people like me that are very open with their kinks, and comfortable with others kinks.... Gaah, my perfect world.

Nothing more off-putting then telling the 40-year old flirting with you that he is your father's age. But a wonderful tactic to get them to STOP. :)

It's been a rough few weeks. Dealing with a lot of tension, and most of that being from lack of sex putting me on edge. Another huge issue is my lack of diapers, or a dom. I miss the feeling of being embarrassed in my pull ups and diapers, and right now, I don't even know where my diapers are. They're in a backpack somewhere. :(( le-sigh.

How difficult is it going to be? To find a good, natural dom, who is into diapers, good at subtle embarrassment, ISN'T A CREEP, and is generally good looking? Impossable, and my standards aren't even set THAT high...

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