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Attention: I am in a place in my life right now that I am not really looking for anyone.
I am a kitten. I am curious, lively, fun, fiesty, witty, and always smiling. I love to take care of people. I love to have fun, try anything at least once, and need to feel cherished. I have my own darkness, and I revel in it. :) I am more of a switch than anything however, it all depends on the dynamic. I am an attention whore. I don't do casual hook ups so if that's what you want, fuck off. Your profile name says a lot about you.
Being in the sub position is not entirely sexual for me. (while it is hot as hell to be held down and fucked hard...) i need to be able to let go of all my control. to trust someone so explicitly with my well being, my pleasure, my psyche... it is a heady thing for me. in all areas of my life, i am in control of my feelings, my thoughts, my actions. i reign in emotions and only show them if they are overwhelming or need to be shown, which is rare in my eyes. so to have someone else command them, see them, and still desire, want, love me after it all.... it is an awesome thing to think about. something i crave. i won't just hand it out to anybody. i know my worth, and i will not belittle it for a mere night of passion.
the thing about kittens most people don't understand. i am fiercely independent. i need my own space, i am in control of myself. i am curious to a fault. i am all over the place. if i choose to submit, it is indeed a gift, something precious, something earned, not demanded. when i do submit, it is with everything. i don't do anything halfheartedly. it is my all or nothing. i demand nothing less in my partner. if i give my all, i expect their all. i want to be treated as someone's world, their desire, their wants, their needs found in me. i am my own person, i don't need anyone's attention to feel good about myself, or to validate myself.
As i mentioned before, i am a switch. i have felt dominant to both men and women, and submissive. it all depends on dynamics. i swing both ways, in both directions. but i don't do casual. i want something lasting, with a girl or guy. I don't identify with a slave, though I do understand it. I have my opinions, my intelligence, and my brain. I will not follow blindly, and I love to debate. If you think that you can just order me to do something and I disagree with it, I will tell you I disagree. I will tell you why I believe it and why I won't do it. I am a smart woman and not being able to put in my two cents or be heard, is ludicrous. I won't shove my hard earned education out the window because you don't want to be "talked back to".
"Like a furious kitten, soft and harmless, and so unaware of her own vulnerability."
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