BlackIvory

Long day.... long night... and it's not even finished. 

I shall be on in the morning and I will send out pictures then off to begin my day.

Much love~!

Ivory

I forgot how much I love collarme.com.

Love love love love~!

I also signed up for .com so I hope that I will love it too. Someone was kind enough to introduce me to the site (Thank you~!<3) so I trust that I too will love it.

From what I see... it's amazing.

Sweet dream all~!

Ivory

Hello everyone~!

I am back with new updates about myself.

The medicines... didn't work out well. I stopped taking them because sometime it was making me too emotionless... or too emotional. I snapped at so many people I care about and I wasn't happy with how it was making me feel. I know I should of continued it but honestly... I wasn't myself.

Yes. I am still horny. I am still untouched.. expect my last ex boyfriend which is almost two years now. I'm still interested in bondage. My favorite is hitachi... the magic wand~! I shall promise here and now... as of September 16, 2012 I will not touch myself nor would I let anyone touch me. 

I'm not looking for any Dom. I'm just here to talk... to flirt... to see many many many different type of people. If I enjoy our conversation, I will take a picture of myself with a sign of your name on it (Naked, clothed, naughty, sweet or however you wish me to be). 

Bah humbag. I won't be on for a while and I don't know when I will be on again.

I'm currently not looking for any Dom so I apologize if I haven't read your messages or replied. It's not done on purpose.

I have been sick lately to the point that my emotions is out of control and I haven't been sleeping right. To be honest... I'm struggling to get use to a certain kind of medicine. It might not be the right kind for me but I have to give it a chance before I change it.

I believe that I have to take care of myself first before I talk to anyone here. After all... a Dom can't have a damaged slave, can he?

Hello everyone~

I just wanted to properly explain everything that is going on in my life. Yes. I am new to BDSM although I've always been aware of it since I was little. I try my best to keep my mind open to everything and not judge anyone. After all... I don't troll people who doesn't like chocolate (Like omg seriously?? But no hate<3). 

I haven't been on collarme.com because I didn't want to be confused by anyone here. There are many interesting people with different perspectives about BDSM. There are many with different goals and desires (I hope you find your match).  I want to learn from one man and only him. I have not truly submitted to him as of yet and I am grateful that he is kind enough to be patience with me. He is the first to made me realize that BDSM is much more deeper than kinky bondage. It include mental too. I was shocked and not prepared for that. But like I said... I try to keep an open mind. 

It also help that there is a need in me that I don't understand. He understood what it is even when I didn't understand it. All that matter is that I want to be his slave and hopefully he would accept me when the times come. Of course... I am nervous because for several reasons but mainly... can I give myself up 100%? I know that he would not take me apart because he is a wonderful dominant who encourage me to explore myself including my concerns. 

Now that I've written this out... I've realized that he not only been patient but supportive of me. He taught me things. He changed me. He made me feel responsible and yet make all the choices for me for my sake and well-being. Hahaha... I guess I could say he's already spoiling me without me noticing it. 

I'm thankful that I met him. Would always be thankful. 

Chu Mi Sir~<3

P.S.

I should be asleep but I seem to can't sleep so I'm here typing this out.

Oh and I started a journal about my feeling and experiences :D

I will not be on tonight :'( But I'll be on mostly all day tomorrow to make up for it and will answer all your messages. So please be patience with me. This is the final week of college then I'm out for summer break which last for four months :D

If I enjoyed a conversation with you and am interested in chatting more then I will send you a picture with a sign that would have your account name or your names.

It will not be right away but it would take a day at most.

So many people are messaging me and I've answered some who interested me. It took me an hour.

To clarify, I'm not interested in playing around. I'm cannot be a Slave 24/7 unless it's over vacation which is from May-Aug and holidays. I wish I could but as I said, I am a college student. If you live in Washington D.C. during the time I am in college then I will go anywhere at any time you command me to. If you're interested then let's chat.

For N.C. situation.. hmm... let's talk.