BlackInk4Ever

So you know, I have done some experimenting through this site but am still open to new ideas and suggestions, I still don't know what I am, but hope in time I will be confident enough to know...Im not a big fan of attempting to describe "me" but in your case, you either don't know me and are reading this trying to get a glimpse of what I have to offer, or you know me and Im not sure why you are reading this... I like technology, Ive always involved myself with computers and just about everything that go along with them, along with anything else that has to do with "progress". I like to know how things work, and learn how they came to be what they are now. I like to observe activity around me. Im not much of a public person, but like being around people I know and understand. Finding truely good people is hard, but when I find them, I stick to them like glue. I like peace, even though I understand life isn't always a beautiful thing and there are a lot of horrible things in this world, but all I can do is smile with my chin up and take it step by step. I have lived in some pretty different places and I have been through a ton of different emotional and physical events in my life, and have shape me for both good and bad. I am smart (so I think) and confident in who I am because I know what and what not I can achieve. I try to find understanding in everything I do. Struggling is a way of surviving and growing stronger for me. I truely do think life is beautiful and colorful in so many ways, and hope that I find peace with myself someday. We all have our days, good or bad, but today is a good day... so I'll just leave it at that.