BlackDiaperSlave

Male Dominant, 30, New York

Female Dominant, 25, Lincoln, Illinois

Male Switch, 38, Lafayette, Louisiana

I see some of you are not reading my profile...i am owned so please do no approach me in a manner that you would approach someone who is not collared...my only use for this website is to make like minded friends roomates would be nice and inspire and meet people who take the same path as i do

What is so wronf with me wearing diapers? I mean is it not a choice i made for myself? If so, then what is the issue. Surely you don't think telling me how bad it is will make me stop...i cannot believe the people on here are making time to send nasty messages...like it really sucks to be in a community where diaper play is something that is suppose to be accepted inside the community yet so many people have issues because they lack the EDUCATION AND KNOWLEDGE ON DIAPER PLAY...for instance, not all people who wear diapers in a bdsm lifestyle want to be children or react or regress to a certain age. But even if they do so what...this is the issue with society today...we still will find ways to judge even on a website like this...just ridiculous

Journey of a Diaper Slave(Diaper Training) Day 1 Sir mentioned that i would be wearing diapers full-time. At first, i did not like the idea of wearing diapers. Why was i curious? I started looking up pictures of diaper slaves and information in Bdsm articles and blogs. The first time i seen a photo of a Diaper slave i thought to myself "This is cute." Why did i like this after looking at a few videos? I just finish saying that this was a dislike of mine. Yet, i was starting to like the idea of being in diapers. Sir instructed that i would wear my first diaper today. I was excited to be put in a diaper. In fact i was so excited i called Sir to inform him i was driving to the store to buy diapers.I went to the store and purchased a package of adult diapers. I thought i would be really embarassed to buy adult diapers, but i didn't seem to care. I only had my mind on getting the diapers and coming home to show Sir. I got funny looks from the clerk who was checking me out at the cash register. I knew he was thinking now what is a 24 year old girl doing with diapers. After my purchase i drove home as fast and safely as i could. I immediately messaged Sir to let him know i was home and had the diapers. He instructed me to take a picture and show him myself in the diapers. I undressed and took a picture of myself in the purple diaper. I could not believe how comfortable it felt. Sir instructed me to skype him so he could see the purple diapers. Here i was in a purple diaper almost as if i was turning my body to model. I started liking the ideas of diapers after i urinated in one for the first time. The sensation is hard to explain, but it feels like the urine is floating around your clitorus. I am sure sensations are different for each individual, but this is what it felt for me. I could not believe i felt some satisfaction from urinating in a diaper. I thought i would not like it or make a fuss, but i did not resist. Sir noticed that i liked to urinate in the diapers.I slept in my diaper that night. I felt so comfortable and relaxed laying there in my diaper. I secretly did not want to tell Sir that i actually liked being in the diaper. However, Sir knew i liked the diapers and knew i found it interesting. Day 2 I woke up this morning and the urge to pee was very heavy. I started to let the urine fill my diaper. I could feel it trickling down into the diaper. The warm sensation from the urine made me feel good and i didn't want it to stop. I informed Sir that i had urinated in my diaper and it was wet. Sir instructed me to change my diaper and wear a new one. I did this pleasingly, now i wanted to wear diapers. Later in the day i urinated again but this time i wanted to stay in my diaper. I no longer wanted to change it immediately as i did before. I wanted to stay in the wet diaper, but due to health concerns Sir decided it be best if i change. I had forgot about the second half of my punishment. A few days ago i had masturbated and did not receive permission from Sir. I could not hold the lie in and told Sir the truth. I knew i would be punished. Sir decided i would not be able to orgasm or play for a week and one day. The news of this killed me inside, but i had no one to be frustrated with but myself. I took it upon myself and made a decision that was not made for me to decide. The second part of my punishment was to fill my panties with messy food. Originally i was suppose to defecate in my diaper. Sir told me to be creative so i mixed peas and peanut butter together in a small bowl. I poured the bowl of mashed peas and peanut butter in my diaper. I did not like the way it felt. The peanut butter and peas were mushy inside my panties. I could feel the mixture clinging to my butt and the lips of Sir's vagina. After i confirmed i had put messy food in my panties Sir let me shower. A strange thing happen while i was in the shower. The hot water was making the mashed food warm in my panties. I felt another sense of pleasure as it got warmer in my panties. I started to put on another diaper today, but i reminded myself i must wait for Sir to instruct me to do so. In the middle of our skype conversation Sir asked me would i like to put a diaper on. I said" Yes i would like to put a diaper on please." Sir Said " So you like wearing diapers." Naturally, i became a little embarrassed because i did not want to admit that i liked wearing the diapers. I Said " Yes Sir i do like wearing Diapers." I couldn't not believe i just begged Sir to wear a diaper without him requiring it. Sir gave me the decision to sleep with my toy inside my diaper with no play or i could take it out. I decided i would sleep with it in and my diaper on me. However, i am stilled not allowed to play with myself. I am thankful that he allowed some source of pleasure even though it is not the pleasure i seek. Sir also let me rub myself today but i was not able to cum. I look forward to a lifetime of diapers! To be Continued

The peeing aspect is asking the sub to break away from human nature to break away from the life they have been forced to conform to. Human beings at there core are animals and animals don't use a bathroom nor do they in any way know what one is. It is my feeling a sub is getting back to being more natural and less conformists and to truly break the model that all people are expected to follow I take this away so you really feel more free. I use the peeing to strip down the barriers so that a sub can be her basic animal self. Her ability to wet herself for me is showing that I am the person that allows her animal to break free and that she will obliterate her learned humanity to please me.

Contract of submission July 19th 2016 Sir let me write my own contract tonight. I sent it to him and he agreed and did accept my contract. I am over joyed with happiness because i know Sir will take care of his new Submissive. My smile is smiling from ear to ear because i know he will make me become something great. I am willing to let my submission be in fullness and in great lengths. I will not let distractions steer me from serving Sir. I aim to please Sir and to become his best submissive. I know there will be task put before me that i may wish to not participate in but i will apply myself to my best abilities. I am Sirs and Sir is mine i could not feel more happier than i feel right now. As i lay here with my purple diaper on i am smiling because i am officially Sir's

Day 1 of punishment: No Play I did i bad thing...i masturbated twice without Sir's permission. After Sir called me i could not find it within myself to lie to him. I told him the truth and he set forth a punishment rightfully So. I will not be able to play with Sir's pussy until monday...today is tuesday...that's a week and one day...i am already feeling aroused by just the way Sir talks to me or then things he texted me. This is going to be really hard but i put this on myself. If i had asked for Sir's permission i would not be in this predicament. I took matters within myself and selfishly did what i wanted to do. I am eager to finish this punishment with flying colors as i do not want to disappoint Sir. The way i felt after i knew i had disappointed him i do not wish to feel again...my punishment is no play for 1 week and a day and defecation in a diaper but i will not know when i will have to defecate in the diaper. I will not disobey Sir and i do not wish to disobey

Week 1 I woke at 6:19am this morning. "Why was i up so early." Sir told me i had to be up before 8:00am. For the past few days i had struggled to wake up with or before Sir. Now i am immediately waking up out of my sleep with no alarm. I felt happy inside because i accomplished waking up without a alarm. Sir informed me that he read my two journal entries and loved them. He also informed me that i would now wear a diaper everyday all day. I smiled because i love wearing diapers. He also told me that every hour i would inform him of the status and condition of the diaper. If i did not soil the diaper i still have to inform him of the diapers conditions every hours. After reading this i noticed my diaper started to fill with hot urine. I lay there and did not fight or resist. I just let the pee come out of Sir's pussy and in my diaper. I laid in my soiled diaper while i waited for Sir to wake. It was 6:51am when i wet my diaper i have until 8:00 to stay in the wet diaper before Sir wakes. I will enjoy staying in the diaper. I urinated again ans showed sir Today i had to poop...i knew it was coming just did not know when...i candidly ask sir what i should do if i had to poop but i knew the answer Week 2 So far wearing diapers 24/7 has been exciting. Every morning i wake up and i usually have to pee so i go in my diaper. I then show sir and tell sir the status of my diaper and he lets me change into a new one. So i wake up in diapers and sleep in diapers. Now i really like peeing in my diapers and sometimes i want to stay in them longer when wet. I do not know what panties feel like against my skin because i have been in diapers. I used to pee in my diaper over the toilet but now i pee while laying down or standing. Standing gives me the most pleasure. This week was difficult because i went on a trip to tunica, ms to visit casinos. I was instructed that i would wear my diapers on my trip 24/7 no matter what i was wearing. At first i thought i could wear things that would make them not so noticeable but that did not work. I packed my bags and went to the store and bought two packs of diapers for the trip. I got on the road and headed to tunica, Ms in my diaper. Later on we went out to eat at a buffet. I knew people could see my diaper and it was embarrassing. I also knew if i took it off i would be wishing i never had..i was still on punishment from touching myself i didn't want to start another punishment. I went back to the room and fell asleep. I woke up the next morning and showed Sir my diaper and put on clothes and left foe the day. I enjoyed my trip and even though wearing diapers in public was embarrassing i realized how deep my submission was to Sir. I was literally embarrassed by wearing diapers in public bur i kept wearing them everyday i was at the casino the trip was over and i was back home. I was happy to be home because i could attend to Sir as i normally do. I am happy with wearing diapers even though there are certain situations that may make me feel uneasy. I know as times passes i will not care about wearing diapers in public

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