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knowledge619
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 Im a submissive white woman looking for a black dominant daddy that wants to own a sexy babygirl!! I need a daddy but am potty trained (not into diapers or poop!)Im the 1st generation on my fathers side born in USA(St Joseph,MO). My father is from Tunisia,North Africa. I spent my 1st 7yrs there in an arab culture where women belong to their father til they belong to their husband. There's no women's shelters or CPS because women n children are their husbands property.I learned very early to obey my father and try not to do things that would cause him to beat me but my father was a very brutal man.My mothers a typical white american woman.I watched her get beat a lot. She did not learn when to be very quiet and not challenge a man when he's already agitated because she was raised in USA!I am a good girl looking for a black man to be my master and my daddy.I live to obey and please my man.I was trained at 12yo to open my throat n relax to please daddy..I've got mad skills!!My daddy is my God! I do whatever he says to hear him say,"Good job baby,you're daddy's good girl" I understand I'll be punished if I disobey or forget my place but please don't hit me like I'm a man to damage me. Discipline is to correct behavior. I'm not looking for a sadist to torture me or destroy my self esteem (although humiliation when I'm a bad girl is ok). Im looking for a black daddy to grow old (but not grow up!)with. I'm not perfect; I'm thick n my tummy but I've been told my ass was made for a black man!
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...so im fumbling thru my sordid life w very little self control n no daddy to intervene (eating candy n cereal 4 dinner, no bedtime, not picking up my toys..)wondering if i will ever find a daddy that's serious, or one that's not afraid of the "sub" he has at home finding out about me (what the fuck is that about??)or if i am so jaded that i'm incapable of falling in love, not the i'm-in-love-w-them-but-they-will-never-be-in-love-w-me kind of love i've grown so accustom to settling for, i mean the fuck-on-every-surface-can't-keep-your-hands-off-each-other-but-can't-keep-your-brains-off-each-other-love's-me-as-passionately-as-i-do-him-just-w-more-structure-n-common-sense-as-someone-has-to-be-the-adult kind of love i have longed for for sooo long...
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Wet Dream
by RobinVollmer,2006
Havent been laid in well over five years
Rejections quite personal after so many tears
My love is jaded - my self esteem low
My man who wont love me but wont let me go
It hurts my feelings though I feel the same
How can I fuck someone shallow and lame?
I hate myself - Im tired and frustrated
Convincing myself sex is way overrated
Explaining my plight to a friend in a text
In his expert opinion what I need is sex !
Thanks for the offer but I feel way too fat~
Im just too old and youre too all that!
He says to me, Sweetie, trying to get you to see
That I like Who you are so youre sexy to me
As I look at this hot, young man I believe
Thats the nicest thing any mans said to me
So young and so handsome and yet full of grace
Showing more insight than men twice his age My hands won’t stop trembling, I unbuckle his heat
When I see what he’s packing my heart skips a beat!
As he’s probably thinking, ’Now should I jump her’?
I whisper, ”I can suck the chrome off a bumper!”
His smile fills the room so it’s no surprise
He’s assured me no wait for his interest to rise!
Like Café Au Lait his skin tone is so creamy
I’m so turned on that I think I’ve stopped breathing!
“What’s your pleasure?” he asks - I purr back my reply,
“If you want to please me let me swallow your pride!”
This fine, tasty thing I couldn’t help but devour
He’s got my vote for ’Man of the Hour’
He looks stressed so I say,
“Relax, Boo, I’m not trying to marry you…but I swear it’s the truth on heaven above…if I was twenty years younger, I’d be fallin’ in love. You’re my friend and I love you but you know all that…I just want to say Thanks baby, you hooked me up fat!”
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?GODZ
Don't waste my time on mortal
Men
I only kneel where gods attend
Good or bad,don't give a damn
I don't know who I think I am!!
I don't mind the worst or best
But they must stand out from
The rest
Be they demons or crowned kings
Just want one to clip my wings
Makes no difference who I choose
Always render me old news
Gods I worship rule my path
Few with tolerance,most with wrath
Their arrogance I do adore
Make me beg to be their whore!
Their every wish is my command
And still to me they raise their hand
The words they speak are often cruel
I treasure each a priceless jewel
I only want to be their slave
I do my best, try to behave
Still they love to punish me
The needs I have remain unseen
It hurts me deep when they propose
I'm easy come as easy goes
I don't dare choose to disobey
For fear they'll make me go away
And then to no one I'll belong
They tell me this will make me Strong..
But I must beg to disagree
They are wrong to judge me weak
It takes great strength to give Control..
Relinquish them my mortal Soul..
Place them on a pedestal
Assure them they'll feel magical
All my gifts to the god who
Snares it, for in the end the meek inherit..
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PUNISHMENT
I am kneeling in the corner
My nose facing to the wall
I hear your footsteps coming
Closer and I am feeling
Very small
I haven't moved a muscle
You commanded me to
Stay, I've been like this,
Completely naked; my ass
Served up to you all day
I hear the doorknob turn
And open; suddenly I'm
Not alone. I don't dare
Take a breath..frozen still
Exposed, and prone
You ask if I know why
You had to punish me
This way. You say
"Think before you answer
Or you'll stay like this all
Day"
My mind is blank, yet
Racing wildly. From my
Mouth there's not a sound
But I know if I say nothing
It's my ass you're going to
Pound
You reach down and with
Your fingers trace the
Pattern of a welt, that you
Had left raised on my skin
When you whipped me with
Your belt
"I'm waiting," you say softly
"don't you have something
to say?"
From the dark escapes my
Whimper,
"Daddy, I promise to obey"
You say quietly,"that's my
Good girl" and pull me up
Into your lap. I lay my head
Upon your shoulder and so
Exhausted take a nap
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MASTER ANDRE I'm scared Daddy, dare I ask?
Are you putting me to task?
Will you make me stay outside?
Waiting all night for a ride?
Tell me I am Daddy's girl
Take me with you round the world
I will never act my age
Please, I'll suck it thru my cage
What if I forget to breathe
Once forbidden to be me?
As more of me you will erase
Become a weeping basket case?
I'm scared of you more than my father
Don't leave me outside treading water
Afraid that you will vanish me
Please punish me, don't banish me!
I was born to follow you
Do as I'm told and swallow you!
Bow before you to the ground
Without permission, make no sound
It's fate that I belong to you
The signs are so much more in view
I need you Daddy, keep me near
Look up to you with love and fear
I'm not your girlfriend or your wife
But I have given you my life
To do with me just as you please
So far that life's not one of ease
At times you are not fair or just
You lie to me and break my trust
You push me far past tired and weak
Then hang up if I cry and speak
You told me life would not be fair
And frankly, that you didn't care
Reminded me I'm just your slave
To punish if I misbehave
Not your girlfriend, wife, or daughter
So you just leave me treadingwater
Daddy please, make me obey
Own me - don't throw me away
Please Master don't give up on me
Serve me up across your knee
Beat me til I'm begging you
Strip and leash me next to you
Whip me a darker shade of rose
Then in the corner face my nose
I know what's next when I do wrong
I can't escape you, you're too strong
Plunge it deep and while I scream
You punish me until you cream
Thrash me while I'm begging you
You hold me down until you're through
Then make me lay across the bed
Expose to you the crimson red
While I wipe my tears away
I'm sobbing that I will obey
If I am loud, forget my place
You'll slap me right across my face
Remind me who I'm speaking to
To watch the way I talk to you
But I know you are teaching me
Not damaging or breaching me
Your discipline I will repay
And serve you til my dying day |
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