On a kink side I have never been owned. I love to feel helpless and small, bondage is wonderful, seem my body reacts to pain stimulation but I am a bit of a wimp. Humiliation, orgasm control ... I am open, as my Master will set the limits -I will not. I would say my kink is being controlled in every part of my life. There are a few things I will not do, I do not "cyber" and I have no interest in the BDSM scene, which would be very bad for me. I just do not have that type of "play" mentality. Seems I bond fast and hard with anyone I "play" with, so casual play is impossible for me.

On a more mundane level I love fine arts, movies, camping, museums. I am a reader and love to play video games. I have a gifted son who is a great joy in my life, And anyone who chooses to respond, please keep in mind that we are a package deal. I am presently living with my father in St. Louis, who is not getting any younger. I may be able to relocate for the right master however it may be sometime before I am able to.

Who I search for:

What I am looking for is very rare. I am searching for a truly dominant man, a man who thrives on and requires absolute control in all aspects of his slave's life. This man will be able to take absolute responsibility for my well being, both physical and emotional (and for my son).

He will also not only be able to but he will NEED to be responsible for my enslavement and will not expect me to enslave myself. He is a man who will see past the walls I have spent a lifetime building and will thrive on tearing them down to allow the little girl inside me to be everything she can be. And he will love me for it.

He is playful has a dry humor, quick wit and loves children. He must take care of himself physically, mentally, and financially because if he cannot take care of or control himself, he sure cannot care for or control me. He will need to be so patient that he will be willing to build this lifetime relationship on a foundation of profound honesty and know that the trust needed for this type of relationship is earned and will not happen over night or in just a few e-mails.

I am looking for man who needs to contain, protect and control me as much as I need these things from him. I am a strong personality; I put 100% in everything I do. I NEED a man who can TAKE the control I crave and be able to keep it. I hope to find a man who will commit to never abandoning me & never allowing me to hide or abandon the relationship or myself. He will know that submission is not a gift and see it for the scene dogma it is. The man I am looking to own me will know that anyone can be broken and made to obey, but that is not a total power exchange because to that will destroy everything that make owning his slave worth all the trouble.

*** Power, responsibility, devotion and control! (Magic)...*smile*...****

If you are the Master I am waiting for you know what I mean, and you are looking for me as hard as I am looking for you! Here I am!