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About bitchslave1
Hello again. Just wanted to let you know that tomorrow, Monday June 21st, I am looking to fulfill my Master's desire to have me be used like a cheap whore here in Johnstown during the day. If you would like to be in on the action drop me a line.
seeking doms and there unneutered males to mount me and use me
daddy will attend and watch as i am being used
if interested please contact me or my daddy. I will send you his contact information here on cm thank you bitchslave1 |
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Just wanted to thank my Master for his use of me. The other day he tried to fist my asshole. Mind you his hands are very wide and my asshole and cunt are very tight. He was about 1 inch from actually getting his fist inside me. It hurt alot, there was some blood, as I was told to push back onto his fist. Then it was a summer squash the fat end forced up my tender asshole. Hearing his rugged breathing only made my cunt drip more knowing he was enjoying himself at my expense. My asshole is still sore. Then Master scalded my cunt repeatedly for about 45 minutes in the shower. Going from burning my cunt to getting it cool and soothed to burning again until I came three times unvoluntarily. Thank you Master for enjoying your worthless whore. |
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I got an assignment this afternoon. I was to stop and get three toothbrushes one of which was to be electric on my way home from work. So, I did. When I got home I immediately got naked and bound my breasts tightly. I needed to pee. Master suggested that I use the electric toothbrush on my clit while I pissed and until he said stop. After about a minute I was bleeding. But, I did not stoop for another 2 minutes.. After this I was told to take a different brush and scrub my G-spot raw until he said stop. After about 5 minutes I asked when I could stop as I was getting quite raw and there was blood covering my hand. Master said keep it up for another minute harder and faster so, I did. When I had about 5 seconds to go it slipped out too far and ramming it back in as ordered I missed and jammed it into my urethra about 1" it hurt so bad I can't even explain but I returned to my cunt and finished my time up.
I was then instructed to do 3 more minutes on my clit since it stopped bleeding.
After my time was up I was instructed to scrub my asshole with the 3rd brush for 50 strokes. During which I had to twist it inside to hurt my asshole too. I started bleeding by the 5th stroke. I did not stop as he was enjoying my pain and blood.
Now he told me to squirt soap up my asshole and I did 15 very slow complete in and out strokes with my dildo again. It burned and hurt like hell. When I was finished I had to take the brush and scrub my asshole out another 25 times. It was very painful.
Then I returned to using the electric toothbrush on my clit again for 3 minutes after which I asked if he was finished he said no 2 more minutes. I was bleeding and so tender that it was very difficult to do.
Since, I only had one pump of soap I really didn't want to do another enema so I was told I could scrub my asshole clean with the brush with 50 strokes. It was extremely painful as I was told to shove it and pull it out severely on each stroke. Needless to say I got bloody.
I also had to scrub my cunt again with the brush for 3 minutes it was getting very raw inside. It made my master happy knowing I was so raw and bloody because he knows my other dominant plans on fucking me soon. Only pain for me. My only pleasure knowing my pain excites my Master. Before putting the brushes away I told him that my clit stopped bleeding so I had to scrub it for another full minute. He sounded so sweet like the coo of a dove when I asked if he wished to hurt me further. He said I'd take the brushes longer each day. He really enjoyed knowing that the cunt brush got jammed in my urethra though and all the blood pleased him immensely. So, I am done until my dominate fucks me later. I am sitting here with an egg on my engorged, RAW, screaming clit until that time. Good night everyone. If you have any ideas for how he can hurt me further please feel free to write. He does read my mail.
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Good Morning. It's been a rough but gratifying one. My breasts were bound tightly with shoe strings. Since my last entry I have repeated this process everyday. Except today after being soaped up 8 times already with the cycles of twenty-five slow complete in and out penetrations with a large veined dildo and 25 second cycles of fast and furios plunging. These cycles were repeated 3 times. for a minimum of 250-350 strokes. God knows my asshole was on fire and hurting. In that last cycle I had to fight because my body was trying to desperately to push it out. But this was not the end of my anal pain today. No, I hadn't started my powerballs yet.
Now I had been told to continue with 50 sets of probing with my powerballs. They are anal beads that measure 20" long and have 5 balls on them each increasing in size. So, I resoaped my asshole inserted one ball removed it and then proceeded to insert the balls one by one. Now that my body was actively trying to push them out I was only able to get in the first three or about a foot. I repeated this 9 more times before resoaping. The first push after resoaping is sooo painful it is very difficult to to continue but alas I hurt for him so, I continued. Telling myself just five more, just five more, then soaping and almost crying as I would work them back up again. Soon I was up to 25 and sweating. Just 5 more, now soaping again, Fuck it hurts so much, the burning is incredible. Come on whore just 5 more, just 5 more. Good girl 50! You've been so good I will reward you with more! Soap that aching asshole again whore. Take the balls and insert 1 and remove it. God, please no it burns soo much, Now push as many as you can up that hole. I started pushing them one by one but still couldn't even force the fourth one with my body pushing them out.
Ok, now take the dildo and work it back in 25 times slow completely in and out. Let those veins drag over that tender hole again. Breathing heavily, I continued my assault. My asshole was burning like all hell and hurt horribly. Good girl. Take them out and tighten you breasts more at least another inch now, and tighten your nipple nooses.
Now finish with a full bag warm water enema. I set up my kit and got on all fours, ass high, head to the floor. Inserted the nozzle and released the clip. The water was filling me up but, my body was working overtime with trying to stop the assault so the water started rushing out around the tube no matter how I tried to keep it in. Then I was able to expel, painfully.
After my shower, I dried off , dried my hair, and cleaned the toys. Show me how you swallow, I hear him say. I pick up the dildo and shove it in my mouth and continued to push until it popped into my throat and held it there. Now do it again. Again. Good girl, clean it again. When you are done you can remove your bindings. They had been on for 2 hours at this point but the pain did not compare to the searing pain still deep in my asshole. Kneeling, Thank you for hurting me Master.
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Hello again,
I am writing about my assignment last night. If you've read any of my other journal entries you know that my Master enjoys using my ass. So, you know where this is heading.
Tying my breasts very tightly with shoelaces started things off by making them hurt and start to change colors to a reddened hue. Next, I ran a bath and gathered the liquid soap and a nine-inch dildo 2 inches thick in the shape of a cock that is heavily veined and a flat end. My breasts aching painfully but not sufficiently discolored, I had to tighten even further. I was able to pull out at least another inch of slack from each side. They began to throb and turn a beautiful deep bluish purple with marbling under the skin. Now satisfied with the binding of my breasts I was ready to begin the use of my asshole as ordered.
Taking the dry dildo I forced it up into my rectum five times, pulling it completely out before forcing it back in and causing some disruption of the tissues inside. Next, I squirted down the outside of my anus with a very watered down soap before thrusting the dildo back in. This time I put it in and completely removed twenty times. I could feel little tears forming as the dildo drug over the dry lining of my rectum. With the first 25 dry complete, I could now start adding the soap my Master enjoys so much.
I inserted the nozzle of the soap bottle into my asshole and gave a full pump. Then returned to the dildo and proceeded to do 25 slow deep thrusts follwed by complete removal from my now burning asshole. The 25th insertion was alwaysforced indeep whileI squeezed my asshole tight trying to prevent it's entrance to further hurt for my Master. I repeated this process three times. Each time adding a new squirt of soap that burned the tears inside my rectum.
With a total of 100 plunges of the dildo done slowly and independently I could move tothe next step. Again, I resoaped my asshole and inserted the dildo. But instead of going slow I worked it fast and furious while I counted to 50 (at least 50-100 thrusts each time) this with the veins on the dildo would cause a frothing of the soap and an increase in burning and pain. Again, I added more soap and did another 25 complete in and out thrusts slowly to drag over those now very tender tissues. As well as repeating the forced 25th stroke through a clenched asshole. This was repeated for 3 cycles and by the end my asshole was so tender I could hardly stand it. I now inserted the dildo completely so that the flat end with the edges were completely inside my ass. I held it in tight knowing it would tear my rectum while I pushed it out. Luckily my probing was done except for the enema to follow.
Usually, Iwould do several clear water enemas but tonight I would only get 1/2 a bag to keep the burning while I go to bed. So. I prepared the bag and got down on my hands and knees with my knees wide apart shoved the flared nozzle in roughly and put my head and shoulders down to the floor as I opened the nozzle. The water went in quickly and with all the soap cramped badly. Having to wait and hold it a bit. I cleaned my supplies and put them away before getting a shower. By now, I was squirming hard and jumped out of the shower to expel. It hurt horrificly to expel withthe tears and soap preventing the relief of letting loose. I cleaned myself up and went to bedwith my asshole stretched, torn, swollen, and burning before removing my bindings. I think he is well pleased with me. I am honored to hurt for him.
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Well, here I am again. I did some things for Master yesterday. He directed tome to copy my direct response to him into this journal for you to read and maybe enjoy. I will then add on my assignment from last night. I hope you enjoy this is hard for me to share.
Master,
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I know you wanted to use my asshole so; I set out to please you this morning. I got in the bathtub and soaped my asshole. I inserted the power balls. Just one ball at first working it in a bit. Then I pulled it until the ball was stretching my sphincter for you for about a minute. Then I pulled it out and squirted more soap into my asshole. I reinserted it this time two balls. Again I worked it back and forth before making the second larger ball stretch my sphincter too. It was pretty uncomfortable; I could feel the skin stretching and tearing in tiny little bits making it hurt more. Again I removed the power balls to resoap my asshole for you. Then I again reinserted them into the third ball, working it to build a little burning froth. Again I held the ball just in the sphincter again ripping it open a little bit further for you and increasing my discomfort for you. I pulled them out again but this time they weren?t clean so I scooped away the mess rinsed my backside and the balls. Put more soap up my asshole. Then I began reinserting them it went rather easily though I felt full. I know you'd want more pain for me so I forced the forth bead through my asshole further into my bowels. It was painful but I held them in by just squeezing my asshole tighter onto the shaft between the 4th and 5th beads. I was so full and it hurt the extra pressure added to the burning from the soap up inside me. Again I pulled them out slowly. I did this all slowly as not to provide me with the pleasure we have shared in the past.
Again the beads were not clean in fact even more stool was attached to the beads. Again I scooped it away and proceeded to rinse the beads and my backside off. But I did not stop yet, knowing how much you would like me to continue. So, I again squirted more soap up my asshole before working the beads back in. This time I really had to force the fourth one in hard to get it inside me for you. It was so difficult I had to hold it inside me by hand for you the forth ball was stretching out and still making those tiny tears burn more. It was difficult but I held it in again for another minute. I was so relieved when I pulled them out slowly. But surprisingly, my asshole did not burn anywhere near as sufficiently as it usually does for you. I wish I had thought of it at the time, I would have done a lot more soap and soap dick for you frantically with a jelly toy and no condom so it would burn and hurt me for you more.
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Now, my asshole all soapy and the beads coming out dirty I knew I had to clean myself out. Since I did not get the incredibly painful soap burning as I do usually, I figured I could handle more. So, I put 3 more full squirts of soap in the enema bag and filled it completely up. I then stood in the shower and inserted the flared nozzle into my newly soaped asshole for you. I unclamped the hose and then immediately reprimanded myself for standing up knowing you want me on my knees, head down, and ass high to accept the enema as fast as possible like the whore you wish me to be. So, I changed position. I took the entire bag in under one minute. I held it as long as I could maybe 5-10 minutes. Then I sat down on the toilet and violently expelled the fluid. It took maybe 4-5 minutes to expel all the fluid. I cleaned myself up. And prepared for number two.
With another full bag of clear water I got back into your favorite position and inserted a soapy nozzle back into my asshole. Again I took it in under a minute but this time I cramped a little. But I just focused on squeezing the nozzle and not letting too much water leak out. This time I held the water for about 3 minutes before I expelled the fluid and some stool. It took about 5-7 minutes to get it all out. The water was much clearer but not clear so, I knew I had to do it again.
Again I hung another full bag of clear water. Again I got into the bottom of the tub, put my head down and spread my legs with my ass held high. This time I did not soap the nozzle just sort of forced it in. I released the clamp and started the flow. The water was warm but the cramping this time was hard, I wanted to slow it down or stop it. But, I told myself to shut up and remember to be the whore you want me to be. The cramping was very difficult and I was breathing a bit heavy. But again, I took the whole bag in under a minute. The cramping was proving too much and I could only hold for about a minute before I rushed back to the toilet and started gushing the water out again. This time the expulsion took about 5 minutes but it was clear. Thankfully, I know I would have had to do it again.
Now after cleaning everything and taking a shower, I have returned to my room. I know that you wouldn't be done since I am awake so I continued. I put a condom on a vibrator. Even though my asshole is swollen tight from the irritation, I knew my hole was already stretched so without any lubrication I forced it up my asshole and turned it on all the way. I spread my lips around my clit and put my egg on it full power. Then, I tied my breasts tightly while I wrote to you. They don't hurt anymore so I will tighten them even more. I will remove the vibe and put the big jelly dildo uncovered and dry up my asshole so it burns a lot and work my clit with the egg until I cum before removing the dildo up my stretched burning asshole and binding.
I am so honored to hurt for you. I truly hope you are proud of me.
Your worthless whore,
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Last evening I was told that I had to piss into my enema bag as I would have to take my first piss enema. I took a water pill and drank as much as I could in prepartion. When my bladder was full, I clamped the hose on the bag and holding the mouth of the bag to my cunt and released my flow. Then I primed the line carefully as not to lose a drop of the fluid he wished inside me. Dropping to my knees, ass high, legs apart, head down on the bottom of the shower I prepared to perform this task for him willingly. Taking a shaky breath I released the clamp and took in all of my warm piss. I did not release any of my precious cargo. Instead I let it be absorbed tobecome part of me all over again while I tucked myself into bed for the night. |
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Hmmm, what can I say? It has been wonderful. It seems that most days Daddy finds all kinds of wonderful things to do to me to hurt me for his enjoyment. The latest has been the introduction of the Large Colt Power Balls. With something that big K-Y just won't do. So these have become a shower toy. Soap the lube of choice, heavily and frequently applied.
So far the routine has been to insert as many of the balls as possible so far I have only been able to take four of them about 15". Insert them, force the fourth one and hold it until told to yank them out. Soap and repeat. So far I have only done it 10 times in a row. Tonight I hear I will repeat this 15 times.
I must admit pulling them out fast feels incredible but it is hard to hold the last one in forcibly. The soap burns sooooo much by the end, especially where you get little tears from the force and violent removal. By the end my asshole is on fire. But alas I must sit for another 15 minutes and just allow that straight soap to sear my stretched hole. Only then can I move on to the next step of the process.
Will it be one or two rinsing enemas? Will they be hot, warm, or cold? I won't find out until then. Of course the straining with these enemas may alleviate the soap but they only further irritate my already oversensitive and painful tissues in my anus. But this delights him.
Of course this is not over yet. I have one more task. I must then go with inflamed, swollen, and irritated anus and bowels and ask my Sir if he would like to rape my asshole. By rape I mean this is no loving act, no slow or easy entry. It is hard, fierce, and of course without any lube, slammed to the hilt. I am not allowed to cry out or pull away but hold myself with my ass high and wide with my head down.
Of course I must thank them for their use of me. I am honored to hurt for his pleasure. Just as I am pleased when he tells me I've done well for him. |
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Sad, my daddy is out for the evening. So, I sit here waiting as told with a large plug in my asshole and can anyone say fore? A new use for golf balls as three are stuffed up my cunt. I need to pee but am not allowed so I must be patient. I can't complain though, even with this plug dry and very irritating up my ass is such a relieffrom the harsh use he has provided my very tender asshole over the last few days. My own fault for not completing a simple task I was given. That is what turned a pleasurable day of breast bondage into a second day of severe breast bondage and a few days of harsh anal use. What is a burning enema followed by all that harsh backdoor work as long as my discomfort pleases him, anyway? |
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