BiSwitchLee

OK.. a new realization, just came to me today.

I absolutely adore black women. I encountered 

a few very Beautiful Black Goddess today a few

hours ago. I am not sure if I should confess that

there was more than one, although of course I 

totally thrilled by that fact. As any interest

among Domme's, of any race, have been inter-

ested in me, here on Collarme.com for over a year now, with the only exception being women,

(many from outside of the U.S.A., who wanted

a free trip to America, on my money, of course.

which I have never had in the first place.. just the cost of a visa, is beyond my budget.

And that would be money which I have never,

and will never have, "if it ain't free, it ain't real"

- Janis Joplin.. And yes, I have made love 

to a black woman in my life. In the early 90's I

met a black crack addict in downtown Denver.

It was unfortunate that she was "hooked", but

it was awesome tasting her, all night long and drinking her delicious "Golden", was of course awesome. Other than that I have known a few

local women in the BDSM community, who have

allowed me to eat them out.. many to orgasm.. 

it has been years since I have even attended a

D/s support groups meeting, because I stopped

driving a car, in 2000.

Anyway, I think that is enough for today.

Except, once again, if you are a woman looking 

a sub puppy, then I thankyou very very much

for at least reading this entire, sorry site of mine.

Respectfully,

Curtis Lee

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Hello again all. It is my birthday today, and I was kinda disapointed, because my better half, did not buy me an Internet Phone, which is what I had asked for, and hoped and prayed for. But times are hard, and as it is, we can barely keep up, I guess. : o ( And I know that many here are in the same straits.

But damn !!! I have been a good boy, for month's and month's now, not griping much about too much of the hell that I am going through. Such as sleeping alone for the past, 8 or 9 years, while she has slept with her straight, cowboy boyfriend, in the basement of our home.

Anyway, I may be ready to leave her, finally. All I need is a

strong woman.. probably a Dominant one..

 to claim me as her own personal slave, and I will divorce Patricia ASAP.. on a dime. And yes, I have been thinking about this for too many years now, and I am finally determined to go through with it. My SSDI check is not extremely large but it is maybe above that of the average retiree, being about $1100 to $1200 per month. Actually, the reason I am not sure exactly how much it is, is that I never see it, accept for $50 each month for a pittance of an allowance. Yes, she buys the food and stuffs my face, but I should eat less and lose some wieght anyway. I have had 2 heart surgeries, in the past 12 years, anyway. Please, if you are reading this, Mistress ? or if you know a Domme' who would enjoy collaring a mature sub puppy like me, just tell her, a little about me, and give her my screen names..

BiswitchLee@collarme.com and Curtismatile@yahoo.com.

Or maybe write me a brief mail, saying, that you know a woman who wants to know more, about me, and or my plight. I would be very, very greatful and indebted to you and the one who chooses to collar me, Ms.

Honest to the Goddess, and God.

Respectfully,

Curtis Lee Matile                  

Phone#: 303-797-1267

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OK folks.. something new just occured to this old perv.

What is it you ask ? LOL.. as if anyone was interested

enough to ask a fool like me, . Right, right Jack.

But anyway, it is a big deal to me, or it could be any-

way. As it is a compete kink in itself,  and here it is.

Infantilism !!!  I would make a baby who enjoyed being

punished very, very much, Momma !!! Since I would

definately deserve, such punishment do to the fact that

I soil my diapers a few times each day on average.

Just think about it please Mother Dearest. Haven't you

ever dreamt and/or fantasized about having a submis-

little punishable 60 year old baby brat, Mommy ? 

Respectfully.. Momma,

Baby sub, Curtis

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

This is a personal "Journal".
And although.. my entry today may not be popular among the masses.. .. it is not my responsibilty to please everyone, in spite of how they feel. However, I did find a younger Goddess, whom I would love to get to know better online here and/or through Yahoo email an IM's. When she reads this she will know who she is, since I would never jeapordize her privacy, by disclosing her name in such a public place as this Collarme.com Journal. And yes it was just very early this morning that I found her sublime Collarme Profile.

Honestly,
Curtis Lee

Hmmm.. 1st of all my name is Curtis Lee, and I am a BDSM/perv, for as long as I can recall. But mostly, publicly, since 1996, when I met Limitzgirl, who introduced me to P.E.P. Denver, and Uncommon Ground in Denver. She mentored and assisted me very well, and patiently. Since then I have had many D/s experiences with various folks.. women and men. But I definately prefer women, even though I consider myself bisexual. I have been with as many men as I have women, but women are no doubt superior to men by a lot. Especially in flavor. And yes, in either role, as a Dom "top", or a submissive, oral puppy. Women are like a fine wine, and only to be totally cherished. Any way, in keeping with my open honesty, I will herein include my home phone number, 303-797-1267.
Please feel free to call me if you find me interesting and you would like to know more, Ms.

Respectully yours,
Curtis Lee in Denver 80236.


Continued Journal Entry Dated 11/4/2010 2:54 AM

I just read some writing done by one of my comic,
heroes... Richard Pryor, the excellent comedian, who starred on Saturday Night Live, and a number of great movies, before his untimely death. And I will present it here, to anyone who might remember and who enjoyed his comedy. I can definately identify with what he says. If you cannot, you may just need to "grow up" !!! ( Especially many of you Domminant women.)
"I just don't want to die alone, that's all. That's not too much to ask for, is it ? It would be nice to have someone care about me for who I am, not what is in my wallet !!! I Don't see myself getting married again, but if I do, it will be forever !!!" - Richard Pryor

            
           Sunday 12-5-2009
     Hello all. And welcome to this old perv's Journal. So, now what can I say, for myself ?
Well, I will begin by telling you what I am not. I am not a conformist. Far from it, I am a natural Rebel and at times, I could even be considered a "Radical". That is one of the curses of a Capricorn. I am also a "peace freak", who still wishes that he had made it to Woodstock, N.Y. to the rebellious
music concert that my fellow Freaks, put together. However, time, is no doubt infinite, so I may well get another chance, to go there. And if you do not understand how that could happen, you never caught on to quantum Physics, or Relativity Theory.
     Well, until we meet again dear friends.
      Bye bye for now.