BiSubCincy

The desires are becoming more and more overwhelming. Have been dreaming of meeting a Man or Woman, at a place and time of Their choosing, my only need is to kneel before Them and orally pleasure to orgasm. No names exchanged, no reciprocation--just a few minutes of privacy, Their pleasure, me walking away with cum still in my mouth and on my face. Do You have the nerve and Dominant Attitude to make this reality?....PLEASE

Need to feel leather cuffs dig into my wrists, ankles, and thighs as i squirm to make my ass an easier target for Your flogger, crop, and cane; You relishing in my pain and inability to escape Your torments. Tears flowing down my face along with the drool from the gag that stretches my mouth to its excruciating limits, the cries dying into the rubberball.

ps: just posted a video journal for those who wish to see the slave behind the helmet

Need to be exposed for what i truly am, for all the world to see, at the end of Your leash, crawling on all fours, three steps behind You,eyes to the ground, the blistering words of Society ringing in my ears. Need to be exposed, naked and helpless at Your feet, obeying Your every command, suffering for Your pleasure, being the slave You have created. Help me PLEASE

Need to feel Your warm, wet golden nectar flow down my face, tongue lolling out trying to lap up every possible drop, unworthy of such generous nourishment. Need to hear Your voice in my slavish head, reminding me of what i am and why i exist. Help me PLEASE

Need to feel Your fingers tighten around my throat, breath a gift You grant or a means to torture me further. Need to feel You penetrate deep inside me, releasing Your passions on my body, instilling Your control in my mind. Help me PLEASE

Need to feel the rope tighten around my neck, struggling is useless. Need to feel a hard cock scrape the back of my throat, gagging and gasping for air. Can You help me PLEASE

With the help of a strong DomDadi, i am now coming to the realization that only a Man can set this Slave free. I need to feel a Man's strength and power, suffer and serve for His pleasure to have these dangerous cravings satisfied.

Need to step away for a period of time to tend to family matters. Take care All!

I just want to wish all The Dominants and subs, and everyone in between, the Happiest of Holiday Seasons! Hope You get all Your wishes and desires met in the coming Year, no matter how wicked or twisted!

I would like to congratulate the USA Women's World Cup Team for a great tourney, would have loved to see them win it all, but the games were thrilling, and they left everything out on the field. I also would love to know what it feels like to be spanked with those oversized goalie gloves, gives me chills. USA USA USA

Went and did a ropes confidence course for my 44th birthday on Saturday. The closest thing to bondage i have done in years, being strapped into the harness and having all the safety ropes attached, the feel of the ropes in my hands and on my body brought back many good memories. Climbed a thirty-five foot tower to start and crossed a number of obstacles, including a cargo net, and two high wires with only one guide rope to hold on to, and a series of hanging rope loop steps. Finished with a zip line from a 55 foot high tower, what a wild ride, physically exhausting and exhilarating all at the same time. I ache to feel the ropes bite into my skin again.

Day 3 of Kevdemonium! Not sure what it is, feel free to ask :)

Happy Father's Day to all the Dom Daddies! Hope its a good one Sir!

Home from the family vacation, was a wonderful 6 days, visited Gatlinburg, Tennesse, then Birmingham, Alabama, New Orleans, Louisiana to Biloxi, Mississippi, then finally back home to Cincinnati. Lot of miles and good memories, now hoping to find that Dominant Influence to make many more memories with.

Leaving tomorrow morning for a weeks's vacation, no internet access, so everyone behave.

The sublust still grips me, yet for some reason i seem more controlled today. May be the impending family fun weekend or talking to a promising Dom yesterday. Either way, the edge seems to be taken off, though the desires still surge within me. The desire to be physically manhandled and controlled, forced to obey and please without thought or else, then be cast away til further use in required.

Distracted to the point of being almost unable to function at work today. Need the firm hand, the biting ropes, the stinging lash of the flogger, the warm salty taste of sweat and cum mixed, the voice that makes me tremble in fear and anticipation, the comfort of being immobile and helpless, the release of being total under Your control. I am begging...please, Please, PLEASE!

Another long night here trapped in the "sublust" headspace, frustrations are building and the desires are becoming overwhelming.Today was extremely frustrating, i can usually busy myself with weekly chores to be spent by late evening and prepared for the week ahead. Then the storms rolled in and i spent most of the evening without power, unable to connect or finish my chores. Sitting in the dark, trapped with my thoguhts, made me ache for sensory deprivation bondage, brought back my recurring dreams of the box under the bed, trapped an dheld at the mercy of another. I am vibrating with the need to be controlled and used viciously.

Still feeling the pangs of desire to be controlled and used, but physically wore myself out today, hopefully i can sleep. Let the thoughts of being dominated torture my dreams, until You decide its time to torture my body and mind.

Have tried to physically tire myself out of this frenzy, this sub lust. Have completed 4 hours of yardwork, mowing, weeding, edging, sweeping, and clean up, yet i am still on edge. I am going to hit the gym and push some weights around and maybe go run a mile, if this continues i am going end up wandering the park late at night looking to give blowjobs to strangers.

I have been aching to be used harshly for the last few days. These "sub" pangs drive me to do things irrationally. I have been on edge , hard to sleep, or focus for very long. Wanting to be physically taken , and used, forced to obey for a few hours. Man, Woman, Couple, Whatever , doesn't matter at this point, no real names necessary. Just control, Pain, and Your Pleasure.

So Sorry for the Buckeyes, once again failing to step up to the challenge. OK, Wildcat Nation, ready for Your second whooping from North Carolina this season. I am willing to bet my ass on it, how about You?

My North Carolina Tarheels have moved into the Elite Eight, and i am feeling rather cocky. Wondering if there are any Buckeye or Wildcat fans out there who think they have a chance of stopping this Tarheel train from rolling up its 6th NCAA championship. What You got for me?

I am a true Bengals fan, it ain't easy, and i despise all Steeler fans. I will put my ass on the line to any Steeler fan who wants to spank, crop or whip it. If the Steelers win the Super Bowl and You are in the Cincy area, i will my ass up for a firm thorough spanking, anytime in the next 6 months. Just respond before the end of the game.

I hope everyone has enjoyed the video and audio journals i have posted, they will be the last for awhile. Had to replace my old computer this past week and while loading up my old software, i found out my old webcam is not compatible with Windows 7. Hopefully, will be able to buy a new one soon, i like the opportunity to speak and be seen by my possible future Dom/me or Dominant Couple.

First, would like to thank all the veterans and their families for thier sacrifices to help maintain our freedom and protect the freedoms of others, it is much appreciated.
I have been craving a new kind of stimulation as a submissive, to be just physically manhandled and dominated totally. This goes against all my previous experiences, which were mainly with Female Doms, and were driven by my physical and sexual attraction, as well as a mental connection. If i chose to not be tied or to not submit, i donnot believe these Dominant Women could have physically taken control. I have a few experiences with Male Doms and one with a TV Dom, i felt their strength and power but it was a mental desire to be under their control which drove me. I am looking for someone who will just take charge physically and demand submission and obedience or else, and can force that compliance. i am a large man 6-2, about 300lbs, in decent shape, work out 60-90 minutes daily, i am not sure a Female Dom can do that to me, but i am open to be proven wrong. If You are a Dominant who enjoys physically overwhelming a sub/slave and forcing their submission, with or without a mental connection, just because You can, Please leave me a message, i would love to explore this aspect of the lifestyle.

GO REDS!