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Yes i know that my profile is not easy to read. Please see previous journal entries, where my profile is paraphrased and if the info you seek is not there pleas feel free to ask. But please read first. Thanks. |
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If you're not living on the edge, you're too darn close. |
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Someone said that because I posted that I was seeking a "vanilla" date that I should be "caged and flogged". My question is isn't a meeting at a public place a safe and good way to get to know each other better? It could be at a munch or beach for. a walk. Sorry but I'm not the type to jump into play or a relationship unless we know each other. |
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Just a random thought. In my opinion, a person who doesn't have the decency to tell another person that they have lost interest, isn't much of a person to begin with. If the shoe fits... |
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PS. I am not looking for another relationship at this time. I am looking for friends only, a vanilla type date, and once I get to know someone, perhaps a play partner. |
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Ok here's my profile in a nutshell. I live in New Port Richey Florida and have no interest in leaving the area. My last relationship ended abut a month ago. I am the brunette and MiLadyofflorida is the blonde. She is dominant and looking for her male slave. I am not her property. We are very good friends and i am a member of her house, house of the pride. Please, if you would like any other information, ask. Thank you for your patience and understanding. |
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People have told me my profile background is too dark. Unfortunately I only have access to the internet via my cell phone. Changing the background doesn't seem to be working for me. So I tried to change my text color and can't do that either. Please bear with me while I am working on the problem. Thanks |
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I am making an effort to write here more often, even though some (ok, probably a lot) of people may get pissed off.
At any rate, to paraphrase once again "in order for me to be hurt by you, i first have to actually give a damn about you as a person". Unless, of course, you have some constructive criticism.
BTW I also think these journal entries might be an insight into who I am. |
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Paraphrasing something I read in a dominant's profile, " I want a submissive that can carry on an intelligent conversation, they all have vaginas". Isn't that great? |
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One of my favourite lyrics from"A Little Night Music" by Sondheim"if I were perfect for you, wouldn't you tire of me?" |
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Ya know, it's funny when someone makes all kinds of assumptions about you, and not in a positive way, then blocks you so your response can't be read. Seems to me that he was either scared of my response or that he realized that he had shown himself to be the less attractive end of a horse. |
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Someone told me that I should change my profile so that it doesn't say that I'm owned. My journal entry plainly states that i am not owned and not looking for another relationship at this time.
So I thanked him for his opinion and resisted the urge to tell him that I would consider his opinion when he starts paying my bills (got that from Facebook). Seriously though, does anyone who calls himself a dominant think that they have a right to tell someone else what to do simply because they're submissive? I think not. But that is just my not so humble opinion. Your mileage may vary. |
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Just for your information, I love knife play but without any cutting because of my diabetes. To me there's nothing like the feeling of cold steel on hot slave flesh. |
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You find me a 61 year-old with no baggage. |
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Recently unowned. I am not looking for another relationship at this time. Please don't ask me what happened. I am sure that each of us involved have our own version and discussing it will not be good for me and I would like to avoid encourgeing people from taking sides. Let's simply say that I have cried my tears, put on my big girl panties and moved on.
What I am seeking, presently, is friendship and perhaps a date or two. I am not interested in leaving the New Port Richey area.Thank you for reading this. I appreciate it more than you know. |
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No longer owned and not presently looking I am however staying in Florida |
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I am currently recovering from open heart surgery and am being very well cared for by my lifestyle family so I do not need my toes curled or sucked. |
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Milady is currently seeking a male slave. He MUST be willing to relocate. Please Do NOT contact me to get to Her. She has a profile of her own. |
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I have NO interest in submissive/slave men. women, or trans folk. Happily OWNED slave living in Florida with my Owner and his Wife. Here for friends only! |
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I just deleated some admirers from my account because they admired me but never spoke to me. If you are still there at least we had some discussion and I would be honored to regard you as a friend. so please feel free to contact me. I am now living in florida with my Master his wife and Her male slave.. |
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again I am NOT a Dominant |
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this is a rant. please don't bother to read if you don't want to read rambling thoughts which may or may not make any sense. thank you.
why on earth would someone agree to something before they are confident they can actually do it? the only reason i can see is because they are selfish and self-centered and want what they want no matter what.
i live with Master and Milady both are dominant but i serve only Master while MiLady seeks her male slave. recently someone came to visit us and it went well. so well in fact that he moved in with the intent become MiLady's male slave. an agreement was reached and as MiLady uses a contract, one was signed. doesn't that spark of commitment to you?
at any rate, the male, who i will not grace with a name or title other than male because i am not allowed to call it what i really would like to. demanded yes demanded things it wanted and when asked why threw a toddler tantrum packed his things and left.
but the point of this is to point out how much it affects the whole family, not just MiLady, and not just financially, although Master and MiLady paid for new desks which would have been bought later, a desk chair and floor mat etc. but also emotionally. it has disrupted the family and we all feel the effects. because i love Master and MiLady i am angry and hurt and pissed as hell.
so please, if you decide to enter into an agreement, make sure you not only talk the talk but can and will walk the walk. granted a contract is only as good as the people that sign it but is should be obvious that if you make an agreement it should be a solem promise and you should be willing to do your best to meet the conditions of the agreement contained therein not give up at the first bump in the road.[
rant ended thank you for your time and understanding.
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I read so many profiles that make me realize how f ortunate I am t o belong to Master! |
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just a t hought i wish people who view my profie, especially women and male switches, and subs would explain what they are looking for form an owned, straight femaile slave. just sayin... |
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Hi Folks just my opinion but if you're gonna talk the talk, you should be ready and able to walk the walk. thoughts? |
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for those that can't scroll down to my journal of 4/12, the people in the picture are (from left to right) Mistress Lionness, Sir Wayne, and i am on the right. questions? |
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OWNED SLAVE HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY!!!
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for those that were wondering the picture was taken at my collaring ceremony. the tall blonde woman is MistresLionness, Master's spouse a dominant in her own right that is seeking a male slave (and any male would be honored to belong to her). center is Master and i am on the right.
i should have id'd us long ago but it was just brougjt to my attention that it was not clear who was who or is it whom?
well anyway life in florida continues to be great i am happier than i have been in a while and hope that you are too. |
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Life in Florida is great! Master seems happy with me and i care deeply for him. Master has found his slave and my heart sings knowing that he has chosen me.
i still go to dialysis 3 times a week but i am off the oxygen and am moving along well. it is so relaxing here to go downstairs and sit on the patio watching the wildlife and feeling the cool breeze as the sun smiles down on us.
MistressLionNess, Master's wife. and i get along very well. i feel we are very good friends and i know she will be a wonderful Mistress to some deserving male slave. she is loving and considerate and wonderful to talk to.
i am going to Maryland for a few days next week for a family function. i will miss bering here greatly but being with family will be fun also.
so what's new in your life? |
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i am now happily moved to florida with my owner. here for friends only |
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packing. have it cuz it's tedious and it's sad cuz it reminds me of what and who i'm leaving behind. but 6 dys from now i will be starting a new chapter of my life and moving to a place where new adventures await me.so packing is a bittersweet combination of memoroies and promises. |
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13 days til my florida 2 week "vacation" one week back here to pack then florida forever! |
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Two weeks from toorrow and my new adventure begins! |
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Florida, ready oro not here i come!countdown ahs started.... 24 |
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PLEASE NOTE: I AM NOT PRESENTLY SEEKING. THANK YOU. |
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wel it's almost the end of the month and things are looking up. i am looking forward to a trip to florida to meet new friends and reunite with established ones.
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i am not interested in bi sexual males or switches. |
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what's up with people wanting me to move across country to serve them without even getting to know each other??? does that sound even semi-reasonable to you?? |
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i feel i whould write something here to keep it fresh. i just got back from about 2 weeks of a very good visit with family in Maryland and am getting geared up for a fetish weekend after the 4th. it looks to e fun weekend full of promise. what's new with you? lol |
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it's not a deal breaker but i prefer to stay in the east if at all possible. i am willing to relocate if neccessary. just fyi |
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i have transcended WTF land and moved directly into Whatever ville.
so tell me all you dominants that talk about what you won't do or how long you've been in the lifestye what are you looking for? does the fact that you've been around for 30 years tell me anythng about you? please let us know a little more about you and what you want from us. hope that makes sense. thank you |
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once again remembering the feel of cold steel against hot flesh... mmmmmmmmmm |
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all emails have been cleared, all those that have viewed me erased, all blocked are unblocked and all hidden are now viewable.,
it's time to move on.
wondering if anyone would like to join me on this new path... |
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there is an empty place in my soul. but i trust that there is someone to fill that space and enrich my life. are you the one? |
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Sleeping single in a double bed isn't really all that bad. do i want a dominant? of course. is my life dependent upon it? no. i am a strong, independent woman who happens to be a slave. i am not incapable of making decisions in my life although i do desire to give control to someone else or have it taken from me. but i can survive without it. in short, i am looking to enhance my life not complete it as i am complete in and of myself. somewhere in the bible it says to be content in whatever state you are in. as i reached my 40's and beyond, i have learned that contentment.
i hope this makes some kind of sense.
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someone just said my journal was too negative. maybe it's too honest? i have been going thru some rough times but i am sure that there is someone out there for me somewhere. i am a strong, passionate woman with lots to offer. see my negativity as sensativity and my positives as a love for life. does any of that make any ssense at all? lol
i was also told not to LET Dominants read my journal. how exactly do i do that? so if you are a Dominant stop reading. lol |
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hmmmm have i been stabbed in the back for the new year? |
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i think the powers that be have decided that it's my place to be alone... nuff said |
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Why is it..... that Dominants say they are not seeking a doormat but get angry or insulted if you voice, in a respectful manner, your opinion or viewpoint? it confuses me. if you want someone to just nod and say yes Master while you pontificate just say so. i'm sure there are bobbleheads out there somewnere. |
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just a few questions; isn't there anyone out there that ISN'T a daddy? why would you be an amirerer of someone you don't even know?
now a bit about me. i usually don't intiate contact, i have been taught that if a Dominant is interested he will contact you, the most i do is look at a profile and wait to see if the one in quesiton writes me back. i am inwardly shy, i hope that makes sense. i am not, however, stupid or a doormat, i have opinions and i state them. i can bee a handful but i'm worth it. i regreat the way i've handled some things and regret the way i was handled in others. i find myself to be more jaded and a bit more cynical now. i will believe things when i see them. there is a lot more i want to express but words fail me at the moment.
i wish you well in your journey.
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Why pretend that you want to meet when you really don't? there was no cyber no phone sex, nothing but conversation and broken promises. i just donn't understand the point. where is the profit in hurting another person? |
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OK pity party is over and we move on. you're invitedd to come along for the ride if you wish. |
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feeling lolst and abandoned. where are the simple joys of submission? the oportunity to serve witih a full heart? to be in serive and pleasing?
thisis just rambling no need to reply. i wish you well. |
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if you've blocked me, don't write to me expecting an answer, then call me rude when you don't get one. lol |
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insanity is repeating the same actions and expectng different results. i thinnk i have finally learned to expect nothing.
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and dominants complain about sub/slaves not responding....i think i will use collarme less than i have been. reaching out is like getting your hand slapped for being human. |
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why make someone a priority when you are not even their option? |
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TEach me how not to be disappointed when you say you'l call or email and you don't. i wiat to hear from you and i am disappointed when i don't. how do i not feel sad? how do i not doubt you are serious about wanting a realtionship? how do i trust? teach me how to deal with disappointment. why am i feeling lonely? is it me? do oi ask too much? am i being unrealistic to expect someone to do as they say? |
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finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. to those that have helped, thank you, you know who you are. |
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it confuses me as to what my next step should be. i want to run and stay all at once. the last One and i did not see eye to eye on some very important things. i jumped in too early and am sorry if i hurt you, i tried i really tried. i don't want to make another mistake. but i don't want to be alone,.. |
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why would someone say they want a relationship then ignore your calls and not bother to contact you when you are both online? why make promises you won't keep? submissives are not the only ones that pull disappearing acts. |
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chances are when someone says they are noot like the last person you dated they are right; they're worse! |
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i'm so rry but chat does not work for me here. please message me instead. thank you |
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what i thought might work out hasn't so i'm actively searching once again. |
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