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Im looking for full time ownership. I am willing at this point in my life to relocate for the right person and become your total devoted live in submissive, possibly slave under right circumstances.



I still find the desire and need to pursue my submissive desires.I continue to believe I will find the right situation for me. If you are sincere, like to play and want to talk, eventually meet, send me a message. I am fairly open to most things but I truly believe for me to commit 100 percent, I have to have strong feelings. I think for the right person, most is possible. I find that chatting and sending emails, getting to know someone is very helpful. That being said, there is no full solution to finding if you have the necessary chemistry unless we meet in person. I truly long to fall in love with my dominant and ache to make them happy. For clarification, I am happy. I feel so much of me has been drained by my own self indulgence. I would prefer a strong woman to take control of me,, show me what looks good to wear, instruct me on how to please her the most and take control of my orgasms. I have very little self control and your guidance could just be the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

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12/14/2016 11:23:34 PM
Well per the last entry, of course it didn't last, my Goddess, more or less stopped contact with me, then out of the blue, heard from her again, got used last night.  But I fear she isn't going to contact me much anymore. Oh well.  It was awesome while it lasted

10/22/2016 10:51:56 AM
I've recently met a young CD dominant.  Im not sure how far this person will go.  right now Im an oral bitch, and my goodness is the CD good.  So far, after a few weeks, Im truly loving the dominant nature of this person.  No quarter, just suck it, shoot it, leave.
I love it
I hope it lasts.
Im getting addicted. 

8/23/2016 8:52:09 PM
http://xhamster.com/movies/6461543/strapon_in_sauna.html

this, why is this so hard?  love the collar and leash, no doubt who is in charge here 

8/8/2016 6:57:35 PM
Wondering why the Olympic games force, (I say force, but in truth, doesnt seem to bother any of them) the male divers to wear skimpy speedos but women can wear one pieces?  I say, the women should have to wear very skimpy Bikini's and even better, thongs.  That would get some ratings.  

8/7/2016 1:18:23 PM
I've made what i think will be my final career move.  I have relocated to Albuquerque NM.  The land of enchantment.  I can see why its called that.  Its a magical place.  From the sky at sunset, to the frequent rainbows, the sunshine, the mild temperatures, the friendly people, the mysticism of the native americans that lived here before to the beautiful mountains everywhere you look.  Its really an amazing place.

Im open to meeting anyone nearby that might want an older, mature submissive in their life.

6/4/2016 2:59:41 PM
Its always nice being at a gym and watching sexy ladies work out all around.  Today, this one very sexy lady, who even kinda sorta looked at me, (not really sure about that, its hard to tell anymore plus could have been just looking in my direction for some reason or other).  Anyways, she is working out hard, has a fitness bra on underneath her spandex shirt.  And then, magic.  Her nipples started poking through the shirt, and wow, any nipple that stands out that hard with two shirts,, well, you know where Im going.  Oh that was sexy.  Nice looking lady.  Made my day by a long shot 

5/3/2016 12:27:56 PM
A little vent, on Twitter, there is a constant stream of sexworkers wanting men or anyone to contribute to their "funds" for boob jobs, face work, etc, etc.

One very famous porn star, star of countless movies, web vid's, etc, etc, and in the porn so called HOF, wants guys to pay for her boob job.  Now Im not a prude and Im not against making someone happy.  But seriously?  She claims she isn't getting work, so she needs financial assistance for a boob job so she can move to Milf status.  Checking the web, it shows she was in no less than 20 movies closer to 30  in 2015.  Hardly an out of work porn star.

Buy your own boobs, geez, people with their hands out drive me fucking nuts 

4/26/2016 9:52:50 AM
Wow, my friend is a hot mess.  She beat up some guy, after he assaulted her, (she didn't give me the exact details, knowing her, she left out most of the pertinent information as to why he was mean or rude to her).  She apparently Karate kicked him to the head, Im wondering if that is true or not, she doesnt appear to be the athletic type to me.  Anyways, this asshold filed assault charges, she was given community service duty and fines to pay.  Well she violated her parole (won't go into details), went back before the Judge who gave her a lecture and 30 days jail time.  I feel so sorry for her, but she is very strong willed and hopefully will use the time to consider some needed choices in her life.

I can't see me having a relationship with her, she uses people to much.  

I like being used, but not just used with no concern about my well being and how it effects me.  A real dominant wants a submissive that is strong, and dedicated, not just a lap dog.  My opinion, there are all kinds.

4/23/2016 7:45:09 PM
Just noticed I had not posted anything in sometime.  I quit my job in January, have been destressing for the last 3 months.  I am so enjoying my time off, but its so fucking lonely.
Wondering if a female friend that needs help,that is a novice Domme, would maybe make me her cuck.  Something to consider.  She is a bit weird though, very high strung, but a true dominant personality for sure.  But she seems to only want to use me, and that makes me nervous.  I have to trust the Domme would only want me to thrive and not be worried to be taken advantage of.  

Plans to continue enjoying the great great weather of early spring/summer of Las Vegas. In a month or so, time to get serious about finding another job.  No real hurry but life goes on.  Possibly open to relocate for the right person. 

7/31/2015 10:08:09 PM
After watching some recent shows on "Hell on Wheels",  Badass is spelled C U L L E N  B O H A N N ON


7/26/2015 12:42:30 PM
Im at a point where I just what some peace and enjoyment for my life.
My job is nearing an end here.  I can't take the pressures of it every day.  I long for the freedom of being with a dominant woman on a full time live in basis.  I come with little to no baggage.  No kids, no commitments, I can store my belongings in a storage unit and be available to relocate within less than two months time.

All I ask is someone engaging, willing to be patient with me and not throw me out at the first time I make you unhappy.  ture committment runs both ways.

Lets talk.

I need this and I can afford to contribute my upkeep, you wont have to take care of me financially  

I might need to work a part time job or 3 or 4 days a week to keep my income current.

Thats it.
hope to hear from someone

 

7/22/2015 8:27:09 PM
could be looking really soon to relocate.
either way, time to move on.  

7/17/2015 8:53:00 PM
My job sucks.  Im stressed so much I can barely breath anymore.  My next destination is somewhere warm, very close to the ocean, probably a small apartment on the Ocean or a block or two at most from it.   Im going to take my time, relax, enjoy life, try and get some exercise, feel like a human being and try and make sense of my life.  No one cares, no one is interested either now or in the past.  I've had enough, not chucking in the towell but its time to get real.  Its time to feel like its my life now.  I guess Im feeling like no matter how much you work and plan, how good you think your job is, and how much you think you need a job to live, its just not worth it.  If I can last it out for a year and a half, two years,.  I know it will be worth it.

  

6/25/2015 9:21:02 PM
The French know how to make a Vampire Movie.  Watching a movie from 1973, entitled, "Female Vampire".  She doesnt suck blood, she sucks men and sucks the semen and life right out of them, and oh, she likes to do the same to women.  Soft core porn movie, and very erotic.   Should be more movies like this.  She has the hairyest bush I think I've ever seen.  At one point, she is so horny, she is making oral love the bed post, then proceeds to hump a pillow for five minutes.  She has a threesome with two ladies, in a BDSM club, takes a bath in bloody water and tosses around in it orgasming as she does it.  Amazing movie.  

6/25/2015 7:17:27 PM
Great new spot where I sit at work.  I am near the door entrance, there is a solid door, and a window next to the door.  The window is partially blocked out, so that only about a foot or so of someones lower legs can be seen.  I love playing guess whose feet at the the door.  Some lovely sexy heels and feet where I work and love the view.

6/23/2015 6:16:11 PM
MOVIE LINE:
Ron Burgundy 2

"Life is not lets play candyland and taking a 3 hr dump, its about keeping a paycheck and a gun out of your mouth"  HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

6/13/2015 5:21:51 PM
Is it just me or is this system unbelievably slow for the last two weeks?   Its almost to the point of complete frustration.  Getting old fast.  Anyone?

5/3/2015 9:24:58 AM
Love movie lines.   Line from "Bad Grandpa".    Talking about his son in law.  "He couldn't sell pussy on a troop train".  HAHAHAHAHA

4/12/2015 2:45:23 AM
Out on the strip tonight, hanging out with an old friend visiting from out of town.  Saw a lady, really short, cute, maybe 4'10",  and I have to say, after having seen a lot of sexy feet in my time, can't ever remember a more perfect set of feet, toes, proportion, overall just completely insanely sexy.  She had a long big toe, and four little short stubby other toes in perfect alignment and just amazing matching.   Same place, saw a tall asian lady, wearing high heels that only alllowe the three main toes to be exposure, and they stuck out over the front of the shoe, amazingly sexy style.  Ok, enough of my ranting.  
As usual, when I go to the strip, makes me long for a beautiful Domme, that even come close to some of those gorgeous ladies down there.  Might as well keep dreaming.

4/1/2015 8:47:46 PM
Just watched an episode of Jim Rome on Showtime.  I was always kind of up and down on Jim Rome.  Sometimes I liked, sometimes I thought he was an obnoxious jerk.
However, he has hit his stride on this venue.  He can be himself, takes all the gloves off and a very entertaining show.  Great guests too that open up in a forum that allows them to say what they think.  I loved it.

3/28/2015 5:21:57 PM
Another stupid commercial.  Century 21 Real Estate Commercial.    Agent runs through airport finally catches up with a married couple, and informs them he has important news.  They got the house.  Then announcer guy comments, Century 21, "bolder, faster, smarter".   REALLY????   Century 21 agents haven't learned how to text or use a cell phone?????

MORONIC

3/1/2015 9:27:45 PM
Line from TV show,  "Better Call Saul",  First person,  "I thought all lawyers were idiots", Saul  "only half of us are idiots, the other half are crooks".  HAHAHAHA

2/3/2015 6:37:55 PM
Recent profile I read says, "I practice the ART of Findomme".   Oh, there is an art to ripping people off?  I guess there is some art to it.

1/15/2015 8:17:21 PM
http://xhamster.com/movies/2032212/tied_up_and_used.html

Its really simple, for me, someone that would do this twice a month to me, could have me do just about anything.

I am so dreaming.

My searching days are coming to an end.


My thoughts on what this should be about are just not in sync.

I guess the idea that a woman is naturally dominant without being a super bitch are just damn near impossible to find.

I believe Im going back to the real world, where making an ordinary, beautiful woman that would appreciate my company, and occasionally think about what I might like is the way to go.

Its back to the future. Again. 

1/2/2015 1:51:00 PM
"One wore blue and one wore gray, as they marched along the way, a fife and drum began to play,  all on a beautiful morning"

Two Brothers 

12/16/2014 6:32:04 PM
So Im driving up Boulder Highway here in LV on a bright sunny afternoon.  Coming against traffic, riding on a scooter,  riding in the bicycle lane, (not the sidewalk) all while not even keeping an eye on the road, of course, she is staring directly at her cell phone texting someone.  The level of cell phone stupidity is astounding in this country and world I suppose.  Boulder Highway is a four lane divided highway with the average speed being 45 to 55 MPH speed limit with some drivers obviously going much faster.  moron.

9/16/2014 10:25:43 PM
Watching an old movie, "Sayonara" with Marlon Brando.  Small role played by Ricardo Montalban as a Japanese male dancer.  Is there nothing that guy hasn't played?  I've seen him play a Native American Indian, mexican war lord, everything in between.  Amazing. 


8/30/2014 9:04:41 AM
"It'll be over my dead body, so get out while you can, Because you aint women enough to take my man"  Loretta Lynn

Someone, somewhere must feel like this.  I adore a strong woman

8/24/2014 9:53:03 PM
Was at my apartment pool today and had a small epiphany.  I was watching a lovely lady from the across the pool and she was laying down on her back, with legs crossed, and showing me her legs and feet.  It kind of dawned on me, that I remember seeing the same thing growing up as a kid, at the beach, women with their long sexy feet, with toes exposed to me.  In other words, Im pretty sure thats where I started being turned on by feet, not really genius, but when a memory comes back, I think it matters, especially to me.

8/16/2014 4:42:56 PM
Wow, talk about weird.  The world sure is changing.  CNN interview from a white female interviewer grilling a Black conservative movement representative for being not harsh enough on the police for the recent shooting in Ferguson Missouri.  Crazy.  The black guy was actually making sense, if the officer went over and above his duty, he should be punished by the system and due process and she kept wanting to hammer him for being so patient. wow, is all I can say.

8/2/2014 3:53:42 PM
Just watched an average movie, but Rob Schneider (in a bit role) completely stole the movie.  How many movies has he stolen just as a small role?  He is very unigue how he can change himself so easily.   

7/27/2014 1:00:12 PM
Just go a new spam email with a heading "Save when you rent your next private jet".  I'll certainly keep that in mind.  Good information. HAHAHA.  

7/9/2014 10:05:47 PM
Watching the classic, Spinal Tap.  So Nigle is playing the piano, a real mellow piece, and Rob Reiner who plays the documenter is asking him about the piece.  Nigel says, "its kind of cross between mozart and chopin".   Rob Reiner, says, what do you call it?  Nigel, says, 'I call it Lick My Love Pump", HAHAHAHAHAHA.  

7/5/2014 2:07:56 PM
I left my love, my love I left her
sleepin' in her bed
I turned my back on my true love
Went fightin' Johnny Reb

I left my love a letter in the holler of a tree
I told her she would find me in the U.S. Calvary

Heigh-O, down they go there's no such word as can't
We'll ride clean down to Hell! And! Back!
For Ulysses Simpson Grant

Heigh-O, down they go there's no such word as can't
We'll ride clean down to Hell! And! Back!
For Ulysses Simpson Grant

7/4/2014 7:35:30 AM
Advance the flag of Dixie! Hurrah! Hurrah!
In Dixie's land we take our stand, and live or die for Dixie!
To arms! To arms! And conquer peace for Dixie!
To arms! To arms! And conquer peace for Dixie



6/18/2014 8:33:22 PM
He rode a blazing saddle, he wore a shining star! His job to offer battle, to bad men near and far, He conquered fear and he conquered hate, he turned out night into day, He made his blazing saddle, a torch to light the way!

6/14/2014 9:38:52 AM
what a strange thing, collarme to collarspace, must be quite an interesting battle going on there.  

Still in LV, recently went through another short relationship, vanilla, and I continue to fight, the good side of me and the dark side.  Being dumped has hurt me more than I could care to admit.   It seems Im destined for lonliness.

 

5/3/2014 12:21:33 PM
  • All the gods, they cannot sever us. If I were dead and you were still fighting for life, I'd come back from the darkness. Back from the pit of hell to fight at your side.

 


5/1/2014 10:01:17 PM

My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions, loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next."
-General Maximus


4/1/2014 9:40:07 PM

Ok, just when Im feeling like I'd never meet someone that was truly dominant, that was fun, lively, educated and incredibly sexy, I meet them.  You know who you are, you are a delight, and an amazing lady.  I would say just about one of the most amazing women I have ever met.

 

 


3/16/2014 7:58:06 AM

First week in sunny LV and its about what I expected.  My new company is good and some very interesting ladies there.  The office IT lady is extremely hot.  It would not surprise me at all if she is in charge at her house.  Strong, great body, forceful personality, take no shit attitude and she gets what she wants.  Maybe the most dominant personality for a woman I've ever met and hot to boot.  First day she she had a skin tight dress on with hooker heels and I was in heaven.  Many adventures to follow in this amazing place.  


3/4/2014 10:28:20 AM

Last day in the Ice Box that is the Mid Atlantic corridor.  Can't wait for my next chapter of life to begin. I've already made plans to meet with a Domme tomorrow, and go to a munch on Friday with her.  Its amazing what a change of scenery can do.

I already love LV

 

 


3/2/2014 6:27:27 AM

Well mother nature is giving me one last shot at shoveling snow for the winter, still back East in PA.  Movers picked up my belongings and in route to Vegas.  My other transportation for my car is still AWOL and its annoying the shit out of me.  This huge storm blowing across the country is going to delay my timing for moving in and just another example of why Im moving to a warmer climate.   Guess I'll miss the snow, (not).

 


2/17/2014 6:00:25 PM

I am amazed at how on this site, people are reluctant to show really good photos, complain a lot about messages and nothing seems to get done. Although a competitor website, also a free site, where anybody in the entire world could see them, they post the most intimate photos of their private lives.  What gives with that?   


2/16/2014 12:12:47 PM

Is there a better TV show, program anywhere as good and detailed as House of Cards on Netflix?  I don't think I've seen one.  What an amazing show and series.  True power, from the halls of the Congress and the White House.  Thank you Netflix.


2/14/2014 8:23:13 AM

I dont get the "non specified" location for people from the UK.  Must be a privacy thing or law from there.  Seems to defeat the purpose of finding someone local or at least reasonable distance.   


2/13/2014 3:10:08 PM

Just got a job offer for a company in Las Vegas.

I am trying to think of any reason to turn it down.

More money, no state tax, cost of living about the same, much more to do there than here.

 

I'll miss my friends.

 

 

Since no one on here seems to give a crap about , wont be any CM friends.

 

other than one very lovely lady in GA, who is truly special but ...

 


2/9/2014 1:02:45 PM

Olympic cross country skiers, are amazing athletes, but I'd rather watch paint dry to be honest.  The Ski jumping was similar, amazing athletes, but every jump looked like a copy of the previous.  Olympians are amazing, stronger, more amazing every year, but just not that interesting to me.  

 

 On a related note, oh those lady speed skaters and those legs.  Oh how I'd love to worship one of them. 


2/9/2014 12:26:05 PM

Saw a marquee at a  local church today, it said:  "Whoever prayed for snow, Good Job!". 

Well said.


2/3/2014 10:04:17 AM

What is it about feet that I find so hot?  Why does anyone?  I like all kinds of feet sexy, all are so unigue.   I especially love a women with long slender toes.  Why is that?  Feet are so expressive, a true reflection of body language I think.  Watch a woman in line at a restaurant or store waiting to check out.  If they have sandals on, they fidget with their feet, sandals on and off, playing with the shoe. Just teasing me.  Or when having sex, how they curl their toes.  Maybe its the positioning of the feet, as to the body language.  Maybe probably, its just primal.

 

Snow day, snow is stopping finally, so I should be outside shoveling my car out.  This winter will never ever end.


1/24/2014 4:43:12 PM

Another great movie line, Holly Hunter,  "You pussy eating over compensating little fart sac".  HAHAHAHAHA


1/18/2014 6:40:32 AM

I recently met a lady here from CM.  A young lady, 30's, very enthusiastic, but not for me.  Inexperienced and clearly in my mind a little zealous about her approach to treating submissives.  She rambled in her journal about her escapades and how she was meeting several submissives in a weekend.  Three weeks later, her profile is now gone, LOLOLOL. It just doesnt get any stranger than my life.  I applaud her enthusiasm, in time, if someone shows her proper technigue in play or at least how to play safe and not injure anyone, she will probably make a very sadistic and wonderful Domme.  I hope she makes it.   


1/16/2014 7:53:58 PM

I can never win on here.  Just had a two week long discussion and exchange of information, ideas, desires and just life in general.  I thought a genuine connection made.  After two weeks, I had the audacity to ask for a photo just so I could have an idea of what this lady looked like.  Wasn't asking for a nude photo, or a fetish shot, or anything and even said could be a non head shot type photo etc.  

I got kicked to to curb like you would have thought I'd asked for keys to her house.

Was that unreasonable?  I really don't think so.


12/31/2013 3:35:19 PM

As the freak show that we all like to call NYE is about to get into full swing, I will capture a few of the highlights/lowlights of my year.

 

I left a job of 14 years mostly on ego and getting tired of being run down by management.  So I left to recharge and regroup my energies and take some R and R.  Turns out it was bad for me as I had a medical emergency occur and some change of life issues.  Then a month and a half after that, while trying to get some exercise hiking, I got bit by a bad tick and developed Lymes disease.  All of that on top of looking for a new job and trying to figure some things out.  

 

Well as Elton John once proclaimed, Im still standing.  Job is working out, although I kinda of hate it and any thing that comes along better I'll take.  Im working out, eating better and prospects for 2014 are looking better than I probably have a right to expect.

 

I still dream of finding a Goddess that is smart, sexy, demanding, intense, playful, strong, intelligent and needs me to serve her.    Dreams are what keep us going.  Unexpected events that turn into memorable moments that linger are priceless.  

 

This could be my year, that the unexpected turns into forever.  Lets all keep our heads up.

 


12/28/2013 12:58:06 PM

There is a lady that works out at my gym.  She is tall, probably 5' 11"  to 6'0".  Sandy blond hair always tied in the back.  She Wears muscle shirts, has an awesome tattoo on her left shoulder and right calf, (probably other places I can't see).  She is built strong, nice sexy shoulders and a don't fuck with me attitude.  If she told me to get on the floor and lick her shoes, I'd be down there in a second.  She is the ultimate female warrior.  

 

 


12/17/2013 4:35:03 PM

I find emo's, goth girls, dyke ladies, with lots tattoos and piercings so erotic and sexy.

They ooze sexuality

Wish I had to nerve to get some of both.


12/14/2013 9:25:01 AM

Sitting here, bored, annoyed, waiting on the THIRD snowstorm this week to hit the NE corridor and more or less suspending anything that is happening today.  I really hate it.  This is shaping up to be a terrible nasty winter.   Got to get out of here and into warmer climates.


12/9/2013 8:14:03 PM

I went to see "Catching Fire", part 2 of the Hunger Games trilogy tonight.  Excellent movie.  The movie was so true to the book it followed it to the letter.  Even more amazing, Hollywood allowed a movie production to be 2 1/2 hours.  Which proves if a movie is good, the length of the movie is non important.  Classic story of an oppressive Government that goes to far and a hero emerges from the masses to spark an uprising.  A Government that made strict demands on its citizens telling them what they could and couldn't do, basically enslaving them.  Hmm, sounds very familiar, sort of like Obamacare.  Someday, in the distant future, this country will need a Katniss Everdeen to lead us.  Lets hope she is out there somewhere.


11/14/2013 5:49:59 PM

anybody out there still think Obamacare was a good idea?  Lets see, its been almost a month now, and they tell us today, 106,000 people have signed up it.  Oh lets see,  106,000 out what, 300 Million people in this country?   What did that cost us and will cost us moving forward?  Crazy.  MADNESS.   With several million people that had their policies cancelled this week.  Obama on the TV today, telling us that ordering a health  care policy custom designed isn't like "ordering a song off Itunes".  REALLY?


10/29/2013 3:58:13 PM

Riding through this world all alone
God takes your soul, you’re on your own
The crow flies straight, a perfect line
On the Devil’s Bed until you die


10/13/2013 6:00:30 PM

The "DEAD" returns tonight.  Love this show!!!


9/29/2013 8:04:11 AM

This is how exciting my weekend is so far.  Went to McDonalds, and got their new Mighty Wings.  Ok, they were not the best tasting wings Ive ever had, but I have to say they rank up their with the largest wings I've ever had.  So that was a positive, in my weekend of boredom. 

 

Next, I took a short walk, stopped in a local dive restaurant for breakfast which I'd never been in.  It was great, 2 eggs, sausage, toast, hash browns all for $3.30.  Yes, now Im wondering why I haven't done that before?

 

 


8/24/2013 9:13:38 AM

Disillusioned words like bullets bark
As human gods aim for their mark
Make everything from toy guns that spark
To flesh-colored Christs that glow in the dark
It’s easy to see without looking too far
That not much is really sacred



8/3/2013 6:02:04 AM

My entire life all I have ever wanted is to find a beautiful woman to adore.  Someone that is passionate and cares about me as much as I do about them.  That gets mad at me, yells or communicates strongly what I've done wrong and works with me.  Someone that doesn't mellow or the flame burns down to ashes, but its always there ready to spark.  A woman that refuses to  let passion die and is turned on by me.

Never has happened.  

I think it never will

 


6/8/2013 6:53:14 AM

I've been craving being restrained, having someone use one of those big vibrators, on my cock and making me squirm.  Amongst many other things to make me squirm.

Oh well.


4/19/2013 6:50:55 AM

Watching a movie, another great line.  Female tells this guy  "You are just a life support system for a cock"

 

What a line!


4/10/2013 12:25:53 PM

Wouldn't surprise me if a conflict starts soon in N. Korea/S. Korea..  If you believe the conspiracy theory that large companies, especially the military supply corporations start these things, then its probably about time for another round.  Pretty scary, but big corporations have to make their profits and this is how they do it.  My belief.  


4/2/2013 10:32:15 AM

In general, Hollywood is very hypocritical.  You see shows, movies, that show how bad drugs are, how they ruin peoples lives, enhance gang culture, financially cripple and lead to lives of crime.  On the other hand, Hollywood glorifies the culture of recreational drug use by rich people, poor people showing them smoking, snorting whatever and having a great time.  How does the drug community survive?  Through the middle class buying them illegally.  Its good, its bad, its just life I guess.  Im happy I never got involved in it.  

 


3/17/2013 12:07:07 PM

Listening to Russian songs, song by the Soviet Military Chorus.  Very inspiring, good listening and amazing music.  


3/17/2013 12:06:17 PM

If it came to pass that they should ask
What could I tell them
Would they criticize behind my back
Maybe I should let them
Oh if only then and only then
They would understand 
They'd turn a full-blooded city boy 
Into a full-blooded city man


3/9/2013 9:49:03 PM

Watching a documentary on Russian prisons.  Scary.  They have some scary people there and their prison dogs are just pure nastiness.  Hounds of hell.


3/7/2013 10:34:41 AM

I totally get the military thing.  I find women in uniform so hot.   Police, military, park ranger, doesnt matter.

 

 


2/25/2013 1:11:51 PM

If anyone out there has Netflix, check out their new series, produced exclusively for Netflix viewers.  Its called House of Cards.  It is beyond excellent.  I don't really care how true it is or if some of the things go on, I suspect they do, obviously not all so close together.  But Kevin Spacey is amazing.  Great show.  I understand they are doing a second season.  I hope it keeps going.  Great stuff. 


2/11/2013 6:35:18 PM

Great line from a movie.  A stripper comes up to a guys wife and says "Your husband still owes me $600".   The wife says, "Did my husband buy 600 blow jobs on credit?" 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


2/9/2013 6:38:18 PM

I've been getting addicted to horror movies lately.  The only thing that I can point to is there tends to be restraint involved and although the foreplay is usually short, its still a little hot.  The ultimate end is not pleasant, not where I want to go.  But still occasionally, a hot scene emerges.  Perhaps a little unusual.   

 

Just watched a movie, called "Kill the Scream Queen".  Made in 2004.  As the main lead character says in the movie, the fictional character says, he wanted to make a movie where there was no filler, all play, all so called horror.  This movie lives up to that.  One scene after another, of a lovely lady, tied, tortured, verbally and physically.  Its interesting.  Again, I don't have any interest in living this out, but the bondage, and and the deprivation, got me HOT.  Oh well. Im a perv. 


2/3/2013 11:50:14 AM

"I've been trying to do it right, I've been living a lonely life, I've been sleeping here instead, I've been sleeping in my bed, Ho HEY,  So show me family, all the blood that I would bleed, I don't know where I belong, I don't know where I went wrong, but I can write a song".  The Lumineers


2/2/2013 9:47:34 PM

Rock me baby like the wind and the rain, Rock me baby like a southbound train,  ooooh  baby rock me!!!!


1/26/2013 2:06:53 PM

i was browsing my local library this morning and Fifty Shades was on the shelve.  I couldn't resist, so I will read it (or at least read till I can't stand it).  I hear it is well written.  We shall see.  Im an avid reader, no interested in a kink book, I can read any number of short stories on the internet for that.  Hoping for a good story.

 

 


1/1/2013 11:34:47 AM

My thoughts for the day, are how interesting it might be to submit to a foreign Domme.  Being in Europe, at their mercy, no way of returning home.  Lost and forced to do everything.   Maybe, probably sounds better than it would be.  Who knows.

 

 


12/29/2012 7:40:56 PM

So the latest rejection was based on the fact that someone stated my photos reflect I only am interested in playing and not into truly being a service submissive.

 

I personally think my photos are tasteful, show nothing other than what I look like.

 

Should my journal entries expound on how much I love to vacuum?

 

 


12/24/2012 2:19:38 PM

Twas the night before Christmas........   Yeah, Yeah, we have all heard that one.

 

Another year has passed along.  I am no closer now that i was a year ago, than i was two years ago etc etc.   

 

Why is it this hard to find one, tall, truly dominant woman to adore, worship and devote myself to?  All I want is for someone to prove their dominance, make a small effort in return to show a little interest in me as well and actually work towards meeting me.

 

Oh well, I think its never going to  happen.  Whenever I move towards the actual meeting, something happens and it blows up.  They disappear, cut off communications, end it completely and never to be seen again.  

 

Frankly, my ego is about below the recovery level.  

 

Merry Christmas to all.  

 


12/22/2012 9:44:01 PM

Maybe its just me, but  why do the male Dom's seem to be so much better at bondage?  

Not extremely attracted to male Dom's but the bondage makes me HOT. 


12/20/2012 3:05:45 PM

Lets keep this party polite
Never get out of my sight
Stick with me baby, Im the guy that you came in with
Luck be a lady tonight

 

 

Say what you want, that new commercial with Ciroc Vodka, with Sinatra singing in the background is fabulous.  Love it


12/16/2012 5:54:16 PM

Thinking of moving to Florida, someone talk me out or into it


12/12/2012 5:50:35 PM

Just watched a special on the Mayan Calendar.  Im more confused than ever.

It seems a running theme though that we are transitioning from the 4th time period into the 5th time period and there are many possibilities that could happen.  Including time travel, aliens ascending on the earth, killer sun spot waves, to the purging of the earth.  We shall see 


12/11/2012 6:44:53 PM

Awesome dream last night.  I was sucking on a perky nipple, that was not large, it was uplifted and firm and kept getting firmer as I sucked and played with it using my fingers.  Ended way to soon.  


12/8/2012 6:57:07 AM

I experienced a new one just this week on here.  I got a nice message from someone.  I had the audacity of "paying this person a compliment" in reply.  The next message I got from her was she was going to report me to CM if I ever sent another reply.  Yeah, thats what its come to.      


11/27/2012 7:40:43 PM

Wow, sometimes the simple things really are true.  Just read a comment, "bondage really isn't bondage, until you want out".  I guess that falls in to the "duh" category but I've never thought about it like that.

 

 


11/21/2012 6:43:14 PM

Struck out again.  I was contacted by someone that was really great, we exchanged two weeks worth of messages.  I did everything she told me to do, bought her a coffee mug on a recent trip.  Then, nothing, 10 days goes by, no word from her.  I got a message finally, she tells me she is thinking of becoming a Pro Domme.  I guess that kills it for me. 

Bad timing as well as bad luck. 


10/21/2012 6:28:23 PM

Feeling very depressed right now.  Had an interview/meeting today with a very nice Domme.  She was experienced, attractive, within reasonable distance, smart, intelligent, and had a good sense of humor.  Obviously, I didn't make the cut.  So sad,  at least I know that truly good people are still out there.  There is hope.      


10/13/2012 6:41:56 PM

Just saw a twitter handle named "Millionaire Slaves".  Right.  Like if Im rich, and had the financial means to make a Domme very happy with material objects, I'd join up on Twitter and advertise it to the world.  "Here I am, rich and stupid, ready to be fully taken advantage of, advertising on Twitter, because I can't seem to find any other avenue in which to give my money away to a woman.

  


10/13/2012 3:02:05 PM

When did blackmail become part of Dominance/Submission?  By my last review of the criminal statutes of most states blackmail is a crime.    


10/13/2012 7:11:06 AM

Man cannot survive except through his mind. He comes on earth unarmed. His brain is his only weapon. But the mind is an attribute of the individual, there is no such thing as a collective brain. The man who thinks must think and act on his own. The reasoning mind cannot work under any form of compulsion. It cannot not be subordinated to the needs, opinions, or wishes of others. It is not an object of sacrifice.   "Howard Roark"


10/8/2012 3:26:20 PM

Very discouraged.  Is every lady on here just looking for get money out of men?

Where is the integrity in all of this?  Its so blatant, couldnt some of you be a little less obvious and at least give the guys a chance to decide if he wants to give you things?

Geez, its disgusting.  


9/16/2012 6:04:05 PM

Vacation was awesome.

I think a two week vacation is mandatory for me from now on.

 


8/12/2012 4:21:39 PM

There is something about a vacation that clears the mind.  I remember from many vacations the clarity that comes from getting away from my normal environment with time to consider my life.  I am so looking forward to my vacation for oh so many reasons.  A real chance to get things sorted in my mind and to enjoy some inner peace. 

Working every day in a cubicle is a hell that only 20 and 21st century people have had to experience.  it sucks on ice.  


7/29/2012 7:47:41 AM

Three weeks to vacation and being in Vegas.

I am very excited about it and hope that my vacation lasts forever in my mind.


7/10/2012 6:21:04 PM

If I were to ever give myself to a slave position, it would have to be someone at least 40. I know we all think and mature differently but I would not want to be at the whim of someone young that suddenly has a life changing moment and the rules are scattered to the wind.  The more mature the better, the more experience the better, period.

 


6/20/2012 6:19:20 PM

I hate to think it all over
I've lost my heart it seems
I've grown so used to you some how
Well, I'm nobody's sugar daddy now
And I'm lo-on-lonesome
I got the Lovesick Bluues.



5/31/2012 5:34:14 PM

Spent the last 40 minutes sleeping last night before I woke in a dream.  Nothing crazy, was looking for a new apartment.  I walked into the one I thought was the correct number, turned out to be already occupied, sat down to watch TV, and someone came out, so I left.  I wondered around the building, which not only had apartments but clothing vendors, etc.  Never did find the right one.  I did find a storage unit with the correct apt number, but the storage unit only had a card piece of card board  protecting the property.  Another frustrating dream, the usual.


5/29/2012 7:17:51 PM

Just did a naughty search for female body builders.  I was appalled at the some of the comments by men and photo headings.  Maybe its just me, but there is nothing, and I mean nothing, hotter to me than female muscle.  Oh it makes me weak and wanting to adore. 


5/27/2012 2:45:35 PM

To the soldiers that fought for us, we all thank you.  To the brave men that endured the brutal winter at Valley Forge, the soldiers that stared down the British Fleet at Fort McHenry, the soldiers that charged bravely up the hill at Fredericksburg Va and across that long field at Gettysburg, to the soldiers in the trenches in WWI, to the soldiers that stormed the beaches of Iwo Jima and Normandy, the brave men that fought and died in the most unfortunate of wars in Korea, Vietnam, Iraq an Afghanistan.  To all of our brave men that died of heroism and bravery to protect our freedoms here.  I say thanks.  

As the ancient soldiers, and Im thinking perhaps of the Spartans and Romans when I say this, there is no greater thing to do than give your life on the battlefield.  Easy enough to say, for someone like me that was not in the military, but I still appreciate the courage.  

And in many ways envious. 


5/27/2012 8:54:50 AM

"You know I'll always be your slave, till Im buried, buried  in my grave"  S. Cooke


5/27/2012 8:07:37 AM

"Baby if you want my love, take me advice,  Treat Me Nice" 

E. A. Presley


5/26/2012 6:17:23 AM

I woke up this morning to a beautiful dream.  I walked into a room, and walked over to the curtains in the room. Before me was this huge pool, laid out in square pattern.  Just beyond the pool, was the ocean, or almost rather a large bay as there were no waves or sand.  It was sunset and the sun was just hanging over the ocean floor with some light clouds giving it more color and background.  There were two horses raising their legs out of the pool water playing with each other and there was this magnificent whale surfacing just as I looked out.  It was amazing!!   


5/24/2012 5:18:41 PM

As Memorial Day weekend approaches, typically the annual peak and spike in gasoline prices, I noticed an unusual thing today.  Gasoline dropped .15 cents in my  area.  That throws a huge doubt to me in the theory of supply/demand dictating gasoline prices.   On a different topic, I see where the Federal Government is refusing to either continue or increase funds for road projects for the states.  So, we are all going to be faced with the paying tolls on many, many interstates around this country.  The recent technology and elimination of toll booths and traffic back ups has created a potential "WINDFALL" for all  states.  Its coming and soon.  To me, the Federal Gov't is in effect creating hard ships on consumers by not paying these road costs.  Cutting a small amount of the Federal Budget in this area is our political system at its worst.  The military budget could be cut by a meaningless fraction and none of this would have to happen.  Personally, I don't understand it.  Never will.   


5/17/2012 7:45:49 PM

Men make history and not the other way around. In periods where there is no leadership, society stands still. Progress occurs when courageous, skillful leaders seize the opportunity to change things for the better.
Harry S. Truman


5/13/2012 5:26:28 PM

I caught a short story on 60 minutes tonight.  It was about the economic woes of a small town in GA that had a lot of businesses close up and leave.  The report was an update on a previous story, and this town was having a small economic up swing as a result of a "corrections facility" being built and from 250 full time jobs being created.  I say, thats a small sample of whats wrong in this country.  This is how we create jobs, we build prisons, to keep criminals in, so towns and states can collect money for them.  What a shame so many lives are ruined because of a worn out system that punishes so many people for buying, selling, manufacturing drugs in this country when it would be so much better to manage them and have the government make money on the sale of them.  But apparently the wealthy would all feel better with criminals in prison for doing small time crime.  This country is so messed up.  


5/8/2012 4:06:53 PM

Commercials on TV, Radio and print keep becoming more stupid all the time.  

Case in point.  1. I forget what this one is selling.  A father runs up to a basketball hoop instructing his son to video the potential dunk to put on youtube to as he puts it, "go viral".  The father ends up jumping up, falling backwards, landing hard on his back and apparently injuring himself.  What does the son do?  Does he run over and ask his father if he is allright?  Does run for his mother to call an ambulance?  No, he walks away in disgust as his father is lying there in pain without offering any assistance.  Theres a real learning lesson for all young kids.

2. How about the cell phone commercial where the people are all outside, enjoying a nice day, bragging out how there cell phones keep them up the minute informed of all that is going on in the world.  At one point, neighbors discuss a lady that just had a baby, and they should send her a gift.  Instantaneously, a gift is somehow sent to the lady that gave birth, thanks them for the gift, and one obnoxious lady shouts out "your welcome".  Then smirks at her neighbor as she walks off.  I really hate that lady. 

 

 


5/3/2012 3:03:03 PM

Who else believes that the Captain Morgan portrayed on his commercials wasn't quite as nice or gregarious as commercials suggest?  Even the good ship captains back then used to kidnap poor unsuspecting drunks, haul them on board only for the poor sap to wake up in the middle of the ocean only to be forced into hard labor until they got tired of them.

 

  


4/29/2012 7:15:06 AM

Had a great time in Ft Lauderdale last week.  Thats just a great place to live and visit for me.  Especially had a good time with the ladies of the Castle Lounge, who work very hard and were very friendly.


2/24/2012 4:21:25 PM

I love history documentaries and specials.   God bless the fighting soldiers of World War II in this country and the Allied Forces.   The amazing valor and heroism of these men is just astounding.  Their bravery paved the way for the lives we all lead today.  The pure evil of the Nazi regime is unparalleled.   Evil is real and it was rampant and uncontrolled in Nazi Germany and they were standing on the precipice of taking over control of the world. They would have if not for these men that stopped them and said to the world it wasn't happening on their watch.   There are precious few of WW II vets around now.  I wish I knew a few of them and could thank them personally.

 

 


1/26/2012 5:06:39 PM

Vacation time soon.

Can't come soon enough.  Pressure and stress are bringing me down.

At least this year, I have the funds and time to enjoy two really nice vacations.

Something to look forward to.


11/8/2011 3:16:59 PM

Where else can i vent on this subject?  No where, other than meaningless blogs or risking alienating any friends on social network sites.  But this is one former graduate of a major university that Joe Paterno, (JoePA) himself used to beat senselessly into the ground 1. because he could and 2. because it benefited himself feels no love lost for anyone at Penn State.  Today, a 9th victim has come forward and who knows how many of those kids have not come forward afraid of the scrutinization it brings?   Mr. JoePA was told specifically and my guess in great detail of one such molestation, (He denies being told details?  Are you kidding me???? What more details do you need when you are told a minor kid was molested by one of your own coaches????)  And yet, from a distant view, it looks to me like Mr. JoePA is circling the wagons and trying to deflect it all just so he can remain HEAD MAN or BMOC at PSU.  So sad.  The Grand Jury testimony by the eyewitness to the molestation in the locker is said to have seen the young boy sodomized by Mr. Sandusky.  And yet, Joe PA denies being told "DETAILS".    Really?  Really?   A kid is sodomized in the PS football locker room, Joe PA does his supposed duty and informs the next man up the chain and nothing is done.   I've heard all my life, how squeaky clean Joe PA is and he is above suspicion.  Well Mr. Paterno, you are not above suspicion now.  My guess is doesnt last the season at PS and goes out with shame and its just not soon enough for this one person.     


5/31/2011 6:52:18 PM

What is most beautiful in virile men is something feminine; what is most beautiful in feminine women is something masculine.


5/29/2011 9:43:34 AM

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land


5/26/2011 5:37:14 PM

Mistress, you know yourself, down on your knees, And thank heaven, fasting, for a good man's love


5/24/2011 2:42:37 PM

You win some,

You lose some,

You drink some,

This is Jeremiah Weed.

Yousa!


5/23/2011 2:45:30 PM

Wondering if its going to rain, rain hard or really fucking rain.

Right now, its in between rain hard and really fucking rain.

 

Please turn it off!!

 

 


5/13/2011 5:59:25 PM

We drink and we pillage and we do what we please

We get all that we want for free

We’ll kick your ass

And rape your lass

Somalian pirates we


5/12/2011 7:00:00 PM
We can't wait for them to find the detonator. If we can get to the bomb, me-maybe we can deactivate it. Can't somebody go and take a look inside Mrs. Clinton's snizz?

[part of the bomb squad] I'm not sending any of my men in there.

4/26/2011 6:38:04 PM

Just for the record, and I don't mean to step on any toes, or otherwise.  I don't do cam.  I feel the whole concept of a close D/S relationship means spending time together, body contact.  I spent a relationship held at a distance with not much contact.  Trust me, its painful and it hurts.  Not my kind of hurt. 

 

Im not a big fan of Yahoo Messenger.  Im just not.  Its intrusive, spammers attack you at every second.  Why not just chat on the phone if any interest?  Why does it have to be so hard?

 


4/16/2011 9:34:00 AM

All the gods, they cannot sever us. If I were dead and you were still fighting for life, I'd come back from the darkness. Back from the pit of hell to fight at your side.


3/31/2011 6:56:52 PM

Disclosure.  Sadly, being honest, disclosing any thing that might be a slight negative, gets the delete button on here.  then again, I'd rather someone know.  Then again, you can't disclose personality meaning in person charisma or charm.  If only I could. 


3/26/2011 8:08:35 AM

The problem with people who have no vices is that generally you can be pretty sure they're going to have some pretty annoying virtues.


Elizabeth Taylor




3/6/2011 12:26:38 PM

Watching the Swedish version movie of "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo".  Excellently made, well worth watching even with subtitles.  Can't wait for the American version to come out soon. 


1/25/2011 9:15:28 PM

Is there anything as sexy as a Dyke lesbian dominating a lipstick lesbian in every possible way and position?  Other than a Dyke lesbian dominating me.  Which of course, will probably never happen, but who knows.  I could be a lucky guy someday.


12/11/2010 2:23:24 PM
Longing strongly to be told to put stockings on, some sort off flimsy top, hands tied, legs spread and fucked deeply and forcefully with a strap on. 
Spanked, spread, tortured, used completely.

11/19/2010 8:36:18 PM

Vacation time again.  A week off is the best thing in the world.  It just seems like live is so much better on vacation.  TO do, what you want to do all the time.  I wish 


10/24/2010 9:23:07 AM

Its going to be a good week. A trip to Houston this week for work, which makes it a short week.  Love it when I get a few breaks.


9/11/2010 4:13:18 PM
What would do for a Klondike bar?  Apparently a lot.  It amazes me that people will almost anything risky, crazy, questionable to win money, tickets, trips etc that are advertised but when it comes to trying to start a relationship, we /they often do almost nothing.  I know I have to work on this.

9/4/2010 11:48:58 AM
Now everybody clap your hands
and give yourself a chance
You got soul, everybody knows
That its alright, whoa its alright

Someday I'll find me a woman
Who will love me and
treat me real nice
Where my road has got to go
My love she will know
from morning, noon
Until the night

And she's gonna say......

that it's alright
Say it's alright
It's alright, have a good time
Cause it's alright

9/4/2010 8:37:38 AM
Back from AZ.  I thought we were having a hot summer here in central PA.  That was until I had a few days of 108 degree temps in Phoenix.  How does anyone live in that kind of environment for spring/summer/early fall?  Its very nice here in PA today, hint of fall in the air, and I am loving it.

8/31/2010 8:06:00 PM
Off to Phoenix AZ for three days.
Havent been there in 30 years.  Looking forward to being out of town, might as well be. 

8/30/2010 9:02:04 PM
My new favorite, Most interesting Man in the World Quote. ......

He has won the lifetime achievement award...twice.

7/28/2010 9:00:07 PM
Time for vacation.  Spending a week in OC, OCEAN CITY MD.  Its a yearly thing, go with a friend, rent a two bedroom place, near the ocean and enjoy being away from home.
Always fun to see the sights in OC.  My parents starting taking me to OC when I was around 4 years old, went every year until I was 16.  It has a special place for me although I can think of better places to be as far as ocean, surf and sand.  It will do just fine for me this year. 

7/24/2010 10:03:13 AM
Does a ex drill sargent make a good therapist?  "you know what makes me sad?  YOU DO!  Why don't we chug on over to Nambi Pambi land and get you some self confidence. You Jack Wagon.
HAHAHAHAHA
Love that commercial.
GEICO can be pretty clever.
Hate their insurance, love the commercials.

7/16/2010 8:31:02 AM
Maybe that whole love thing is just a grown-up version of Santa Claus; just a myth we've been fed since childhood. So, we keep buying magazines, joining clubs, and doing therapy and watching movies with hit pop songs played over love montages all in a pathetic attempt to explain why our love Santa keeps getting caught in the chimney.

7/15/2010 10:50:55 PM
MIC  (see you real soon)  KEY  (Why because we like y ou) M O U S E.   First true love was Annette Funnicello.   Oh to have a look a like in heels, with a strap on, wearing a mickey hat, telling me to bend over.


7/10/2010 9:12:09 AM
Isn't it amazing how creative our legislators can be when it comes to adding or increasing taxes.  Lets face it, our elected officials have no idea about economics or the real world, their solution is always to find a new creative way to tax us or add to an existing tax.  This rant is brought on by unfortunate position of having to pay a large tax on a failed investment.  Thats where Im still trying to wrap my brain around this and how I lose money on an investment and yet still have to pay taxes for claimed income as a result of losing money.  Its a fucked up world folks. 

6/20/2010 2:08:35 PM
Back from Vegas.  Its just about all that I had expected.  Its truly unigue and amazing and everyone should go there and experience it.  Beautiful town, beautiful people.  

6/12/2010 6:50:17 PM
I was out last night with some friends, at an outdoor restaurant that had a very crowded bar area.  This very lovely young lady pushes through the crowd very aggressively, and tells me and my friend to make room for her so she can order a drink.  So I said to her, would she like me to get on the ground and worship her feet while she waits, and she smiled, (I really think she was considering it) but declined.  Later on, I looked for her but she had disappeared.  Such is life.  

6/12/2010 6:35:24 PM
Nothing like the summertime.
Just got back from the book store, all kinds of sexy ladies, wearing flip flops, sandals, just amazing.  One particular lady that was tall, had the sexiest, funky shaped large feet I've seen in a while.  Wow, hmm, love standing in line in the summer.

6/6/2010 7:48:17 AM
One week till Vegas and vacation.
I must say, my life has turned a little and life is starting to feel very positive again.
Nothing like vacation to somewhere fun to excite the senses. 

6/6/2010 7:41:29 AM
The mind of a criminal deviant is an amazing thing.  Its almost like this Van Der Sloot kid has felt guilty and he wanted to get caught.  How stupid or arrogant is this guy?  

5/27/2010 8:22:06 PM
Watched a video the other day, slave in a sling, ass backwards, getting fucked with a strap on, the Domme was using the straps of the sling to hold on to and get leverage. Oh my, never thought much about slings, but the thought of being suspended like that, and no way to move.  Wow, that was off the charts.

5/24/2010 4:57:42 PM
Las Vegas it is.
Woo HOOOOO
Never been there, but Im looking forward to Sin City and some true decadence if I can find it. If not, it will still be pretty damn good.  Anywhere is good away from here, for a week.

5/23/2010 6:20:46 AM
Where are all the bad girls, that just want to use someone?  I could lay on my back and have someone torture me for hours, sit on my face, Oh my I am so up for this.  Oh well, never going to happen.

5/16/2010 7:57:25 PM
Let the good times roll.
What fun to decide on where to go on vacation, New Orleans, Vegas, or South Beach.  Such a decision.
What fun !!

5/14/2010 2:59:15 PM
Is there anything as good as having the pleasure of knowing one is debt free?  Its taken 3 years plus, but I have persevered and struggled along, but that day has come.  Debt free, and I hope it lasts and lasts.  

5/1/2010 11:21:52 AM
Bicycling weather, just in time to save my sanity.  Thank goodness.

2/27/2010 8:30:33 AM
Someone please call 911, I might faint.  The sun has actually come out here.  With this last storm, that lasted 5 days , I believe officially makes this the worst winter I can remember.  (mostly because its the most recent one but truly has been a bitch this year) 

2/24/2010 8:59:17 PM
Im still a little mad, annoyed, pissed off, call it what you want at a recent chat with someone local.  How dare someone challenge my life without having walked in it.  Let me say this, I'ved lived in this area for almost 2 years, met two people off here local.  The rest of the group either ignored my messages, or just played head games.  My goal has been to meet someone within a reasonable distance, so that a true relationship can form.  But, according this person, I guess I should just settle and submit to anyone.  That doesnt work for me.  I could play the games, go to play parties, play with people that just want to use me, for whatever, and get something out of it, but not what i truly want.  I real relationship, with that ideal lady.  The few on here that I found myself really interested in either disappear quickly or never respond.  So, whos fault is that?  To the person that felt they had to play a game with me, BITE ME. 

2/22/2010 5:30:51 PM
Wonders why all the cam session solicitors always have their weight listed as 21 lbs?  What is with that?

2/14/2010 7:26:00 PM

Did you know that centuries before Christ, the pagan Romans celebrated February 15 and the evening of February 14 as an idolatrous and sensuous festival in honor of Lupercus, the "hunter of wolves"?

The Romans called the festival the Lupercalia. The custom of exchanging valentines and all the other traditions in honor of Lupercus - the deified hero-hunter of Rome - was also linked anciently with the pagan practice of teenagers "going steady." It usually led to fornication. Today, the custom of teenagers dating only one person on a regular basis is thought very modern. It isn't. It is merely a rebirth of an old custom "handed down from the Roman festival of the Lupercalia, celebrated in the month of February, when names of young women were put into a box and drawn out by men as chance directed." That's the admission of the Encyclopedia Americana article entitled St. Valentine's Day.


2/10/2010 4:07:18 PM
New commercial for Chase Sapphire credit cards has a different twist.  The man of the man/woman couple is actually the smart one.  I think every commercial ad, radio, TV, print I've seen in the last 20 years has had the female as the one being the smart one.  Sorry, but I like this a lot.  Im submissive, doesnt mean that Im stupid or all men are stupid but media advertising would love to have all of us believe that. 

2/9/2010 7:54:13 PM
True torture is having to drive through a major city, at rush hour, when a major snow storm starts an hour before traffic gets heavy.  5 hours to get 30 miles.  I am fortunate to have made it home at all.  thank you good fortune.

2/7/2010 6:45:28 PM
Im trying hard not to jump up and down and start screaming till my lungs bleed.  Congratulations to the New Orleans Saints.  I hate the Colts with every fiber of my being and I always will.

2/7/2010 1:54:23 PM
Always curious about the Dommes that state they want a "straight" male but then claim love to use strap on's.  Thats a bit contradictory to me, but then again,  little do I know. 

1/24/2010 10:59:53 AM
I've looked at a lot of profiles over the months.  I must say, the male Dom's seem to be more into elaborate restraints and bondage, which I truly crave.  The female Dommes' all seem to want there dinner cooked and feet rubbed.  Maybe Im playing on the wrong side. Sigh. 

1/6/2010 4:12:57 PM
Ok, back on my political podium for a second.
Why is the world putting up with these asshole Somalian pirates that kindnap, rob and plunder the shipping lanes off the coast of Africa?  Why doesnt the world get together and demand the Somalian Government police these assholes and refuse trade with this nation until it is done? If nothing is done, let the smart bombs rain down.  this is not acceptable or shouldnt be.  I can't believe the nations of this world are letting these people get away with this.

1/1/2010 12:12:43 AM
when in this world the headlines read
of those whose hearts are filled with greed
who rob and steal from those who need
to right this wrong with blinding speed
goes Underdog! Underdog! Underdog! Underdog!

12/29/2009 5:22:06 PM
I'd love for someone to tell me just what any of the Kardashians  did to merit their popularity?  Significant movie?  TV show? Talent?  I dont see it.  What am I missing here?  Thats what is wrong with this country in so many ways,  people get so much credit for doing nothing.    

12/27/2009 8:36:29 AM
What we were after now was the old surprise visit. That was a real kick and good for laughs and lashings of the old ultraviolent.

12/25/2009 7:59:10 PM
Long day.  Weather stopped me from driving 2 hours to my families home so I stayed here and watched movies.  Three good, 1 bad. I did ok.  Good:  Pineapple Express.  Laugh out loud funny in some spots, clever movie.  Fearing Grace:  A teenage love story, where the young man realizes the young lady that is his best friend in high school is preferred over the hot creative and wild chick and Moll Flanders:  Another love story with the lead character choosing substance over flash or monetary choices.  Loser of the night:  The time machine :  remake of the classic, it had potential but it flopped in my mind.
A relaxing day, low stress and some progress in my search.  I am happy today.    

12/24/2009 6:40:53 PM
Twas the night before Christmas, and strapped to the bench, a subbie was not moving not even a bit.
The subbie was hung, by his wrists with such care, in hopes that his domme soon would be there.
His domme was preparing, a tortuous night, her subbie would be moaning until the daylight.
From the steps the bound subbie heard such a rattle
by her boots with each step, in her hands was a paddle.
Round her waist she had fastened a belt with a lock,
a 10 inch protusion with strap on type cock,
She whipped him with such happiness and glee 
with paddles and belts and then you should see,
the subbie was gagged then tied to the bench,
she fucked his poor ass till he moaned like a wench,
She pulled  out her cock out and turned on the light,
Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.    
     

12/24/2009 8:59:18 AM
No one, no person, no lady, no Domme, no one can hurt me as much as I have hurt myself lately.   

12/24/2009 8:39:16 AM
I believe in woman, my oh my
I believe in lovin`, my oh my
Don`t no women need a man, try and catch one if you can
I believe in woman, my oh my

12/24/2009 8:24:10 AM
Being alone at night makes me sad girl, but it brings me down allright, and tossing and turning, and freezing and burning and crying all through the night

12/24/2009 8:12:25 AM

When you climb to the top of the mountain

Look out over the sea

Think about the places perhaps, where a young man could be

Then you jump back down to the rooftops

Look out over the town

Think about all of the strange things circulating round

 


12/20/2009 8:13:28 AM
I've been thinking about you
I've been thinking about you
I've been thinking about you
*Oh yeah*
I've been thinking about you
*Got you on my mind*


12/19/2009 8:03:48 AM
Huge nasty snow storm in progress.  Travel is next to impossible.  I envy all of you that have partners and are enjoying the time together as there is nothing like a snow storm to bring closeness and good food and cheer.  Im making stew, cleaning up my place and dreaming.

12/18/2009 10:16:41 PM
12 Clothes Pins
11 ladies kicking
10 toes sucked
9 paddles slapping
8 maids a serving
7 trannies sucking
6  sluts a sighing
5 cock rings
4 nipples pinched
3 faces slapped
2 balls kicked
1 subbie tied

12/14/2009 7:20:35 PM
GIMP DEFINED:   A bondage suit is a garment designed to cover the body completely (usually including the hands and feet), fitting it closely, and often including anchor points for bondage. It often has an attached hood; if not, it will be worn with a bondage hood or "gimp mask". ... 

I think I want to be a gimp. :)

12/10/2009 3:38:06 PM
This website has become a fetish searching ground.  Most are searching for a way to get something from someone, whether it be money, something fixed or constructed, something cleaned, something massaged or just used and kicked out the door.  The overall large percentage of new profiles are either pro dommes or web cam sluts or worse, a so called black mail domme or financial domme.  What is that anyway?  Seriously.  There many lifestyle people on here with high expectations and true values.  However, its a low percentage.  I am not holding myself over anyone, perhaps I would have been gladly used in exchange for a service, and place me in that broad category.  My intentions were pure when I started on here.  I thought, so many thousands of people, the odds have to be greatly increased of finding that one true lady that is reasonably within my age range up or down, that enjoys fetish and is competent and serious, and knowledgable, fun and witty, wanting to have a relationship based on D/S as a huge part of it.  What I've found are a  lot of users.  Lets face it, no relationship can begin unless theres some honest communication where both parties understand what is expected and what is sought by the other.  Isnt that how it should be?  Why do some of the dominant women on here immediately start into to proving how tough or smart they are?  Personally, Im not impressed with a bitch that just orders someone around.  Show me true dominance, show me you are superior to me both intellectually and physically and back it up.  Dont just get bossy and play word games on line or fuss about how slow I fucking type a reply.  Come on.  If you want fucking secretary, let me know I'll try and find one for all of you that expect such perfection in me or other men.  The couples on here plead for submissive women and say they search for submissive men and then when they get responses, they post on their pages about tired they are of men contacting them. Hey, heres an idea, just take sub men off your profile for what you are seeking, duh.  The profile whine about why no one wants to just serve them and why are nt there more service related submissives.  Good question in fact.  I don't know the answer, Im not smart, if I were, I'd sure as fuck not be on here and trying to find someone.  But I'd guess its because they seek to get something and that is play time.  Subs want play time, dominants want service,  and bicker back and forth.  I don't know where I fall anymore.  For the right lady, I'd still jump through hoops but at my age, no o ne seems to care whether I clean their bathroom or just fade  off into the sub missive wasteland.  My one true D/S relationship was such a farce. Even found out recently I was lied to in great detail and what I thought to be true supposedly wasnt.  I find that a great kick in the head and blow to my mind and sanity.  How someone that supposedly was knowledgable and trustworthy blatantly lied to me about so m any things and yet still seems interested in me.  Not a chance in hell.  Im tired of loser women that are no more dominant that a common bug on the wall.  Show me something now and then or prove to me your worthiness.  Its now all one sided.  So many complain but its their inc ompetence that shows through and their submissives or would be submissives smell it, know it, and realize it very quickly.  So much rambling from an angry and tired of the bull shit submissive guy here.  Take your shot of any of you even read my worthless fucking diatribe which I frankly doubt is read by more than a small small sampling.  Thus I could care less, and in fact do.  

12/8/2009 4:47:16 PM
Where O Where is my tall, sensual, sadistic Goddess.  My conquering guardian spirit of lust and pain.  I would bow to thee with anguished soul to the depths of my last breath.  Where is my immortal champion of carnality and salaciousness.  Does she exist?  Would she find me weak and undeserving?  Of course she would,  as all creatures below her are and forever would be.  I dream of such  lady of ultra refinement and savageness.  My humble body is yours to take in any way, give me the chance to give my submission in life and love.   

12/2/2009 8:50:12 PM
Man Vs. Food, on the Travel Channel.
Now there is a sadist. The stomach aches he must get. My god.

12/1/2009 4:22:46 PM
To find a Goddess or find someone with like interests and show her she is a Goddess to me.  I think the latter.

11/29/2009 10:17:09 AM
Strong powerful women almost make me faint.  I truly love a strong woman. 

11/24/2009 9:39:14 AM
I deeply apologize if I have been overly aggressive in my communications the last few days. Perhaps its the holidays approaching again, always a stressful endeavor to a single person.  Better days ahead. Perhaps becoming a true slave is the only release of stress.  Could it be? 

11/23/2009 12:44:31 PM
How great would it be to just meet someone out and about, grocery store, waiting in line at the DMV,  pumping gas the next stall over etc.  Someone that is dominant and and available that recognizes the submissive nature of me.  What are the signs?  I have talked to Domme's that say they get approached in public by subs.  What are clues?  Assertiveness? Clothing?  A certain tattoo? Tone of voice? Confident stride?
I surely miss these signs somehow.  It would be fun though.  I sure am blowing my chances in the cyber world.   

11/21/2009 9:03:01 AM
I often wonder why so many of the pro dommes on here are so demanding in what they want.  Maybe Im wrong, but if you pay for professional services, don't you expect or anticipate that you get what you ask for?  It seems its the other way around for a lot of the profiles I see.  Having never been to a pro domme, probably never will, I just find that a little fascinating.

11/20/2009 2:17:44 PM
Is it just me or is the battle to prove oneself online a hopeless folly?  I understand the necessary amount of pre communication to meeting someone.  Where is the fine line?  My offer is open now, and will remain to buy dinner for anyone that is interested in meeting, for some face to face sharing and discussion. Dominant or submissive, I'd love to talk to you. 

11/20/2009 2:15:17 PM
I can see her lyin' back in her faded dress
In a room where ya do what ya don't confess

Sometimes I think it's a shame
When I get feelin' better when I'm feelin' no pain

Sometimes I think it's a sin
When I feel like I'm winnin' when I'm losin again

11/17/2009 6:16:49 PM
The communication process is insane.
Somewhere there should be a Golden Rule that dictates 3 emails and then meet.
Otherwise, its questions, answers, and more of the same.  Its good to a degree and then shouldnt it be a little about seeing someone face to face? I mean please. 

11/15/2009 8:20:10 PM
Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy
Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry
Sunshine on the water looks so lovely
Sunshine almost always makes me high

11/14/2009 6:52:47 AM
There must be one lady out there that is sadistic enough to use me for her pleasure.  I don't seem to be making any progress on the relationship end of this but maybe theres one person who needs to let off some steam.  I need to feel the sting of  battle.     

11/10/2009 7:19:26 PM
Today, more than ever, I am fully convinced that it is better to seek someone that you can't live without than to even consider average or ordinary.  I'll wait the rest of my life if I have to.
I want to love, adore and always desire to worship someone, not for just a day.

11/10/2009 5:02:13 PM
I watched the video of the soccer girl today.  Collegiate soccer player from New Mexico playing against BYU.  Now there is a Domme in the making. Oh my, I feel like growing a pony tail.

11/7/2009 4:40:00 PM
I've been solicited twice today for bogus jobs promising high pay on this web site. Between these people, the web cam ladies and the pro dommes Im overwhelmed with exciting opportunities. 
I only want one, exciting, passionate, wise, knowledgable, honest, attractive dominant to spend my time with.
Why is that so F*(***** hard. 

11/7/2009 4:06:26 PM
Its hard to keep a positive attitude.
Maybe my expectations are too high.
Its a tough thing to understand.
I hope I can keep trying, somewhere there has to be a fit for me.
Somewhere.

11/3/2009 7:07:17 PM
I love the way you look at me
I feel the pain you place inside
Lock me up inside ya dirty cage
While Im alone inside my mind

11/1/2009 5:02:43 PM
Recently asked what are you looking for?
Number one and foremost, I seek a LTR, one that is satisfying mentally, physically on all levels.  I seek someone that perhaps would match me well, and a LTR could take place.  I don't see any reason a D/S relationship can't involve friendship and doing things together.
Short of that, as it does seem I am dreaming on the former, I would truly welcome someone that just wants to use me and get together when I am needed. 
Lastly, maybe some hot fantasies with some really great people on here on a one time basis.  One never knows, I might get one of my wishes.  I can hope. 

10/31/2009 3:52:47 PM
I feel things seem to always be a catch 22.  I could be with a great Domme, if I sign over my life, every penny I own and will own.  If I had a dominant or submissive partner, there are multitude of couples that would play.  Only if.  If I were willing to move, etc, etc.  Over and over, the sun shines, then it rains, night comes, and then its morning again.  Same shit, different day.


10/29/2009 4:00:31 PM
I know its late in the game but I believe the Black Rose event is coming soon, maybe next weekend.
To any unescorted lady that would like my services, carry things, clean things, foot rubs, I'd offer my services.  I'd have to get  a pass though, which Im not sure are available, but willing to try

10/28/2009 4:53:07 PM
Failed my Continuing Ed. test.
Feeling very angry and upset today.
Very bad, this constant rain in the NE is just not helping.


10/28/2009 4:49:49 PM
Begone ye screams of silence, harbingers of pain
Cloaked in isolation, you mock in harsh disdain
My soul is torn asunder, I curse you, God of Hell
As you pierced my tortured soul, what horrors I befell.

10/25/2009 9:32:27 AM
Should be studying for a Continuing Education test tomorrow.  That being said, its a beautiful day, couped up most of the day yesterday and I feel the need for some dissipation.  I am headed out to watch some of the games with a friend.  I should be spanked, tied down, with only enough room to hold a book up to my eyes and turn the pages.  

10/24/2009 7:53:40 AM
I watched an old Billy Jack movie last night.  Wow, was that bad.  I loved that movie when I was a young kid.  Oh well, things do change over time.   Never did understand how he was always considered an indian.  Sure didn't look like one. 

10/22/2009 6:59:43 PM
Looks like more rain for the weekend.  Such is life in the NE.
Did get a new playtoy today, hoping someday someone will use it on me.

10/18/2009 6:46:32 PM
I'd love to meet someone local, that would be my preference.  I however, would consider moving if felt long term was probable.  It would have to be very certain though.

10/14/2009 8:46:54 PM
Oh I so need someone to lock it up and take control of the key.  Way to much freedom and independence.

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