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?To show you where it's dark but have no fear?
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?24/7 nothing less than this.
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I am not seeking looking or searching... if i was then you will be sure to know. I certainly have plenty of options and I don't go without when the urge arises.
I much prefer to go without until something of substance comes along. That something of substance goes above and beyond what one would look for on any forum. I am unique, different always have been always will be. This is such a deeply profound part of who I am & I think of nothing else. You my master wherever you are. Whoever & however you appear to me. We will know when we meet... Just how much of me you desire. And if that desire is not greater than what mine is for you, the chemicals, adrenaline, attention, pheromones & connection does not speak volumes to you. Then you are not him. You are not for me. ?I wish yo live, breath you, love you. You are my drug. I will live to serve you.
?This part may seem abrupt..... And I have all right to vent some anger! If you are after instant gratification and wish to piss me & all I give in the wind then kindly fuck off. Had enough of being manipulated used & abused.
I long to find someone who knows how to hold his own in every way, single & very ready to play. I am a highly sexually potent female. You also think the same of me. Deep mutual Respect goes a long way. So does after care. I am not a sub but slave. Now single yet again & yes looking. I am relocatable,
I will not be any man's half-time, down-time, spare-time, or sometimes. So please don't waste my time. No self absorbed arseholes after instant gratification.
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I will use my discretion when I feel we are up to that and ready to share. I have a finely tuned bullshit detector & trust my instincts beyond all else.
I have plenty of experience with the wrong types of people within this dynamic and have learnt my lessons the hard way. They will not be repeated. I walk warily.
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A. Prayer under violent anguish - my ruin
The wages of sin hold my heart hostage
My mouth is still cruel my skin is in bondage
My body is scarred from lyrics I've carved
Bruises I've healed lips that I've starved
Wounds I've replaced with love and with hate
The truth set me free when my faith was raped
I've broken my silence, lied to myself, spoken in violence, been someone else,
Screamed at my demons, prayed to my god, begged for forgiveness, my hands are still hot.
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Lost and alone. Like a lil lamb out to slaughter.... Do not leave me here. I pray each and everyday, please find me. One woman can only go through so much in search of you |
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| Age: 34 |
| Arlington,
Texas |
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