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I am just an average Dominant guy looking for his kinky submissive who can dedicate herself to him.  I am attracted to larger women who are soft and very feminine, not too bunchy.  I like girls who look like girls and know her place which is at my feet.  In return, I will take care of you and make you mine.  I am gentle yet firm Dominant, I would expect to learn together how to please each other. 
You are someone who knows what they want, you are a big girl who sometimes like to play as a little girl, as I am a Daddy Dom after all.  You are smart, funny, and eager to please your man.  You are straight and not into polygamous relationships and only want to decade yourself to one person, me.  Age is not an issue but maturity is, I expect you to be self supporting and be sane, that's a big one.  I want to take the time to learn about each other and if you are not Canada then I don't want to hear from you, lets be realistic here, if you are on the other side of the planet we are not gonna meet so if you are not from Canada or even America, I don't want to hear from you.  I don't play games so if you do don't bother, I will not tolerate bullshit from anyone nor should you.
4/10/2010 7:23:59 PM
He comes into the living room and she is playing on the rug with her toys.  She looks up and smiles, "Hi Daddy", she jumps and run over and hugs her tight.  He kisses her on the check and looks down at her, "Hi baby girl, miss me".  She back away and looks down, "yes Daddy always Daddy.  He sites on his chair and pats his lap and she jumps up and sits on it.  He puts his arm around her and looks her over.  He moves his hand along her back and then her thigh.  He slowly moves his hand under her short skirt, she backs away and pledges, "No Daddy, no".  He smiled at her, "you know your Daddy loves you very much", she nods "yea".  He runs his finger under her panties and moves his fingers towards her bald sex.  She giggles, "oh Daddy".  She back away put he continues.  Her body feels strange but good strange, "Oh Daddy, I love"
Anyone want to play with Daddy????
3/29/2010 8:26:53 PM
Apply within, I understand that the ladies get a lot of emails, if my profile appeals to you please don't hesitate to write me.  I am an open book, all you have to do is read the pages.  Good luck in your search.
2/17/2010 9:26:21 AM
I know the ladies one this site get a lot of mail and can't read everyone they get, I understand this and if you are interested in me, then please drop me a line and we can take from there.  It will save us both a lot of time, good luck in your search.
2/9/2010 4:44:40 PM
Just a fast post, as I go through the profiles on here, I notice some are using the same pictures but in different order so I would advice everyone to watermark their photographs to avoid them being used by others.  If you are wondering if you have had yours stolen, change your search profile to search for submissive females.
2/7/2010 8:24:56 AM
I have noticed a lot of negativity on this site lately which means a lot of people are doing things wrong.  I try to find to the best in people and be the best I can be.  I am not perfect nor do I claim to be but I am real.  I am real person, using this limited medium to find someone to call my own.  I have my own rules for when I meet someone but I am not bluntly rude about it.  When I read adds from people stating how they got screwed over and how everyone is a wannabe.  There was one add, from a sub, that stated if you are over 30 fuck off, if you are under 6'' fuck off, if you are only gonna play head games fuck off.  Even if I matched you, I wouldn't email you because you are rude.  I would put on the profiles, I am interested in meeting someone under thirty, six feet or taller, and no head games.  It's that simple, if you don't read the profile then you go right into trash, that's it, that's all.  I want to meet positive minded people, who aren't bitter and hateful.  We have all been screwed over but it's what take from it that matter, what we learn, and use it to grow as people.  I wish everyone well and I do hope we all find what we are looking for but this is a limited medium so coming across bitter and anger will deter people of quality to your profile.
1/5/2010 8:14:32 PM
Happy New Year E/everyone.  I find I am more attracted to larger women but it has to more than that.  When I see larger women in public I tend to look at them more than I would smaller women but personality trumps it all as always.  I have a thing for skin, I love touching skin and feeling it under my hand, either in sensual or more aggressive way.  I would really like to meet and get to know more larger woman.  I hope E/everyone has a great 2010 :) 
10/27/2009 5:39:36 PM
Winter is coming and the nights are getting longer.  I able to take under consideration a straight female sub.  Here is what I want, someone local, or at least North America, if you are not from here you will be deleted.  You are naturally submissive, and know you place.  What I want from you simple, moderate pain slut, baby girl fetish, single and separated is not single, I don't share with anyone, when I own you, you are mine. I expect you to know what you want, to know how to live a D/s lifestyle in a vanellia world.  You will be required to care for me as I will you.  I am possitive minded person so I  will give anyone a chance who I deem worthy.  Age is not important but maturity is.  Size is not an issue if you take care of yourself.  I am a hands Dom/Daddy so will learn to love my iron hand against your soft behind.  You must be self suporting and have a good head on your sholders.  You are out there I will find you, if you find me first drop me a line, all mail will replied to if you are from North America.  I will travel for the right one but for long term we will move to the city and marriage is possible but you will be my, wife first, partner second, sub always, and Baby girl during play.  I wish E/everyone a happy holiday season.
9/17/2009 3:42:32 PM
I have moved and almost all settled in, and I put surgery on hold so I could unpack without fear of harming myself.  I think I should put my cards on the table.  This is what I expect from you, if you wish to be mine someday:
Know yourself, your needs and how to express them.
Age is unimportant but maturity is, no games, no BS, just be honest.
I don't want to you fear me because that is not what I am into, you will respect me and the limits we set, when you give yourself to me, you will do so without reservation.  You will only be collared once, no on and off again thing.
Be kind, soft, gentle, strong, loving, and have a sence of serenity.
You will be my everything, we not make eachother happy but we will be on the happiness journey together.
Don't contact me without reading my profile first, no yahoo chat on first contact, and this will be real life 24/7, I expect and give no less.
8/17/2009 8:19:06 PM
I hope everyone is having a great summer, now that it is here :)  I have been busy lately, getting ready to move, prepare for my skin removal surgery.  I have lost a total of 315lbs since Feb. 8, 2006 and I am at the weight I want to be.  I haven't been too active looking for someone lately but that is going to change.  I know you are out there, I just have to find you and you find me.  I am looking for a long term submissive who can let their little girl out at times and be an adult when needed.  If you don't read my profile, I will delete the email and treat it as fraud which I get a lot of sadly.  
4/17/2009 12:03:44 PM
I finally found , and need to network more, and I got my real name there which is really LordGary.  Now I just have to figure how it works LOL.  Still here, keeping it real.
3/25/2009 12:28:18 PM
Here are some simple facts about me, so there are no misunderstandings.  I am Dom first but not always.  I am on here looking for a sub or slave to meet my needs and meet theirs.  If I am interested in you, I may email you or view your profile.  I filter you through in a couple of emails, to weed out fakes, frauds, and people I just don't connect with.  I do not IM, nor do I email outside of here at first.  You give me your email in the first contact, gets deleted.  You tell me you are five foot seven and weigh fifty-eight pounds, I will know you are a fake and don't know the difference between Kilos and pounds.  If we get along, and to be honest, I am really easy going once you get to know me, I ask to meet for coffee or some place public, I want to talk to you face to face and get know you better.  If you do not drink coffee, pop or tea is fine with me.  I do not drink alchol as it clouds the mind.  I do not do dinners right away either, thanks to a surgry I had I have issues eating in public, so coffee means coffee.  I do my best not to waste your time and people do not waste my time.  In the past I have not made myself clear and for that I am sorry.  I am male Dom looking for female slave or sub who I can fit with.  I will always be honest with you and expect the same.  My scene name for the records is LordGary, or Gary works for me either or.  I hope this helps but don't let this scare you off, we may just fit and we can both end this search once and for all.
3/21/2009 2:24:14 PM
My first post of the new year, my life has been busy with health issues, I have two surgeries coming up which means I can't always get to this site.  It is hard going through all things by myself but I don't want to burden anyone with my problems.  When this is all done, I will be in the best shape every which is why I am so aggressively working on myself.  I do miss having a sub, not only for the D/s part but as a friend, a lover, a person to grow with.  Real subs and slaves please don't hesitate to contact me, I will do my best to get back to you as soon as possible.  To me looks don't matter but you have take care of yourself, no smoking, drinking, or street drugs.  You have to respect yourself as a person, to me my sub is my equal and the most important person in my life, as I hope I would be for you, some exceptions are understandable.  You have to single and not collared.  Take the time to get know each other and teach each other how to love, they way we want to be loved.  I am looking for a long term relationship, not a only a play partner.  As for age, it is not a issue with me as long as you are mature enough to commit to the type of relationship I am looking for.    The important thing is that we have to click and be friends above all else.  I have a lot of bad luck when I send letter out so if I don't find you first please drop a line to say hi and we can take from there.
11/18/2008 10:10:39 AM
This can be the strangest site ever, every now and then, I come across the same picture with different names and locations.  Knowing the internet as I do, I assume that one is real and the other is one of those fake ones that seem to populate a lot in the last few years.  I really would like to find someone and makes some friends on here but it is hard to trust the emails I get unless it is a reply to one I have sent and I question some of those.  I am a trusting person by nature but my time is important to me and I don't want to waste it.  So this is gonna sound strange but if are a real sub looking for a Dom or friends please use my real D/s name LordGary or even Gary.  LordGary was taken and I had a hard time coming up with another nick for this site.
Take Care, be well, all the Best
Gary
9/20/2008 8:15:52 PM
Hey me again, so soon, still considering changing this thing but in the meanwhile, here is a few things I want from you.  Sounds very Dom like eh???  First, you are a female, that's important.  Second you must be serious about starting a relationship, not just to scene or something on the side, I don't do well on the side.  I want to be your everything, and you will be mine, within reason.  Your age, size, or past doesn't really matter to me, also within reason.  We have to connect and fit each other with our lives.   You must understand that I am human I do and will make mistakes, not big ones hopefully but mistakes never the less.  I have good days and bad as we all do.  I will demand anything from you, are not willing to give.  We will together build a friendship and work our way from there.  If you are the one for me then we will have, if not an easy, a wonderful life together.
9/14/2008 8:41:32 PM
I think it is time for a new profile on here, consider it a work in process.  My needs in the lifestyle have changed, as I looking for very sweet and cuddly, someone who can be my friend, partner, as well as sub.  It is a work in progress.
8/11/2008 9:43:54 PM
I spend a lot of time reading profiles on here and there are so many interesting ladies on this site.  Things I have noticed, subs tend to get emails from men demanding them to call them Master, Sir, or Daddy.  That blows my mind, do men really do that???  That is insane to me, I would never demand a sub to call me anything but my name until she is ready to give herself to me.  In my humble opinion, those men are most likely dangerous and do not deserve a reply.  Naked pictures, we all love, but I would never demand them from some I just found on CM.
I want to find the right one, or the right one for me, I want to get to know you and grow together in our life together, at first as friends, then more.  I want us to teach other how to love each other and how to have a healthy D/s as well vanilla relationship.  Do want someone who can give herself to me without reservations.  Good luck E/everyone with searches and thank you for reading this.
7/6/2008 11:14:17 PM
In the last few years I have been redefining myself and growing as person in body, mind, and spirit.  I find it hard to describe me because I am not a normal anything, person or Dom.  I am gentle and kind, I am firm and very much dominating, I am dreamer yet I like to keep myself grounded in reality, I am humble but yet I come off as someone who must be followed, I speak softly if I speak at all, I am funny, very funny, honor is very important to me but it is time to be serious I am very serious.  As for you, somewhere out there, who shall become my one, my baby girl, my little one.  You are strong and smart enough enough to keep in check, although that will not be often because will be world, my charge, my to care of.  You will be honest even if you know it will anger me, I will always be fair.  I want you body, mind and heart.  I am not sure who you are but I will know when I find you, you will be as drawn to me as I will be to you and we will a life people can only dreams of, we will be each others paradise. 
6/3/2008 7:57:11 AM
Wow, this site has changed a lot since the last time I was here.  The last few months have provided with me with challenges and oportunties for growth, I could have never imagined.  If you read my blogs, you know I have surgery help me lose weight, it worked, a little too well.  I have lost over three hunred pounds and faced serveral complications, to my credit, I faced them head on and I have a greater understanding of my body and myself.  As for my status, I am subless, and for the last year, it was mostly likely for the best because the last thing I would do is burden someone with all that I faced in the last few years.  I miss having a charge, someone to care for and care for me.  I don't want to rush into haste with anyone, I want to get to know you and be your friend first.  I am looking for someone who can share my interest, all of them, teach me theirs and learn mine.  So here I am again, back on collar me, humm ,  don't be shy give me a try.   C'est tres corny eh :) 
1/29/2008 11:43:37 AM
It's been awhile since I posted here, I have had my challenges to deal with and I am back feeling one hunred percent.  I know what I am looking for and if you are it, I want to hear from you.  You not only belong at my feet but feel lost without them.  You give me your submission because you trust me and I have earned that trust.  We have clearly defined limits and unstand clearly where we can push and can not.  You like pain as much as I like to give it to you, if not more.  You want to please me and I want to honor your submission by being a good owner.  I looking to get to know you better and take the time to build that trust.  We have both made mistakes in the past, as we all do in this lifestyle, but we have learned and are willing to learn together.  You are under the age of forty, soft looking and speaking, you some who is drawn to me as I am to you, be will be eachothers everything.  Only serious people please.  As for the weight loss issue, I am where I want to be and I feel young and healthy, thanks to everyone who email me and wished me well.
8/12/2007 8:07:32 PM
I seem to post once a month lately which is really good for me.  I have been a busy Dom building computers, working out, and enjoying the beauty of our ever so short summer.  I clear up a few points, I am not looking for a male sub to be mine, I will however have males subs as friends.  I really need to build up my circle of friends  in the lifestye.  I know being subless doesn't really hep me much.  My hunt goes one as does life.  I am picky with whom I will Collar.  She has be submissive, playful, honest, down to earth, open to new ideas, and clean, clean is really important to me.  If you can not take care of yourself will not be able to serve me.  Looks don't really matter nore does age.  My idea slave would be a bbw with long hair and likes to dress nice for me.  Height and age doesn't matter, I tend to like shorter women or taller one, but it's not a deal breaker.  As for age, I look for maturity.   Most importantly, you have to know what you want and what you expect from in a relationship.  I am looking for 24/7.  Somene who will not only be slave but my friend, lover, partner, and the center of my world.  I will love her wholely and she must be able to communicate with me and we will learn from eachother.  For the right one I would move out from my beautiful city of Ottawa to anywhere in North America.  As we closer together we would learn how to please eachother.  I am very fun lovely and social but I am also a strict and sadistic Dom, but only do pain for pleasure or punishment.  I hope this clears some stuff up.  If you find me interesting for either a relationship or friendship please don't hesitate to contact me.
7/12/2007 4:56:06 PM
Hey there fellow kinksters, it's a week before my birthday and I am not sure what I am going to yet.  I have expanned my computer charity and my computer repair operations.  I am consider going back to school and live my dream of being an addiction conselour, it's looking good I will be spending the next few years in school.  Life has been very good to me and I want to give back.   As for my D/s, I don't think I really get this site for some reason.  I want to meet real people in the lifestyle, cool enough, most of us like to be around people with common interest, the emails I send out do not get replied to and the ones I receive are from people who play partners or just sex.  It's not about the sex,it's about the gift of submission and responisblity to care for it when received.  You can get sex anywhere but I don't sex, humm let me rephase that, I don't want only sex cause is an important part of any relationship but by far not the most important, sex is only issue when you aren't getting any.  You have to share common interest both inside and outside the lifestyle.  Bills have to be paid, work has to be done, and at the end  of the lay, she who lays at your feet has to be a equal partner and not some piece of meet to use.  I get a lot of email from pushy male subs, what's with that, straight, mostly but currently looking for one single female sub who shares the same interest as I.   If I want to play with a male sub I look for one, no  more pictures of your cock please, like the pussy, it's the part of the body that interest me least.  Now show me you have a brain and you know how to use it, now that is sexy.  I like geeky girls, younger girls but I don't rule out someone my own age or older.  It's not about age, it's about clicking, respect, trust, able to get a good laugh out of life cause it is too short to waste it on a piece of meat.
6/26/2007 8:03:50 PM
Happy summer everyone, It's been awhile since I posted.  I am now under two hundred pounds, big cheers.  I have met my first sub off of this thing, she is very interesting and regardless how things turn out, she will be a friend of mine.  I am very impressed with her.  That being stated, I am still looking to meet others in the D/s lifestyle.  I am healthy, strong, and eager to meet others in the lifestyle.  I Believe that a sub/slave is a gift, and should be treated.  I do have some advice for the bottoms on this site, don't post any nude pics on this site, a normal pick or a head shot is perfectly fine.  I know you will get more replies if you post nude pictures but if you don't, you will attract more true Doms and get less players or want to be's.  As i stated a sub/slave is gift and once she gives herself you, opening the present will be more delightful.   I am looking forward to meeting new people and seeing what happens with the lovely lady I have been talking to.  One last small piece of advice, anything worth having is worth waiting for.  
3/2/2007 5:54:42 PM
It's a wintery Friday night and I am home alone, again.  I have been thinking of redoing this entire profile cause to be honest I really suck in online communicating and email, it's a shot coming. I am now looking for local people in the lifestyle to become friends and get to know better.  I want to join local comunity and learn more and meet more people.  I am still looking for my girl, but I am taking my time, reading profiles carefully and looking for the right person for me.  It's really hard on here on time.  I am looking forward to spring so I can take up biking and walking alone the river.  Now that I have lost so much weight everything is so much easier for me.  I want to come accross as a real person, not just some Dom like everyone else on here.  I am a protector by nature and the most important thing to me for anyone I meet, is that they  feel safe and trust me and that takes time and I willing to invest that time for the right person.  If I send you an email, it means I am interested in you, I don't send emails to every single sub one here, to me this serious cause my girl will be my world and we grow and get to know eachother together making a beautiful life together based on trust and respect.  If you have any questions for me, please don't hesitate to contact me.  I am looking local but I also looking for the right person and she can be anywhere.  Thank you for reading my blogs cause I love writting them and good luck where ever life's journey takes you.
2/1/2007 7:09:35 PM
My first entry in 2007, and I have been one busy Dom.  On the wieght loss front, I am now down to 229lbs.  I had my one year check up early and they are very proud me of me, I have lost over one hunred and seventy pounds since Feb 8/06.  I am still sub/slave less but I have been kind of a shit with replies and stuff, I am sorry, I have had a non stop cold since Christmas.  I was reading a lot of profiles, just to a feel for the lay of land again since it's been awhile since I have been here.  I find it very distrubing that some girls are writing about Doms asking for thier personal infomation.  Please for the love of God and Gods never give out your personal infomation or send non G rated pics to anyone.  First you don't know where they are gonna end up.  On the personal infomation thing, you don't know who you are really talking to.  Take you time to get to know the person before you give out anything personal, anyone who would ask in a first email is not really a Dom in my book cause you have build up trust and that takes time.  I don't do cyber and online.  I am looking for someone local or willing to work on a relationship leading to full time, I am willing to move for the right person.  Happy belated New Years everyone, and take good care of yourself.
12/7/2006 6:59:01 PM
I don't mean to be mean but if you are not in Canada or the states, I am most likely not gonna hock up with you.  I don't want to hear from Africa or Asia, simplely cause I am not stupid and I will funnel money to you, I am not a cash cow.  Just how stupid do you think people are, putting USA or Canada in your profile and then talking like you never stepped foot here, I am not a mark for you or your drug lord.  I am here to met my soul sub.  I am down to two hundred and forty some pounds and feeling great.  I have been using this time to take care of myself.
10/27/2006 11:48:20 AM
wow I really have to spell check these things, when I am motivated I will go back and fix the mistakes.  I am still looking for baby right, but taking my time to get to know people but as a Dom, I would like an email back if you are interested cause if someone goes through the trouble of mailing it would be nice if you emailed them back.  I had Switch on my profile for abit cause I like to be played with anally.  After a bunch of Bi Male Doms, I have put my profile back to Dom cuase that is what I am, Don who likes to played with anally.  I am willing to be friends with anyone in the lifestyle but I am straight looking for a female sub.  Since Feb. 8/06, I have lost 150lbs, that's my weight loss update.  Good luck in your search and if people who have emailed me did not get my reply, email again, I think Collar me may have some issues, or it's my email.
9/18/2006 5:37:35 PM
I really like this site, I really do, it is like fruit salad, you get a little taste of everything but not too much of one thing. Things have really slow for me lately, mostly my choice, I am adapting my new body which for the most part is like my old body but softer and smaller, I have lost one hunred and thirty pounds since Feburary and it's so amazing. I am kind of caught in the middle between the fat fetish people and the people see beyound size and just want a good old fashioned spanking, cropping, etc. I am ready to deliever that is for sure. I am healthier than I have ever been, and that one sub I wrote to who replied to me that she wanted someone that wouuld live past fifty cause I was too fat, barring acident or something else, I will live a long healthy kinky life. I just want to be excepted for the person I am, as we all do, a sadist twisted kinky fun loven' soul. Good luck on your search, be safe, be true, and have fun.
8/17/2006 11:40:47 AM
Six months since surgery and I am doing great, over a hunred pounds gone for good and I am healthier than ever.  The chances go far beyound physical, I feel like I was born again, I wanna play and have some fun.  I wanna take a big bite out this thing called life.  I have never been happier and as always I am looking for new friends or more.  I think this site is perrty cool but you have to know what you want and be careful of the players, there are a lot of them here but once you clear trash you get the good, it just takes time.  Always be careful what you do or let people know online.  A sub/slave is too scared to be abused by someone who has no concept of what of the lifestyle is.  Take you time, anything worth while is worth waiting for.
7/26/2006 8:05:23 PM
Over one hunred pounds since surgery, that's only in five months, that rocks.  I am walking miles without breaking a sweat unless it's humid out.  I have all kinds of energy I never knew I had.  I have started my own business, computer repair, of course.  I had another birthday, I am now 42 and feel better than I did at 22.  Everything is going great, I feel like a new man.  I am still looking for the right sub/slave for me and I know she is out there.  I am willing to relocate for the right sub since I can do computer repair anywhere.  I feel really bad about all the troubles in the world and I hope one day we can have peace.  I am getting back into my community service work again so that will keep me busy.  So if you feel like we might connect drop me a line, I am willing to travel to meet the right sub.
6/25/2006 1:21:07 PM
Since last year I have lost over one hunred and twenty pounds, wow, nearly a hunred since surgery. suddenly I am half the man I used to be, well three quater at least. It has been brought to my attention, and rightfully so, that some subs like to be hunted, and that is cool with me. So please note, if you get an email from me, you are not one of subs that I have emailed, you are special and there is something about your profile that attracts me to you. I will still not email every sub on the site hope for a bite afterall it's not fishing. You don't have to be perfect to be my sub/slave but we have to work together for common goals and want the same thing out of the lifestyle and life in general. I want you to be my sub/slave, friend, lover, playmate, soulmate, my everything. I want so we can tear eachother apart in carnal lust one moment and talk about current events over tea or coffee the next, ah well you know what I mean. You are soft, gentle, smart, sexy, sassy(at times), you are playful, you have feeling and needs and know how to express them. I will your everything and you will be mine.
5/28/2006 3:49:14 PM
Nearly 80 pounds gone for good and I feel great.  I will always be a big a teddy bear but I will be a healthier one, my goal weight is just under two hunred, haven't been that since high school.  I have started a new job, a really good one so things are always changing.  I am still doing my charity work and working on computers. 
As for my search, I drop by this site at least once a day when I can.  There are a lot of nice ladies on here, a few I hae talked to.  I think I have been out of the scene so long that I am at a lost to see why things don't go anywhere.  I am not too sure what to do from here, go to fets or munches, I am not sure, I am not very social by nature.  I do better one on one than in groups.  I hope everyone who cares to read this is doing well and being safe.
Be Well
Gary
4/26/2006 7:30:26 PM
Sixty pounds gone for good.  I losing weight faster than I ever thought.  I may be starting a new job soon, hopefully in May or sooner.  Life is giving me a second chance at life.  All that I learned in my life has lead me to this point.  I thought I was gonna hock up with a nice girl and try and build a relationship but I haven't heard anything so I guess that's that, I will not chase a sub/slave, she has to come to me and beg me to take her.   I am looking for slave or the right sub and I expect her to act like a slave.  She will know what she wants,  she knows about SSC play, she knows she has to give herself to me totally, I will not play seconds to anyone.  I in return will care for my charges need, I will only take the power I am given and treasure it and respect it.  I will work to meet the needs of my slave as she does mine.  I will not except a brat or someone who is looking for kink on the side.  You will be mine totally
3/10/2006 12:43:58 PM
I really do like to blog don't I, I keep a real blog at livejournal under my D/s nick of lordgary.  I get a lot of question about the surgery and that is good, the truth is I don't feel any different than I did before.  I have lost forty pounds since surgery and I am feeling better about myself and what I am becoming.  I will be in better shape to care for my charge when I find the "one".   I am happier and have no regrets and yes I have seen the downside of this already but it's worth it to me.  I am still looking for she who will be mine.
2/20/2006 8:07:03 PM
I had my surgery on Feb 8th, 2006 and I am on the mend.  I am still very much looking for that one true submissive who shall be mine.  I see this as the greatest time of my life to date and it would be great to have someone to share it with but not just anyone.
1/27/2006 1:33:23 PM
Okay when I say no men, I mean no men, ever, I don't care how submissive you think you are, honestly I feel that if you were a submissive you repect a Dom when he says no men.  Okay got that off my cheast.  The age thing, it's not really an issue, maturity is the issue.  The important thing is that we things in common, both lifestyle and non lifestyle related.  I will be having my bypass surgery on Feburary 8th 2006.  So I will be down for abit but I will have a lot of computer time while I recover.
12/28/2005 11:25:17 AM
I have gone from two to none in just short period of time.  Bottom line, I am looking for real people in the lifestyle to get to know better and maybe have a relationship with cause that is my goal.  I don't want stable of slaves, one good one will do just fine, I don't live on a planet called Gor, I live on earth.  I am also having computer problems so please contact me only email at the moment till this POS is replaced.  Good Luck in your search and I hope you all find what you are looking for.  Play safe !!!
11/30/2005 11:36:59 AM
Here is a little more about me, I have some health issues, none that would affect play or any relationship I would I get into. I am a big man and to deal with this process I am going to weight loss surgery to help me reduce, this should happen in early 2006.  I am very much looking forward to this.  I am not looking for someone to take care of me, I can do that very well on my own.  I am looking for a friend, a partner, and equal, some who can understand that life is about living and learning and not always eternal bliss.  The struggles we face forge us into better stonger people.  I do walk slow and I have a bad knee but I get things done, in a fashion.  So there is a little more about me and I do like me very much and I hope you like you too cause that is important.
11/17/2005 9:15:37 PM
I don't think I am using this thing right, I have gotten only two responses so far and only one may pan out to be something.  I am not one of those Dom's who email every girl on the system cause that is kind of trashy and I am looking for someone special, someone who wants me for me, and likes to have fun.  I know I shouldn't be but I am very picky, not for looks, or age, or anything like that.  I want a good person, someone wiht values and who is solid and not a flake.  Someone who is mature and is ready for something long term.  I am looking for sub/slave who will also be my partner in life and that seems hard to find for some reason.
NissanChick
 
 Age: 23
 Brooklyn, New York