BIcurKYchic

Why do I feel like I've finally found you? Why do I long to kneel at your feet, take off your shoes and socks, and massage away the worries of the day? Why do I long to feel your hand bury in my hair, making a fist, and guiding me up to your awaiting cock? Why do I suddenly feel all these things?

It has been oh so many years since I've played with anyone, and those "relationships" did not end well. Mentally, I was exhausted. I was completely turned-off by any thought of submitting again. And I ran...I fled from any and all contact with the BDSM world. So why now? Why after so many years, so many tears, and so many fears am I willing to put my neck out there again?

I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared, wasn't nervous. But the trust that I feel for you is undeniable. I trust you to take my hand, help me wade gently back in to the pool of kink, and then push off in to the deep end.

We've met just the once, and all I really did was tag along and observe. But the comfort level was unreal. It felt like a couple of friends seeing each other again after so long apart. But why? Why does an extremely nervous, shy and reserved person feel this way?

I cannot explain it...I don't want to explain it. I just want to experience it. Please let me take your hand as we step off together, explore together, and trust each other.......