It had been a while since I had spoken with Darius. Actually about 2 or 3 years. During that time I had wondered what he had been up to, occasionally I'd see him shoot an email to one of the online groups we both belonged to but never seemed to get more then an informative email from him about something important going on in the world. So when he popped up online it surprised the hell out of me. We chatted and got reacquainted. Jokingly we started teasing each other which lead to him teasing me about sex, usual horny guy stuff. Hell I hadn't had any in over a year and I promptly told him that. We talked about getting together and left it at that. About a week later I get a text from Darius. Darius wanted me to come down, having nothing better to do in my oh so exciting world I took him up on it. When I arrived I checked the place out same as always a bachelors dream, messy and small, but of course the bed a main focal point in the room was void of anything but blanket and pillows. We didn't kiss or even hug this was purely about sex and play. He offered me wine but fear of the headache I always seem to get after drinking it I opted for a rum and coke. He remembered how I liked them, strong, very strong. Hell what was I supposed to do here stood a sexy man and I still had my jacket on. Sigh these are are the situations I get myself into. Darius solved that problem by stripping and then advancing on me. I say advancing because he was like a panther stalking its prey. I knew it was on then. I hurried to finish my drink feeling it immediately hit my bloodstream as I had failed to eat anything before arriving. When his hands reached for me I was tempted to move away but stayed. I had come for one reason and one reason only to break the cycle of celibacy that I had unbeknownst to me embarked on over a year ago. Quite simply I wanted to get fucked and who better to do it with then a friend, someone I was attracted to and someone I had already fucked in the past who had one of the biggest dicks around. I slyly asked where his girlfriend was. See I'm not opposed to sleeping with men in relationships, I'm not looking for a relationship just some hard core fucking. She hadn't minded in the past but I always liked to check. The answer that I got from him was that she had a new boy toy and lived down the street. Obviously he hadn't been getting any either by the look on his face and the dismissive way he said boy toy. I didn't push further nothing I wanted to get into and not my place or my business. He looked at me and said are you ready? And of course I said your damn straight I'm ready. I'd like to say that he asked me politely to take off my coat and clothes but that wouldn't be right. Perhaps I'll say that he helped me out of my clothes grabbing my breast, ass and pussy before I could fully become unclothed. Sort of stuck in my state of undress I hurled colorful phrases at him as he pinched my breasts harder and nothing I could do about it as I was stuck with my arms in my bra and shirt pulled over my head. Eventually I got it all off and he looked at me and said with a smile on his face. “So its been over a year has it?” “Ummmm yeah thats what I said.” he expressed to me in no uncertain terms that he had enjoyed the time we had shared together before and he would most certainly enjoy breaking both my pussy and my ass in. “Whoooaa didn't no body say anything about my ass!” how could I forget that this was an ass man. I hadn't given it to him before and certainly wasn't planning on giving it to him now. Not that my biggest fantasy wasn't having my ass beaten and taken for being a bad girl. But thats not what I was going to tell him. Yeah thats me the perverted girl next door, the one your mother didn't know to tell you to stay away from. I looked at him and was like whoa hold the fuck up that shit hurts if my memory holds correct. “Don't worry it will feel good” he told me as he led me to his bed. At this point I'm a little weary but horny as hell. You know I can get myself out of any situation and right now my mind was on that big ole hard dick poking me in my back. I allowed him to push me down on the bed on my stomach and turned just as the belt hit my ass. “Damn no fucking warm up what the fuck??” “Shut the fuck up. You know you like it like this.” and really what could I say I did love it rough and pushed my ass out to meet the belt as he swung it again and again. Wet and wanting more I provoked him by telling him fuck you and any other things I could come up with. A good ole fashion ass whipping was just what the doctor ordered right before a good ole fashion hard core fuck. And the man knew how to swing a belt. I found myself slipping into that space where the world around me tightens into a small ball and my mind just floats. It's all about sensations and trying to keep it all together. Breath I told myself. Thoughts of being the bad girl coming home and getting what she knows she deserves. I could feel tears sliding down my face as I took what he had to give. I begged for him to stop and begged for him to give me more. I took it because I needed it and wanted it and because he needed to give it to me. As I was catching my breath with my mind spinning to places that make me feel warm all over I felt him grab my pussy and hold it then slap it with his hand. I swear I came after a few punishing slaps from his hand. I struggled in my world its no good if you don't struggle. It feels so good that you want more but its so damn good you need to get away from it. I felt his body move up against mine as he grabbed my by my hair and pulled me to him and then I felt him slam his dick into my pussy. No warning no nothing just the solid thick length of him buried deep in my pussy. All I could do was gasp for air and flow with the pain and pleasure as he fucked me hard and fast. Releasing my hair he started slapping my already hot and reddened ass as he fucked me. Whispering in my ear is this what you wanted? Is this what you needed? I could only moan and try to work my pussy to the punishing rhythm of his dick sliding in and out of me. I cried out as I came once and he whispered to me again that there would be no more until I answered him but all I could cry out was fuck me now! But Darius had other ideas he pulled his dick out and when I pushed back to meet him there was nothing. What the fuck I needed more I needed his dick pounding in and out of my pussy. I turned to look at him through the hair that had fallen over my face and with a smile he told me to beg for it. He just stood there all that hard dick just pointing at me and lights a cigarette and tells me again his voice deepening and a dark look in his eyes. Beg for it. The first words out of my mouth was what the fuck and fuck you! A hand slammed into my face so fast I was not prepared for it falling back on the bed I lay there wanting and needing and again all I could say was fuck you with a defiant tone to my voice as I tried to get up and stand he pushed my face back into the bed sliding his hand to my throat and whispered in my ear I said tell me what you want, tell me what you need. You wont leave here until you do and until I give it to you. As his hand tightened around my throat a sob left me. Yes I wanted it and needed it, why did I have to beg for it! Feeling shamed and yet still defiant I bit him on the arm and yelled fuck you again. And with that my world turned upside down, he turned my face so I could look into his deep eyes and said is that how you want it? I'm all about doing it my way. I gave you a choice and now its going to be my way. Fuck you Darius. Fuck you Darius! And the next thing I felt were his fingers sliding into me. I was pinned under him with my face to the bed and my legs spread wide. He was sliding two of his fingers into my pussy and it was driving me crazy I didn't want his fingers when I had just had his hard cock inside of me I wanted it back and tried to move away. Mad I couldn't move he was stronger then me and he knew it he taunted me with an I don't think so. And slid another finger into my pussy. In and out working my pussy like it was a fine tuned instrument all I could do was lay there and try to fuck his hand I wanted more. But he had other things in mind. I felt my pussy getting fuller and fuller and I knew what he was doing his goal was to fist me something that drives me out of my mind. I squirmed and still tried to move but I couldn't and at that moment I thought I was going to die from the pleasure of it all I wanted to grab something but all I could do was bury my face in the bed and scream with pleasure as his complete hand entered my body and found my g-spot. He fucked my pussy with his hand and I came over and over and over. I couldn't stop, he slid his free hand over my mouth and that just intensified it I wanted to be free to thrash and scream but he held me back. We were doing this his way. And just as soon as I started to come over and over again he pulled his hand from my pussy and slammed his cock deep inside of me, covering me with his body. All I could do was cry out his name but yet he still wasn't done. Again he pulled his cock from my pussy and I almost screamed with anger I wanted more! Then I felt his arm circle my waist and his other hand grab my ass. I'm not done with your ass whipping you've got a very dirty mouth and I'm going to show you what happens to little girls with dirty mouths. His hand slammed into my ass. I came just from the intensity of it, over and over and over again he beat me. I sobbed out from the pure pain and pleasure of it all. When I thought I couldn't take anymore he showed me that I could. I was limp in his arm. My pussy was wet and throbbing waiting to be filled, my ass was burning from the beating and yet he continued and I didn't want him to stop. Finally he stopped and I felt him slide his hand over my ass telling me again this is what bad girls with dirty mouths get. I couldn't help myself but let another sob escape me, I couldn't help myself when I turned my face to him and again whispered fuck you Darius. He just smiled and slid away from me. My body was weak and I just lay there in a daze. But not for long, again I felt something slide into my pussy but it was neither his fist nor his cock. It was a huge vibrator I didn't think I could take it but found myself fucking him back as he fucked my pussy sliding it in and out and in and out. Yes I thought to myself I'm going to come again. And as suddenly as it started just as I was about to come he stopped! How the hell did this man know my body so well that he could do that I groaned in frustration. Wanting to fight him and grab the vibrator and finish it myself. But he held me down by pushing me down to the bed and straddling me with his legs. Then I felt his hands on my ass I thought that I was in for another ass beating for the fuck you that followed this but nooo again he was doing it his way not mine. I felt something cool being pored over my ass and dripping down between my ass cheeks and towards my pussy. Lube. And then what was about to happen became quite clear as he slid his finger up and down my ass crack. I jumped and tried to push him off but nothing could move him. I begged him that I wasn't ready and he just looked at me and told me in that deep quiet voice that he was going to get me ready and slowly slid a finger in my ass. It didn't hurt not then not even when he slid in another finger but as Darius grabbed my hair to pull me up on my knees and shove the vibrator back into my pussy. I felt him position himself behind me and then he began to push all the time whispering this is what you get for being a dirty mouthed bad girl and then he slammed his cock into my ass. Oh my god it hurt and I screamed and he let me. Holding me not letting me go as he pulled his cock out and I though this doesn't hurt when he pulls out until he slammed his cock back into my ass. Fuck you fuck you fuck you Darius. I cried out it hurt my ass was on fire. He grabbed me around the ass and then began the most serious ass fucking that I had ever had in my life. I couldn't get away and he continued to tell me that he was going to fuck the bad girl out of me. That there was nothing that I could do I made my choice and he had made his and he wanted my ass. The pain hit me with every inch of his hard cock that he slammed fully into my ass. It hurt when his hand slammed into my already sore beaten ass. I cried out fuck you but there was no where for me to go he held me in a vice and soon my cries of fuck you turned to I'm sorry I'm sorry then I'm sorry Daddy. The dirtiness of having him fuck me so powerfully in my ass brought out the submissive in me and the shame yet a good shame if there can be such a thing. As his cock slid in and out of my punished ass I cried the intense pain mingled with the intense pleasure of him fucking me and the vibrator in my pussy when I came I think I passed out for a few minutes. When I came to he was laying beside me with his arms around me wiping the sweat from my face and running his fingers along my face. I curled into him and started to cry. I needed to cry. He had just given me what I needed and what I wanted. A release so full of pain and pleasure and not on my terms on his terms. My thighs were wet, his come mixed with mine. I cried I had found my release some how when I walked in his door two hours before he looked at me and knew that I wasn't going to be easy and that I needed the pain and the pleasure in order to give all of me up. He held me as I cried and told me that I was a good girl and that maybe just maybe next time I'd remember to tell him what I needed and what I wanted.