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Single, submissive, masochistic woman, seeking Dominant male partner, for eventual long term commitment. I have medium to long blonde hair, blue eyes, and a sweet face. I have a gorgeous smile, and a kind, shy, yet witty, and somewhat naive personality. I am a successful, financially secure, well-educated professional, and do not need a man to financially take care of me. What I do crave is a man to complement my already happy and content life. The man i need must be: experienced, Dominant, confident, outgoing, caring, with a sadistic streak, loyal, protective of me, and willing to accept me as i am (no one is perfect). I do not expect my future Master to change his essence, and i expect the same in return. Of course, respect and trust are obvious necessities in my future relationship. I require a fair amount of positive attention, but am not high-maintenance. I thrive in an atmosphere peppered with compliments and positive encouragement. If you are one of those "dark gloomy" types, I am not the woman for you. I have many interests including: photography, travel, reading, music, movies, and painting. I have about 6 years experience as a sexual submissive, but have been submissive all of my life, and in all (not just sexually). I enjoy bondage, and pain, and have yet to discover my limits with respect to pain. I feel most fulfilled as a woman when I surrender to my partner completely. I am interested in exploring and growing as a woman with a male partner. I have looked into Gorean ways, and while i find some elements interesting, i do not find the whole kit-and-kaboodle very realistic given my other commitments in life. well, that's it for now! :) Have a terrific day.

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11/6/2011 7:02:29 AM

I reach my full potential, as a woman, when I surrender completely, physically, emotionally and spiritually to my Master.

 

I feel most beautiful, feminine, sensual, connected to the universe, and just so ‘right’, when I give up all my desire for control, and hand it over to the one Man I trust most in this world. There is no better feeling than to have placed my trust, respect, and all my cares in my Master’s hands. This is because by doing so, I am truly free to be me; to transcend all the meaningless thoughts, fears, and other mental obstacles that can occupy my mind, and focus purely and wholly on following, obeying and responding to Him.

 

I hold a great amount of respect for the Man who has the strength, patience, self-control and power to handle me, keep me safe, take over my worries, and bring me to the magical place where I am free to be ‘woman’.  This takes a very special Man; this kind of Man is rare. Once I have chosen to let this Man into my life, He reaches a point where He knows me better than I know myself, for He can see me in a way that no other Man can, and in a way I am unable to ever reach or comprehend without him.

 

My Master knows how to push me past my limits, for He knows most of my limits stem from my own self-doubt. He knows how to encourage me, praise me, and challenge me, as I suffer through pain at His strong hand. He knows I ache for more, but doubt my abilities, so He knows how to gently, but firmly push me through more suffering each time. He knows I am only satisfied as ‘woman’ when I have suffered for Him and at His hand. I am so grateful for this Man, for without Him I am a pale shade of gray, and with Him I become a beautiful rainbow.

 

My Master knows I am His ‘equal’, but that we are in no way the “same”. He knows that I willingly abdicate many of my decisions and my control to Him, but that in no way makes me a lesser woman. To do so in fact makes me a stronger woman, and Him a stronger Man.

 

We are in many ways opposites, but fit so well together, we feel a connection, magnetism and drive to be as one together. When we become one, all sense of difference vanishes, for we are working towards to same goals, the same feelings, and the same state of mind and satisfaction.

 

He cherishes me, knows when to treat me with tenderness and care, and knows when I need a firm hand. I am His and everything that is His is to be treasured and treated with respect. As His woman, I flourish, without Him, I fade.


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mistressxkoi
 
 Age: 18
 Santa Barbara, California