Bellelaide

I started out here with such a simple profile of, "I want to become a hucow." boy was that a mistake.  I got flooded by so many idiots that I almost left the site.  Many guys would lead off by, "Sure I'll take you, when can you start your training" for the first message, after me knowing nothing about them.  Most of those don't even have a profile with anything of use on it.

Another group of people are those that want to breed me, I'm not against that, but I don't want to be raising children in that situation, I'm a very big believer in people being to make their own choices.  My choice is to be a cow, I don't want to have children with no choice in life on what they want to do, or who they want to be.  Also, several of these people want the bred sons to be masters, and the daughters to be slaves, and then they talk about how they want to be able to use their daughters for pleasure, and for their sons to use their daughters as well.  That's a big, FUCK NO. That's literally criminal.

Then there's the third group, the men that message me telling me all the things they would do to me, for example, turn me into a bimbo.  Things along those lines, things I have no interest in.  Or they want to convince me to not lactate because it's gross, instead they say they're going to teach me the right way, and to come be with them a sadist who will mutilate me.  Then after telling these men "No thank you" they'll continue to message me either just yelling at them trying to get their way, or they'll tell me I'm a faker and a time waster, which I'm not.  Just because I don't want to be your sub/slave/fuckmeat/hucow doesn't mean I'm playing games, it just means you don't live up to what it takes to be a master/dom/farmer.

It's just all very exhausting here.  I have found a few potentials though!  I've sent pictures to them, I've even cammed with one, once.  Hopefully after getting to know these potentials a little better I'll be able to pick one and start my new life. 

Hopefully sometime in the next few months I'll find the one.