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BelladonnaRose

Transgender Submissive, 40, canton, Ohio
Female Submissive, 51
Female Dominant, 33, New Orleans, Louisiana
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BelladonnaRose - Female Switch, Memphis Tennessee | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About BelladonnaRose

Not interested in lesbian Mistresses or women in general as anything beyond friends.? Also I am Straight and 100% monogamous.? I am a Primal Switch.


If you've heard the term Southern Belle then Congratulations! You're in the presence of such a creature. I've heard my kind are very very rare. What is a Southern Belle you may ask? ?A lady born in the South of course. ?I consider myself a lady first and foremost and do my best to carry myself as such. ?If you can not respect this then please move along.



I am what most would consider a BBW (big beautiful woman) at 5`2 and 196 pounds. I have no desire to be a slim, tiny thing (by the way ladies that are: You are beautiful and awesome) I'm made to be curvy it's that simple. ?Love it or Hate it. It's me.



I am monogamous and I am single. ?For those that want to look at me like I'm crazy for being so. ?Please, fuck off, thank you. ?I am a one man woman. ?I do not and will not share what I consider mine regardless of what the dynamic might be in I expect the person to be as faithful to me as I am to them. End of Story.



I'm strictly seeking?Friends with the Possibility of more at a later time. I will not call you Master,Sir, or any other such names until you have shown me you're worth my time.



I do have KIK and you are more then welcome to message me there if you like but, there are a few rules:



1. ?Let me know where you found me and who you are on this site!

2. ?Be polite. (Don't message me then want to act as if you're my Dom ?or a worthless worm just looking for online nookie.)
3. You messaged me. ?Be prepared for an actual conversation with questions and all that good stuff. ?Because I'm of the strange impression that you've messaged me to...oh I don't know...get to know me?
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Still with me? Think you can follow those simple rules? ?Awesome!
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Belladonna_Rose on KIK.


What am I after in this lifestyle? ?


Knowledge. Something deeper then meets the eye.? Something I can call mine and be content.


?I know there is far more to this "lifestyle" then just kinky, strange sex. If you think that's all that makes this a lifestyle then you need to go do some serious research m Expand your brain unless you've cum too drunk for it to function. ?I want to know the whys, hows, and whats of this lifestyle. ?I want to know how it differs from a "normal" relationship. ?What makes this lifestyle special. Worth taking a trip down this supposed rabbit hole I keep hearing about? I want to know the in and outs of my partner. So I can make playing with them a lot more fun.



My likes,dislikes and such listed on the left of the page. The stuff?

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If you've made it to the end of this rainbow of a profile then YOU ARE AWESOME! ?*gives you a cookie* ?If anything caught your eye or attention please feel free to write me a message and let me know. ?Do you disagree with something I said? ?Again, let me know. I welcome friendly adult discussion.



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Happy birthday to me
Curious Question

Is anyone else going to attempt Nanowrimo?  Or am I the only crazy writer on Cs?
Well it's official today I'm 29
Everything you need to know about me is *in* my profile. Take the time to read it. I can't stand y'all acting like domly doms it's childish and unattractive. STOP IT. Subs of either gender have more manners and sense then some of y'all.
Fat girl Big girl Unattractive girl These I've been long as I can remember. It's a simple fact, I'm not built to be tiny though there are those who might disagree. I'm made to be curvy, soft, huggable. To fill in the hollow spaces of your frame. To be the physical embodiment of laughter, joy, sweetness, and seduction. I'm the one that's passed over simply do to size or shape because I do not fit a media forced ideal; that no one realizes. All people are worth more than a passing glance.
FML. I get to start process of getting put on a donor list for a new kidney. Just damn it.
Four months since my last entry. I've been writing more but most has found it's way to fet vs here. My mourning is officially over. The trades for my ex fiance have stopped and I feel on a more even plane mentally which is translating to better health for myself. :) So,CS,I pose a challenge for the writers, poets,and other sensitive souls: Write just how you would woo that one special person. I want to read realness, honesty, and live
I hate nights like this where I can't sleep. Company would be lovely
I need that embrace. The fire. That breathless abandon. I need to shut down. Forget. Get lost. I need to burn your memory away. Turn it to dust and let the waters carry it away. I need to be worshipped. Loved. I need my love accepted in return. I need to feel protection, strength, dominance in your touch. I need to know you'll help me if I become lost and need your guidance. Papa, I need you.
One of my best friends just lost his mother.
I dream of a love even time will still for- practical magic
Just a side note: A person's comprehension of spelling and grammar greatly improves their chances with me. I can't stand text speak or no punctuation. You're not 10. Of English isn't your first language, that's fine just let me know. Those it is, refresh yourself or work to improve it. Seduce the mind and the body will follow.
Anyone up to jabber? Let me know
You hurt me more then I realized. For nearly seven years, I was your everything and you were mine. Then one day somehow things changed. The laughter stopped. Snuggles stopped. Love stopped. All I asked for was a break. Not a break up. Yet, I was left with no choice but the latter and like that we were done. Seven years gone in smoke. A haunting memory left only with a wash cloth teddy bear holding an engagement ring.

The scent greeted her as she entered the room. Mechanic's grease and lime aftershave. She stepped into the room the hardwood cool under her feet. A dresser set on the wall between the door and the master bath. A large sleigh bed with white sheets and down pillows called to her to crawl into it but she glanced at the dresser.


The urge to peek inside tickled her brain but she didn't. She said she wouldn't go through his things and she would do her best not to. Still, she wondered just which drawer held the cuffs. The thought made her smirk.


"What are you doing, sweetpea?" his voice caused her to jump as she felt his arm wrap around her waist. "Were you exploring?"


Her head nodded as she kept quiet. She could listen to him talk forever about nothing if given the choice. But, girlies weren't given such a choice.She felt him smile against her hair. His aftershave filling her nose making her relax a bit against him.


"What are you going to give your Papa tonight." The statement brought her back to herself as she felt his hands slide down her sides and over her hips before giving her ass a squeeze.


"What do you want Papa?" she asked. The question earned her a light smack on her ass along with a gripping caress.


"That's not what I asked darling" his voice growled softly near her ear.A shiver passing through her.


"My pussy, Papa." she said softly. Saying such a thing still made her blush.


"Tell me how you want it Babes."


She licked her lips knowing there were two options at the end of the day: Willingly or Not. "Can I have a drink Papa please," she asked "and the cuffs?"


She felt him laugh. "Get to work girl."


It was then she turned to face him looking up into the grey eyes that met her own. She watched him for just a moment before doing as she was told. She raised up on her tiptoes pressing her lips lightly against his own before letting them trail down his neck and chest as her hands worked his pants loose sinking down to her knees as she moved both pants and boxers to the floor. She felt his rough fingertips on her shoulders before a gentle pat on her head as she nuzzled his thigh and got to work.


"It's what Papa wants" she told herself as she hissed and fought a whimper that finally slipped past her lips as he took her bottom. The sudden stretch caused her to tense and shake a few tears slipping down her cheeks. She pulled on the heavy black cuffs that held her hands. A moment didn't pass til she felt a hard slap on her ass the his hands sliding along her back to sooth her.


"It's alright babygirl Papa's gonna take care of you."


It was in that instant that her body relaxed that she felt his hand wrap around and squeeze her throat and thrust harder into her causing her to yelp and the tears to flow in earnest now. As his movements kept her pinned in place. She tried to stop it, but soft sniffles and whimpers fell from her simply urging him on harder until she heard him groan above her and felt the heat in her. The combination made her shudder.


Several minutes passed unless she felt the cuffs unlock and heard both lock and key slide along the floor. Before she could react, she found her face begin covered in gentle kisses and his fingers running through her hair. The simple attention causing her to purr happily as the covers were pulled around her and tucked under her chin.


"It's time for you to go to bed little one."


She pouted and fought a little but soon settled contently around him letting his warmth sink into her.


"Papa is home."

Why are so many profiles blank?
I've forgotten how freeing moonlight is
On a site like this, people will bare their flesh and not their soul.
Why is it when I go to message someone I've not spoken to before. It says I'm blocked and it can't send. Are there filter settings I don't know about?
Added a few pictures feel free to take a look. Keep it classy CS
I had a lovely birthday!  Lots of cards and love.   Chicken soup with lots of lime  is good for the soul as well by the way.
Happy birthday to me
Bread of Love

   Let me start this off by saying I love words written or spoken. It challenges. It seduces. It comforts. Writing takes passion and dedication to do.While surfing on my Spotify, I'd forgotten that I had put the ever well spoken and respected Martin Luther King, Jr. in my favorites. Everyone knows his "I Have A Dream" Speech but there's another I found that I think is more beautiful then that.

 
     "We Must Love Each Other" In this speech/sermon King is talking of the one thing we all want in this world: Love. The most basic, precious, and abused emotion known in human existence. He speaks simply of how tyranny no matter the side does no good in the long. He makes simple elegant statements. Never once bashing any involved.


  I think we as a whole have forgotten how good bread can taste and be when it's warm and shared with others. So, when things seem horrible take a deep breaths and bake bread instead of hate.

All I want is one who will love and protect me as fiercely and passionately as I will them.  That's not asking much is it?
I feel lost on so many levels
Have people lost the ability to simply have a good conversation? Seriously, it's so simple to simply say "Hi, I saw ____  on your profile and thought _____ "  or  "I  agree or disagree with _____  here's why ____ ."   And you can do so in a respectful manner.

People use to sit and have discussions, debates, and not get pissed off or whiny when someone disagreed.  Now it *must* be politically correct to avoid hurting feelings.  But that's another rant for another time.

My point with this point is this:  DO NOT demand I call you Sir, Master, Your Highness or any other fluffy terms when YOU have messaged ME.   As I state in my profile. Those terms are earned. 

How are they earned?  Simple:  Through respect, common manners, and getting to know the other person.
I'd forgotten how well a piece of classical music can sooth one's mind and soul.
Are the chatrooms down? Or is my laptop just being a bitch? Anyone else having issues getting in let me know!
This belle needs her rest and can find none. Anyone want to snuggle?
There is just so much running through my head at the moment and I'm not sure what to do with it all.  Things I need to take care of for myself, my previous relationship I'm still working through, and somehow getting my confidence and self-esteem back up.

How does someone get their confidence back up after such hurtful things are said?   How do you look in the mirror and find the worth that once shown bright?  How do you move on after you've forgiven their sins and yours?

This is nothing new Ladies: We're vain creatures. Those of you that say you aren't. Are lying. There is one thing about yourself that you prize. But I'm not writing to explain something we all already know and understand. Or do we?

My trinity of vanity

  • Hair
  • Skin
  • Speech
  • Since I was small I've been told a lady's glory is her hair and that it should be treated as silk or lace. I love my hair and want it to grow as long as it can.
  • I prize my moon-pale skin as unique and different with so many longing and going to great lengths for that perfect golden color.
  • A lady always speaks well so she is understood by all that hear her.

  These are the surface reasons for my vanity but they go a little deeper then that. I see all these things as beneficial to whomever I choose as my lover, trust me, I'm very picky.I see all these things as something for my lover to get joy out of:


The silkiness of my hair through their fingers be it coming from a gentle touch or a harsh pull.
The smoothness of my skin giving them a place to rest their head.
The softness of my voice to give them calm and understanding and keep them grounded.


So, the next time you thing a lady's vanity is a bad, shallow thing. Think again.

My day has kinda sucked...just a little bit.
Nearly have a ghetto fight in the classroom over something stupid
Get scolded by our instructor who then tells us he doesn't think we'll make it out on the floor.
THEN
get my own confidence shot down even further by a company rep quizzing us.  I need a strong margarita and a hug.
I just realized something.  I have a lot of male subs message me.  Not that I mind y'all!  Just wondering why you do.  What about my profile makes you message me or consider it?  Same goes for you Doms that glance over my profile.  I want to know your reasons!
Why do I feel like I'm lacking?  I've got a roof, food, family, a job.  Things most would and have literally killed for.  I should feel blessed and I do in those regards.  I know I'm blessed to draw each breath when so many are drawing their last.  I appreciate everything and everyone I have around me.  But I still feel inadequate that I'm lacking in some way.  I'm not ugly I know this but I also know I'm no show stopping beauty either.  I feel as if my shape is nothing but round like a ball that I have no curve or true shape.  I know it's silly and a childish way of thinking considering I'm grown.  I know I can fix it.  I think I just fear what may open with the change. 
Just a mini update:  Someone should have warned me that there would be days I'd be lost like a motherfucker during class.  Nothing I'm being trained to do is hard. It's learning where to find it that's the trick.  Curse my slow reading ability!  So,  How's your weekend going?
Started a new job today. God help me with the amount of paperwork >_<.  But I think it will be worth it.  The 7am-3:30 is gonna be a bit of a bitch but I shall survive.  Wish me luck Y'all!
Daddy vs Papa

Both are terms of endearment for a dominate male. I understand this but is there a difference between the two in how the person acts that helps determine if they are a daddy vs a papa?
For the sadness last night I was woken up by joy this morning.  Two friends of mine tied the knot today and wished me to be part of the celebration which I graciously accepted.  The ceremony was very small just close family and friends.  Bride was beautiful.  Groom nervous.  So all was as it should be.   I felt happiness and joy for them.  But saddened that my chance to make such simple yet eternal vows  have been dashed to the side for the moment.    I know I'll find my mate.  My puzzle piece.  Yet I feel as though I'm behind everyone else I know now.  Everyone is engaged, married, or getting married and yet here I am, be it newly, single.  I know it could be worse. I could have never had the experience of  love and loss.  Of having someone show the good I want in a partner and what I don't even if we didn't make it to the alter.   A dear friend of mine has a saying  "Everything in life happens for a reason and exactly as it's meant to"  I can't say I believe her ideal completely but it does give me comfort that something better it out there for me.
How do you get over heartbreak?  How do you get over 7 years of being with someone day in and day out then suddenly they aren't there anymore.  They seem to move on effortlessly leaving you in a state of confusion wondering if you meant anything at all.  How do you work through that?   I know I'll make it through this, but damn it this shit his painful and I'm tired of waking up puffy eyed every morning.
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