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Hello~ I am in BEIJING~Thank you for reading my Profile.
:)I am a well-educated person. I had a "Master Degree" in Europe. Even I am not a "Master":)
oh~I love dance~:) I love Salsa very much,even am not perfect at it:) This is just something makes me happy~I am not slim type of Asian,if you are searching dark small no breast no nose asian women,please do not waste your time on me.
And I am a one man girl,when I know that's you,then I would just be very nice and with you...However if you are looking for an "A yi"(maid for your house) then go find "A yi" in agency please:)
I've read some writing by "Doms" here,that they just want to play with the girl right away,or be Dominate right away,even without meeting the "subs". For me A good Master earning the "Trust" but not grabbing it~Then there're even some men using rude words in the email,I think if you do not understand respect,you won't have the respect.
I'd prefer a caring,well-educated and respect "Dom guy",and that's very important.Without the trust, where is the relation coming from?
I've with a Master for four years. He showed he was a "real good" man. But later I found he was just in his weak period and used me to appease his loneliness. He is afraid of lonely soul and that time he couldn't be free in many ways,he meant to make me in love with him,then he could feel be loved...however he didn't know what he wants in his life...Anyway,I was very sad when I found that,his Master side is charming,but his real person side is...
I thought I couldn't be standing up anymore,but after all those time,I think I should treat myself respect,so I do hope...
If you are looking for:
A sweet girl around you;
An educated girl around you;
A caring girl around you;
A funny girl around you;
An art girl around you;
A happy girl around you;
A creative girl around you;
A romantic girl around you;
A kind girl around you;
A warm girl around you;
A daughter character girl around you;
A kitty around you;
An honest girl around you;
A sub girl in bedroom;
A good friend in life:)
Might be others surprise~:)
&
If you are:
A Wise Man:);
A Smiles Dom in life;
A Talkative Dom;
A Patient Dom;
A Trustable Dom;
A Caring Dom;
A Loyal Dom;
An Honesty Dom;
A Solid Dom;
A Strong minded Dom;
A Romantic Dom;
A Dom that have a dad's character:)
An open-minded Dom;
A Dom that interested in Chinese Culture;
A man that not afraid of to show the real of yourself
A Kind heart Dom;
A Dom that Dominate in bedroom:)
A Dom that not taking advantages from his girl.
Then Please contact me:)
I hope you don't only look for a BDSM relation,but sometimes also would have a vanilla time~nobody could do one same thing 24/7,must be tiring!
If you are playing game or just want to have fun,please do not bother.
Thanks again for reading my profile.
Beijingirl.
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I don't believe I was in a relationship and in love with a guy for four years. It was like a movie. All finished,and I am happy! |
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We say goodbye to 2013,and welcome 2014~Happy New Year to you all!
Love.
From Beijing |
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Today I thought something,that is exactly all I would like to say:
To force to conquer, not real Conquest~A good Master would earn the girl's heart,and be good to her...so she would love him forever~ |
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Someone said my journal should call Facebook.am sorry for this,all i can say is,if you don't like my idea,please do not read.
There are many men contact me from the U.S. I always would to be polite and reply,but ask,we are far away,what you want?
Usually everyone answer almost same,distance is not the problem,lets see if we are fit,then can visit...
Then mail each other,fine.however after a while,those men,can't keep going. Well,so,please,those guys,please do not waste your time,and same time show low quality impolite.
Thank you!
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There's this guy mailed me today:
smcontrol on 8/25/13 at 8:58 AM:
i think you mistaken website. you are for facebook. better you move there
I wonder is this his bossiness?
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Years ago,when I was in this site,there was a guy contact me,he seemed sweet,and talk nice,we were in process,and he mailed me a photo,with a brown heat.
We haven't met in person, but he told me which area he lived,coincidence that I went to the area,I saw this guy was walking in the street and holding a girls hand...
So then I wrote him and asked,did you go out today with a brown heat? He said,yes. Then I asked,did you have a girl's hand in your right hand?
Never got his reply...
I just hope,if any guys are like him,please leave me a break... |
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Just listened a song,it says: I would like to ask you, do you dare to love me as the way you told me so?
I believed good man say it,then do it .... Only before i met him,but not sure now. |
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Sometimes,I am still missing him~very much,but only the Master side of him...But when thinking about all those...thing he's done to me,I then don't even want to thinking about him anymore...I hope I will be forget all those and start new journal,soon~ |
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About Power.
Many years ago,i was working in an European company in Beijing. My supervisor was a Chinese woman,which loves power very much~maybe too much~
She wants this power to use for her own benefits,everyone in team had miserable time working with her,because since she wants her own good,she won't care how others feel(except foreigners,she'd love to lick all foreigner's ass at work),she would use her team people,as she is an evil becasue the achievement is important that she was looking to get the thing she couldn't never have in her life.
At the end,she got money and house,she told the work,that she wants to take care of the kid,she is still working with the company(look,she doesn't want quit,how smart,in this way,whenever she needs money and power again,she could come back) she said she wants part time.
But all other people in her team were sick or had an unhappy experience.
Same time,we had the old supervisor was a Scandinavian lady,she had power,but never abused it. When she left,everyone cried.
Sometimes,I am thinking,many women want power that really have evil heart than men want power.
That's just my own opinion which not necessary right or wrong. Because every individual has our own experience and background. |
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I didn't mean to show how bad he was,because I didn't give a name or anything individual. What I am doing in here is to remove him,remove the whole thing,memory out from my brain,my heart! It's like throw those out and dig this hole,bury everything in...
I can't carry this pain to go on in my life,that would be too heavy and not healthy!
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One day I suddenly got a message from a guy that says I bet you never find anyone,because Chinese are bad in this filed. Then today,I received a even rude message from this man.
From:
smlifestyle
Dated:
7/12/13 1:44 PM
i just feel pity for u and that miserable description makes u look stupid and cheap but up to you if you do not mind to look ridiculous to the worldwide eyes,,,
I think subs should be awake,don't talk to him |
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I actually don't know if I could find that special one? That need luck.i thought he was the one,and funny when I said he's a liar,he was angry,and said,I have the right to finish.
Well,no one says we must be together,that was not my point~I just meant,he pretending of everything,fake about who he was for that long time.Good actor...
In another hand,I thanks to him,I did have some nice moments when with him,learned things,but still,same time he kept so many secrets,I can't believe there are people living with lie everyday?
Anyway,now my new life start,I just hope meet a special and good man. |
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I am glad I came back to here,when I met him,I told myself I would be a good girl,then never use this side again. Even weeks ago,I still don't dare to come here,too many memories,and I thought I couldn't be in the type of relation anymore...few days ago,I made a decision to be here,and I do hope I could meet a right person to spend life with:) Because I should accept who I am... |
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I am wondering is this working? I have another Journal with paintings online,which is a secret place to record about everything for the past four years...I've never thought those experience only left me sickness,I even throw up when It ended.Still having a heart problem sometimes...
I couldn't image I spend that long time with a big lie,I really do hope there will be all good new things to my life.
And I would never be with the guy can not take the responsibility,no respect to women,selfish,impatient...
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| Age: 18 |
| London,
United Kingdom |
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