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Male Dominant, 30, memphis, Tennessee
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About BeholdAndTremble
Hello, everyone, and welcome to my profile.
Before we get started, I'd like to say to all of you that have decided to stop by: If you are not interested in my search, but still would like to chat, I am always in the mood for friends in the lifestyle.
I do have more pictures of me (that includes my face), but I don't care to just post them.
I am a bit of a sadist, but I am more into mental cruelty and domination than causing physical pain.
If you are interested in my search, I want the very first message you send to me to start out with the phrase "I expect no love from a man with no heart." Why? Because I said so, and I like to switch things up every now and again. Then be prepared because I am not a nice person to the girls who fit what I am looking for.
I suppose I ought to get to what it is I am actually looking for now, eh?
Well, buckle up, it's a bit intense.
I'm looking to take some useless, slutty skank, and turn her into MY useless, slutty skank.
That's not very specific, is it? Well, I want a girl that wants to be degraded and treated as a member of that popular, subhuman race known as "Stupid Bitch". I want her to look like a slut, dress like a slut, act like a slut, talk like a slut, and belong completely to me. She'll be completely enthralled with me, catering to me every whim, trying to be as pretty for me as she can, every now and again giving me a sweet "I love you, baby", all in a desperate search for any affection from me at all. Too bad for her that she'd have to be pretty impressive for me to think she was anything but a stupid, useless slut.
Some other things that I am into (but are open to negotiation) besides degradation and mental cruelty include:
Sadism: Like I said, I am more into the mental, emotional side of things, but I do enjoy causing some pain too. I like spankings (especially the old fashioned, over the knee, bare ass style), hair gripping/pulling, slapping, choking, and some whips.
Deep Control: That's how I describe things like orgasm control/denial, speech restrictions, dress restrictions, and movement restrictions. This could also include things like puppy and pony play, if I am in the mood.
Forced Play: That's a little vague, so... I'm into things like rape play (and not the soft, pretend shit, but actually grabbing you, throwing you on the floor and taking what I want whether you're ready or not). I might also make you pleasure someone else for my entertainment. (I'm not looking for a poly house, but if I tell my slut to get one of her other stupid slut friends and make out on my living room floor to entertain a few guests, the next I see of her better be her and her friend on my floor making out like they're shooting a porno.)
Role Play: This includes any kind of play that could be considered taking on a role other than what we already are... Age play (I like being called daddy), puppy or pony play, putting on a nurse costume, dressing up as a cheer leader, etc. Hell, I even consider acting like a normal, happy couple to be role play.
Punishment: I know it doesn't seem to fit here, but I do like it when my slut every now and again will be a brat so that I have a valid reason for punishing her. Not that I really need a valid reason, but still...
Just so you girls don't think that I'm serious about all this: This is not just for the bedroom. Sure, if we're having dinner at your parents' house, I'll pretend to be your boyfriend, but everywhere else you are MY slut. If we're at the grocery store and you say something stupid, I'll tell you in front of complete strangers that you're being a stupid bitch and not give a shit.
Phew... Seems like I've written almost a novel here. Most people probably won't even read this whole thing. Oh well.
Now, a bit about me for those of you that want to know who resides behind the mask:
I am an aspiring artist and writer. I spend a lot of my time working on book and comic ideas, but I haven't had anything published just yet. I spent most of my life actually working for a living, so don't expect some fancy, handsomely groomed gentleman with no scars who hasn't done a damn thing to earn the clothes on his back. I may not be big and muscular, but I am strong enough where it counts. Just because I am a hard worker doesn't mean I am not intelligent. I can hold a good conversation with someone without boring them. In fact, I tend to make some of the afore mentioned fancy cut gentlemen feel stupid. I am a loyal friend, however, and try my best to not make my friends feel stupid. I can be somewhat quiet at social occasions, but I know how to party. I don't drink often, and when I do I usually do not get drunk. I think I have a high tolerance for alcohol that I haven't fully tested. No matter how drunk I have been in the past, I do not seem to be affected by the same problem of memory loss that seems to get to some of my friends, I usually remember everything that happens when I am drunk, like it or not. In fact, my memory holds onto quite a lot of things that I wish it wouldn't. Stupid and useless things like my first blanket (which was white and had blue trains on it, before anyone asks), and the favorite food of my first childhood girlfriend that I haven't even seen in fifteen years. And yet I seem to have trouble with simple things like birthdays and anniversaries.
Damn, this profile is getting so long no one is even going to bother looking this far down... Oh well, guess I better call it here. Message me if you want to know more, want to be my friend, or have any questions. |
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I've been asked enough times to clarify on this point, so here goes...
JUST BECAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO BE ACTING LIKE I CARE ALL THE TIME DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE AT ALL. I'll be caring and supportive when the time is right, and I'll always take care of the girl who chooses to be mine. But don't go expecting Prince Charming to come knocking on your bedroom door. I'm Lord Sarcasm, Duke of Sadism, Grand Master of Apathy. Cuddling is for bad times, when someone really needs comforting. Affection is a reward to be given, not a fact of a relationship to be taken for granted.
Love is not something I am very good at expressing outwardly, so if I am bending you over my knee, or forcing you to kneel at my feet, or grabbing you by the hair and telling you up close that you are MY useless slut, you can take that to mean "I love you too... stupid bitch..." |
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