Beg4Big

I'm feeling insignificant, is that my place as a slave?  Or perhaps my emotions are confused, since I felt this way going into last weekend as well.  It has been a few days, and I?m still slightly befuddled why miVita thought the level of devotion and obedience I showed that night was extraordinary. Yes, I woke up early that day for work so I could get off work early. Yes, I then drove an hour to coach two games. I was even able to purchase the cock rings, she required I obtain, between games. As gratitude I got their best vibrating ring for her, so her lover may please her more completely. Yes, after the games I had to chauffer kids for ice cream and then home. No, at 8:30 I didn?t know she would want me to come help her with her car. Yes, I drove the hour and a half to her through a downpour. Yes, I crawled under her car in my work clothes. The huge puddles that formed on the street I was lying on didn?t bother me like the lightning did.  I had to look amusing under there during a thunderstorm.  I had little room and a flashlight that didn?t want to stay on. In the end I wasn?t very successful in fixing the car. I might say it was futile, but since she was pleased miVita?s approval makes futility seem appealing. No, she did not command me to come to her. No, we did not have playtime so I could please and worship her. Yes, I strive to be obedient to her command, but I MUST be obedient to her desires as well. No, I don?t totally understand what is profound about my devotion that evening. It is merely?. Me.