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Female Submissive, 60, London
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Female Submissive, 47, East Anglia
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About beckystoner
Despite having been around, off and on for a number of months, i am still pretty new to this lifestyle. i can still count my sessions on 2 hands, and maybe a toe or two! i have been curious for a very long time. i remember as a young teen sneaking peeks at my mother's hidden copy of The Story of O, and how it made me feel. From as far back as i can remember i have had fantasies that involved being tied up or forced to perform sexual acts.
since then, while the desires have been there under the surface, i have never really acted upon them. but those feelings influenced me, for in ever vanilla relationship i have had i found myself adapting, becoming what my partner wanted in a woman only to become resentful. looking back, i think i provided an aspect of submission to these men. however because i never received any appreciation like a pat on the head or acknowledgment in the form of a "good girl." i became resentful that these men simply continued to take advantage of my nature.
Interestingly enough it was my last vanilla boyfriend who was the impetus for my current pursuits. he called me a "pleaser." At first i didn't buy it, because i have always tried to maintain this tough bravado. However, with some introspection i discovered that it's true, i have just never openly shown or explored that side of me, as i felt i had no outlet or arena, if you will.
One night after a few cocktails, i decided to throw caution to the wind and did a web search on bdsm in my area. i found this website! So here i am. |
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