becki1960

Hello, i am a novice cd from lancaster county pennsylvania.  I seek the following:

Someone who is mature, understanding and open-minded. If you have experience as a master or a slave, please teach me. I want to learn how to become a better girl, even if it takes me places I am not very comfortable with at first (but nothing gross or unsafe). This would have to be a strong-willed dom, domme, or couple who would be willing to force me to experience my fantasies. In short, I am looking for a mentor/teacher/master/mistress. Someone who can challenge me and get inside my head. This is something that i have fought or misunderstood for such a long time. I am just now beginning to understand why. Yet i fought this for so many years. I want to learn more about my feminine desires, why i am so confused, and what i can do to understand this. I need to experience all aspects of femininity; the fashion, the feeling, and the humility. Most of all, this needs to be a two-way street where my trainer/mentor/teacher gets just as much joy out of seeing me transform in a slow but deliberate manner.