BeautyAwakens


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	About BeautyAwakens *The mark of a good Dom is holding the trait known as patience, where might I find one?? ;o)* I am not a "beck and call girl." There is more to my life than D/s. I am seeking exceptional...I can find average anywhere. My soul aches for Him, however it does not consume me. I long to be consumed. Seeking patient educated Dom in need of attractive, educated submissive who challenges your imagination. A slow methodical approach is best for lasting results..please inquire within.

Fall in love with someone that is willing to love you, wait for you, understand you even when something doesn?t make sense or it seems crazy, help you, guide you, support you, be your hope, be your everything.

Fall in love with someone who will be loyal, will dream of you, who will only think of you, of your face, of your spirit.

Fall in love with someone who will wait for you till the end, someone who will be what you have not chosen ,something you never expected.

Fall in love with someone that will suffer with you, that will laugh with you, someone who will dry your tears, that will make you feel protected, someone who will find happiness in your happiness, and will give you strength when you have failed.

Fall in love with someone who will come back to you after a fight, and will still be there for you, someone who will walk with you, someone who will be a good partner, who will respect your fantasies, your hopes and your dreams.

Well, I've moved and have been busy trying to get settled in. Change is so hard for me, It seems to take forever for me to find my comfort zone. I hate coming home to an empty house, I miss being held as I sleep, but I think what I miss the most....is the noise.

OK its been awhile since my last posting. I finally dumped my research job, I really hated it..more so the bitch I had to work with. I would sit at my desk and day dream about ways I could torture her, so I figured before I went totally off the edge it was best I leave.

I still work at night at the hospital, a job I truly love. I'm a baseball nut and had the pleasure of talking to a patient a few evenings ago. He's 97 years old and a retired professional baseball player. He told me about Jackie Robinson and Babe Ruth..WOW!!! I must have sat and listened to him for well over an hour before my pager went off with my supervisor wondering where I was...guess you could say I got lost in the moment.

I had the next two days off and when I went back to visit with him I was told he had passed away....very sweet man.

There is something about him, a softness that comes thru as if only to reach me. A calling, a soft whisper....

I sleep just to dream of him.

Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.

A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their Anniversary
submitted this:

Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that

sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of
the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....??

WAY TOO COOL!

Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of
electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.

AWESOME!!!

Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the
face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-A batteries,right?

There I sat in my recliner, my cat Gracie looking on intently (trusting little soul) while I was reading the directions And thinking that I really needed to try this thing out on a flesh & blood moving target.

I must admit I thought about zapping Gracie (for a fraction of a second) and thought better of it. She is such a sweet cat. But, if I was going to give this thing to my wife to protect herself against a mugger, I did want
some assurance that it would work as advertised. Am I wrong?

So, there I sat in a pair of shorts and a tank top with my reading glasses perched delicately on the bridge of my nose, directions in one hand, and taser in another. The directions said that a one-second burst would

Shock and disorient your assailant; a two-second burst was supposed to cause muscle spasms and a major loss of bodily control; a three- second burst would purportedly make your assailant flop on the ground like a fish out of water. Any burst longer than three seconds would be wasting the batteries.

All the while I'm looking at this little device measuring about 5 '' long, less than 3/4 inch in circumference; pretty cute really and (loaded with two itsy, bitsy triple-A batteries) thinking to myself, 'no possible way!'

What happened next is almost beyond description, but I'll do my best...?

I'm sitting there alone, Gracie looking on with her head cocked to one side as to say, 'don't do it dipshit,' Reasoning that a one second burst rom such a tiny little ole thing couldn't hurt all that bad. I decided to give myself a one second burst just for heck of it. I touched the prongs to my naked thigh, pushed the button, and. HOLY MOTHER OF GOD.

... WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION . . . WHAT THE HELL!!!

I'm pretty sure Jessie Ventura ran in through the side door, picked me up in the recliner, then body slammed us both on the carpet,
over and over and over again.

I vaguely recall waking up on my side in the fetal position, with tears in my eyes, body soaking wet, both nipples on fire, testicles nowhere to be found, with my left arm tucked under my body in the oddest position, and tingling in my legs?

The cat was making meowing sounds I had never heard before, clinging to a picture frame hanging above the fireplace, obviously
in an attempt to avoid getting slammed by my body flopping all over the living room.

Note: If you ever feel compelled to 'mug' yourself with a taser, one note of caution: there is no such thing as a one second burst when you zap yourself! You will not let go of that thing until it is dislodged from your hand by a violent thrashing about on the floor.. A three second burst would be considered conservative?

SON-OF-A-BITCH, THAT HURT LIKE HELL!!!

A minute or so later (I can't be sure, as time was a relative thing at that point), I collected my wits (what little I had left), sat up and
surveyed the landscape. My bent reading glasses were on the mantel of the fireplace. The recliner was upside down and about 8 feet or so from where it originally was. My triceps, right thigh and both nipples
were still twitching. My face felt like it had been shot up with Novocain, and my bottom lip weighed 88 lbs. I had no control over the drooling. Apparently I shit myself, but was too numb to know for sure and my sense of smell was gone. I saw a faint smoke cloud above my head which I believe came from my hair. I'm still looking for my nuts and

I'm offering a significant reward for their safe return!!

P. S. My wife loved the gift, and now regularly threatens me with it!

'If you think Education is difficult, try being stupid.'

I've been working ALOT lately, about 80 hours a week.. I'm feeling tired, and run down. Recently I broke off what I had thought was a promising start to a solid relationship, I walked away after being lied to. That hasn't helped my mood either. It took me about 4 days before the reality of things set in..it wasn't until today that I broke down and cried. I've always been like that. It takes me days, sometimes a month before something hits me and then I cant hold it back.

There is a gentlemen here that has held my attention for some time now...unknown to him I sit in the shadows and observe. He is here to remain in contact with friends. I admire how he writes and often check in to see if he has posted anything new. He fascinates me a great deal, and has for the longest time. I just cant seem to get up the nerve to write to him. Making initial contact has never been one of my better skills, truthfully I'm old fashioned in a lot of my thinking..I just feel its a mans place to take that first step. Besides that, truthfully I have quite the shy side ;o) Really-I do.

Perhaps fate will step in.....eventually!

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