Beauty2Bind

Well, I receive a plethora of emails.  Do NOT email me if you have a penchant for bi-sexual/bi-curious women, you are non-White (I ONLY will date a White man), you are bisexual (sorry guys, but the thought of you being turned on by another man's cock GROSSES me out - I would though dominate you with a strap on - and yes there IS a difference between submissive men who take it up the ass for the woman and a man who takes it up the ass for a man) or Italian (made the mistake once of being with a man who has an Italian mother).  MY PREFERENCE.  I prefer men who are from Europe (MOST but not all treat women better - the last one who I went out with was a real skinflint which I was very shocked at how a man of his caliber could be so frugal and also lack consideration/was non-chivalrous).

I HATE liberals and feminist ideology.  It has RUINED what a REAL relationship should be between a man and a woman...I expect a man to treat a woman like a woman, open doors for her, help her with her jacket, and think of her when it comes time to eat - for the man not to make his own plate then leave whatever is left for the woman.  I am skinny enough and I am not afraid of eating a big meal.

If someone gets to know me, they would know I am an educated woman who has a kinky and a twisted sense of humor.  I enjoy laughing/making jokes and hope he would also have a sense of humor.  If I am PISSED/shocked at him due to his rude and inconsiderate behavior, I remain quiet and will refuse to establish any further  contact with him.  If I feel comfortable with you, you will know I am one to speak my mind/joke around, and I become quite gregarious around those I feel comfortable with.  I enjoy making others laugh and also enjoy making others feel positive - there is a caring side to my personality.

Why is it meeting a REAL MAN is so difficult?!  Why do men wish to establish contact with a lady if he is still hung up on his ex?  OR whatever you say goes in one ear and out the next/they do not take the time to read emails (e.g.  I am a VEGETARIAN and been one for quite some time - but do they listen?)  Or why do men have to be so cheap?  I am NOT a materialistic woman in any way, but for a dinner, can't a man take a woman out to eat rather than making boxed pasta and some sauce he found in his closet?!  Also, the MANNERS on men!  I would hope an educated man would have passed "Interpersonal Skills 101".  But that is not always the case.

And people wonder why I am single!!

How SOME men are, I am quit happy being single!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsbXFCEXE-0

  Song he opened up with at the concert we saw together.

Songs from his concert:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoFS5AV0ND8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlJ4-C_kpNo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10P_quYp-WY

Do  people read profiles?!  By the type of man, I would only get involved in are listed!  I am NOT into black men, mixed raced, or other non-White men!!  In case I did not put it, I am 1,000,000,00% HETEROSEXUAL.  I am ONLY ATTRACTED TO the white men I discussed!  And no, I am not racist, I have my preferences/what I find attractive in a man.  I am not attracted to dark men!  Nor am I attracted to women or doing anything w/dogs.  I also will not do cuckolds.  I am kinky, have my sadistic side, sinister side, I am set in my ways, a jokester, someone who loves being in love while I AM conservative and a church goer - believe it or not.  One thing I am not is someone who settles just so I do not have to be alone in life.

And men, you have YOUR preferences - sure you prefer blondes, brunettes, or red-heads, short women or tall women, skinny women or chubby women - well that is your choice, just like it is my choice.  

I have found quite a few men are pleasantly surprised/impressed I LOVE classical music.  I do enjoy a variety of music genres; but classical I LOVE.

Here is one composer:  Chopin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wygy721nzRc

 Another beautiful album is Bach

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xDoJiIRqg

 Other ones I enjoy are Liszt and Wagner.

 Not until I got older is when I appreciated the beauty of classical music.

I just HAD to laugh...I got a message from RomanceToo92 ACCUSING me of these photos not being mine/saying they are 20 years old.  Somewhat funny bc it tells me he has met women who have shitty genes - I inherited WONDERFUL Polish and German genes, I LOOK like I am in my late 20's/early 30's.  AND he must be around women who never cared about their appearance.  Whereas I TAKE PRIDE in my apartment.  HAHA, now he has blocked my mail - funny how these IDIOTS on here can dish it out but cannot take it.  What a LOSER.  I am not one to bad mouth others, but I could NOT resist...people LOVE to send RUDE messages, but when they get someone who responds/does not tolerate their rudeness, they cower to their Freudian stage of REGRESSION.

It is not only good genes, but DIET.  I do not eat garbage everyday - yes, once in a blue moon I cheat w/Reeces Peanut butter cups, barbecue chips, etc.  But I am also very fortunate I have a HIGH METABOLISM RATE.  I can proudly say I can eat cheesecake or pizza at 2 am and not worry about gaining a pound.

For those who know me from here/have met me or seen my other photos, they can vouge I am not a bullshitter in my photographs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yr6GPx28fr0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPGsjWpGO2s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIrm0dHbCDU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPDixDqAUh0

 (just always LOVED this song - I find it sexy - plus great song if the woman is a domme or sub - which I LOVE switching).

Just listening to songs from someone I met on here and had a very fond and wonderful memories w/him.

Why is it AFTER I give up, my I am FLOODED with emails?  Just wish these gentlemen lived CLOSER.  Or perhaps that is WHY they are emailing me bc they KNOW they live too far and they just tell you nice/kind words you want to hear?

Who knows...I am not a mindreader..if I can read minds, predict the future, etc., I should be predicting the winning lottery numbers.  

BY the way, I am NOT into bisexual men - I prefer Caucasion men.  It is not a matter of me being racist - I prefer Balkan (NO MUSLIMS/GYPSIE LOOKING), German, Polish, Scandinavian, and Slavic men.  Men have their preferences, and us ladies should be entitled to.  I am Polish and German - one day I WANT children and I WANT my children to look like me; as well as, their father.  

I delete/block ANY photos of men sending photos of their cock - White, black, blue, purple or yellow - I do not know what makes a man think HIS is attractive and worth seeing out of all the millions.  Also, the one's who seem to think they are endowed?  My PINKY finger is longer - and I am a tiny female - 5 5, 123 lbs., size 4 - so if my frame is small, imagine how I would view your "middle" finger?

Yes, I can be a wisea**, but that is my personality - one thing that can make me go for a man of any caliber is if he can make me laugh and understand/laugh at MY warped sense of humor.

It has been over a week that I gave up my search.  Many men have wondered why no men have went through to meet me; they cannot understand why men will not meet me (and those men asking have NOT seen my face) :) :) - an old friend in this alternative lifestyle actually CHOSE this name for me - it was NOT my nacissistic idea - but I liked the way his mind worked and took it as a complement since I always BELIEVED I was just an average looking lady.

 Well, I will best SURMISE why no men have been MAN ENOUGH to go through with meeting me.  1.  They are FAKE, 2.  They are either married and/or have a girlfriend, 3. many may feel intimidated by me; so many can walk to walk, but not talk the talk; and 4. They claim they were too busy to email or contact me.  Hello...if you CANNOT take 2 MINUTES out of your day to compose an email to set up/confirm a time or day, you OBVIOUSLY are not serious.  I am busy as well, but I MAKE TIME.  

I also blame this liberalized/feminist America.  It has taught MOST men to not be "the hunter" - too many men want women to take charge.  I am old fashioned and I will not apologize for me WANTING a chivalrous, polite, and respectful man.  I EXPECT a man to help me with my coat, open doors, I do not believe in this 1st or 2nd date "going dutch". 

So for now, I will work on my current job, focus on getting into a PhD program, and finding an additional job until I get to a PhD program.  Perhaps I will meet my "soulmate" in the nursing home/assisted living when that is my last alternative to life.

What is it with nude photographs?!  Why is it, that men who claim to be dominant, all they can send are photographs of their "private" parts - (I refuse to call it a cock at the small size some of the men have).  To me, it just tells me you are on here, looking to find a submissive woman/female slave who will be at your bec and call whenever you get horny.  If all you can do is send nude pics and claim you are a "master", then I would consider YOU to be a "master"bator.

BDSM is NOT about sex - however, in a loving relationship, sex CAN be wonderful.   But just bc women are subs/slaves/switches, it does not mean you can be on this site for some sex whenever you want it.

Besides some women could care less at how big you are...it is about how you are in the BDSM world that matters....also, if you have a huge cock and the only thing you've ever done is the missionary position, I will not be interested.

As I have in my profile, I am not looking for anyone, I mean it.  When I am ready to be with someone, this is the type of person I will choose:  someone who is of Germanic, Slavic, or northern European, someone who is of the Christian faith (no Muslims, no Jewish people, no Buddhists, etc.), and  someone who is willing to offer me a future - as in long-term.  I will NEVER seek a play partner.  If you have children, I will not bother with a man who has an already made family.  There are too many complications involved.  Also, I am not willing to have a man whose half his paycheck goes to his ex-wife or girlfriend for either alimony and/or child support.

There is a reason why I am specific in my profile.  If men do not meet what I am looking for, your email will automatically be deleted.  And no I am not a bitch.  I am specific in what I am looking for.  If one does not like it or cannot abide by what I list, that is your problem, NOT MINE.

FYI - DO NOT EMAIL ME IF YOU ARE BLACK OR NON-WHITE....I am NOT into non-White men..never was and NEVER will be.  Also, do not email me if you are near the age of retirement or not old enough to drink.  Lastly, I am NOT looking to be someone's sub.  There is a reason why we are switches, switches will never give up total control nor take total control in a relationship.  I enjoy the best of both words and I am not changing that for any man.

I am not looking for slaves - there is no need for me to have one...I enjoy my independence and whatever I need assistance with (schoolwork, shopping), I do on my own.  I am a very picky person and I do not trust that others - unless you are a psychology major and have written papers pertaining to my interests.

Jeez...I didn't think it would be so difficult finding someone on this site who would be interested in a long term relationship which incorporates the kink.  Just because I enjoy fetishes, that does not mean I should be spoken to/asked questions that are quite perverted/explicit.