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BeautifulDisater

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	Taken not looking Hi, I'm Brit. I'm a sweet girl with a big heart and a lot of love to give but, I have had a few bad relationships in the past. I have had 2 D/s relationships in the past. The first one was really good to me but I was 18 and stupid then got scared and ran.....the other broke my heart. I have talked with a few other people and it just doesnt go anywhere, or they make better friends. Im still learning about myself ...So far iv figured out i get along well with the daddy dom types. I am naturaly submissive i get joy out of seeing the one im with happy ....but I dont want to be taken for granted. Im also into the 1950's type house hold. I do enjoy mild pain but nothing extream Some general interest would be : music(most all kinda of rock maybe a little country) , movies, reading , writing mostly poems , I love going to concerts, I like being outside I enjoy camping and going to the river. I enjoy learning new things.. Im a bit of a geek and conspiracy nut if there is anything any one wants to know just ask Though im not looking i welcome friends of all kinds men women Dom/me sub I just like getting to know other people

New pics coming just waiting for them to be approved

Hm well I have been interested in the little girl play for awhile, but really havent been able to experience that kind of relationship with someone. I do think its a type of relationship i would enjoy though.

~Rag Doll~

Needles and pins run through my veins
Pretty little razor dug deep in the skin

Im your little rag doll
drag me around
use me
abuse me
tair me apart

needles and pins hold me together
cut me pretty razor
you are my security

Im your little rag doll
drag me around
use me
abuse me
tair me apart

love me, hold me
forget im here
let me run away
I wont be your rag doll anymore

Im not your little rag doll
dont drag me around
I wont let you use me
dont tair me apart
I wont be your rag doll anymore

Beautiful Disaster

My Addiction

I cried out your name
you are the reason I bleed
You are the orgasmic feeling
rushing through my veins

You are the one I crave
while holding the knife tight
It's your hands I feel
with it dragging through the skin

I dont know what you do to me
But it feels so fucking good
even the pain you cause
leaves my body aching for more

Im falling through the heavens
crashing into hell
the craving is to strong
Its killing me inside

Where are you now
I need you so bad
You make me so weak
Im a prisoner of your drug

You have me addicted
please dont leave
I cant fight this craving
I need you more than ever

Beautiful Disaster

People can be so rude ......If anyone thinks they need to tell me how fat I am its kind of late I already fucking know..... just because im a big girl it doesnt mean im not a good person....If you dont like the way I look or what i have to say just move along or better yet put the weight you want in the search and you dont have to see my damn profile....... oh and yes I know my screen name is misspelled its a typo oh well shit happens not that big of a deal

Im not proud that im fat but im working on it

Well I think Im at a point in life where I need to make a few changes in life. Haven't been all that happy lately, and I think it has more to do with just losing my job and having to quit school. Im starting to find my religious side. Im also going to start losing weight. I dont think im ugly but I want to be healthy and look better. Maybe if I get more intouch with religion and get healthy I will feel better and be happy. Its a start I guess.

Well my best Dom friend found a sub. I should be happy for him, but instead im jealous and a bit hurt. I really shouldnt feel that way, but he has been there for me for a few years now. He was the first person i told about my fantasys before i even knew he had a dominant side. He is really special to me. He has helped fix me and keeps me on track. He protects me and knows me better than i know myself theres nothing i can hide even if i try. He knows exactly what i need, and i know i will never find that in anyone else. It hurts because i cant be his. I have wanted to be his from the begining. :(

Beautiful Disaster:

Shes a beautiful disaster
beautiful mess
shes shattered inside
mind and heart
She needs someone
to love her
with out the heartach
without the games
to put her back together
make her beautiful
without the mess
shes a beautiful disaster
beautiful mess