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“The path to paradise begins in hell.”
• voluptuary / vəˈlʌptʃuˌɛri / •
1. {noun} a person whose life is devoted to the pursuit and enjoyment of sensual pleasure.
2. {noun} a woman with a soft, rounded figure.
I have never been someone's master, but I have acted as a dominant for five women. I love commanding women and making them squirm and moan.
I have been with many dominant men, but I have dated or belonged to none of them.
Since 2009, for four or five years, I have been looking for a real sexual dominant who is truly comfortable in all ways sexually, who will allow me to find purpose inside them and treat their orders and word as sacred. I have not been taken seriously by many people, who mistake my sweet demeanor and honest smile for innocence or naivety. I am a lady who is polite and kind hearted, who likes to be tortured and abused for the pleasure of others. I cannot help that my purpose in life was to be of service. I have assisted in many volunteer services and jobs, but what is really fulfilling for me is to grant all of a specific persons desires and wishes. I want to be slave, house maker, servant, lover, whore, sacred object, friend and confidant for a man who will teach me to go beyond my limits of what I perceive to be possible.
As of right now I am 22 years old and live in an apartment without a room mate in Austin Texas. I am looking for a room mate now, and I do not want to move or relocate. It is a beautiful place with an extra room with its own bathroom. I can host my masters commands and stay with him as he pleases so long as I have my home to return to.
I am a barista at Starbucks and a dog groomer at Pets Mart. I am working on getting my vet tech licensee so I can make more money. I practice martial art called Aikido and do Pilates twice a week, my diet consists of mostly greens and meats. I love to make smoothies and have a bit of a sweet tooth, but monitor it with a glass of savory chocolate milk or a soda. I am diagnosed major depressive, and have survived two suicide attempts. I no longer am suicidal, I have recovered from the darkest part of my depression and went from 200mg of antidepressants to 40mg. I am much healthier, but must remember to take my medicine. I am prescribed medical marijuana in states where it is legal, but seeing as it is not legal where I am currently living I smoke in secret. My master must be understanding of this and willing to help me cope. I will not let it interfere with my duties as a slave.
I love to pleasure my master with house work, cleaning his home and preparing him dinner, doing his laundry, dishes, bathing him, organizing his belongings, general cleaning and acts of service. I also love to spoil my master with physical affection, kisses and hugs, back rubs, oral, presents and sex. I will dress up for my master every day in the fashion of his choosing, which I will research and create my own style for. Currently, I love to wear corsets, lace, maids uniforms, shorts, tight v neck shirts, collars, lots of jewelry including my lip ring and nose ring. I am considering getting my nipples pierced but I want to find a master first and do what he likes. I would perform as my master pleases, I have taken 10 years of professional singing lessons and can recite poetry and Shakespeare. I will do as Master commands and pleasure anyone he wants me to sexually, whether or not he watches. I will please other women or men for him to watch in amusement. I have very few boundaries sexually, but Master would be allowed to cross all of them. My hard limits are anal, scat, water sports, or dismemberment. Master could do all of these as he pleases. I will obey Master's laws in and out of the home. His rules on eye contact, what I wear, what I say and anything he desires.
My own desires are to be dominated, used and abused to feel the joy of absolute submission and powerlessness. I long to be aiki with all around me, that is aligned with the energy of the power being forced upon me. I flourish under structure and with a specific mentor I bound very quickly and reach beyond what is asked for. Sexually I love to dominate girls, I would love for my Master to watch. I like to be viewed in vulnerable situations, naked in a room of people or tied down, situations that would humiliate a regular girl excite me and turn me on. I love to suck dick, I can go for hours and love the taste of every man. I am learning how to go deeper and my Master will have to teach me how to deep throat. My cunt and throat are very tight. My current sex toys do not entirely fit. I love threesomes and orgies, gangbangs and exhibitionism. Cages. I love to wear a collar of possession and being led around on a leash, forced to follow my Master. I have many fetishs, I will share them all with the dom's who come to me asking to be my Master. I will not censor myself. I am looking for a Master who is completely compatible and am willing to share very dark and perverted parts of me.
I am pale white, with a clean complexion and adorable beauty marks that scatter my shoulders and one on my cheek. My eyes are large and hazel, with flecks and rings of light green. I keep my nails short, my hands and feet are small. My waist is tiny and its very hard to find clothes because my bust is so large and my stomach and waist are so small. I am a 32DD. I last weighed 140lbs. My goal weight is 120lbs. I would adore the support and guidance of a Master in losing these 20 lbs. I wear thick black rimmed glasses. My fashion is sexy, nerdy, girly, alternative, punk and gothic. I am self conscious of my arms and stomach, they are too flabby in my opinion but I know I am just being a normal self conscious girl. I adore my breasts and hands. I can stare daggers into someone and fuck with my eyes. I have one tattoo with plans to get more, but if my Master is opposed to the idea I will not do it. That is how much I value my Master/Slave relationship. I will not alter my body, buy clothing, have sex, or make any life changes with out consulting my Master first and following his orders. When I do not follow orders I am fully prepared to be punished as Master see's fit. I am prepared to live the slave life 24/7 and have prepared for it for two years. For two years I have been looking seriously, doing interviews and dating services and personal adds but I have been unsuccessful in finding a man who can dominate me. Only men who are kinky.
My ideal master is a man, older than me, not skinny or thin so I feel over powered when he lays on top of me. I do not care about age or appearance much. I do have a sexual desire for middle eastern and indian men, asian and black girls. He is open to me having sex with other people so long as I tell him, and enjoys seeing me with others knowing that I belong to him only. My Master of course could sleep with other people, own other slaves. He has a strict list of duties for me to perform daily. He would provide the equipment he wants to use on me or wants me to use. He shall tag me and collar me. I shall live with him when he pleases and return to my own house to give him the space he deserves if he wishes.
I want very badly to find the other half of me that will bring out and tame the monster in me. I am eager, but not foolish or rushed. I might sleep with you, given you a picture, but it does not mean you own me. I am owned by no one, yet. Because I have no evidence for my performance under servitude, I cannot prove how true and great a slave I am. There is nothing I am more committed to. I will forsake all earthly desires for the Master that owns me. I just need him to find me.
I am located in Austin Texas. I will visit him as he desires, I have two plane tickets with no destinations from a trip that was canceled. My Master can always buy me a plane ticket or I will drive to him.
For serious inquiries, not just hook ups but long term Masters looking for a real life slave, email
monstrosityporn @ gmail.
Write a letter about your desires, your demands of me as a slave, your kinks and fetish, your age, where you are located, and anything else you wish for me to know. I want our relationship to me intimate and real, do not hold anything back. You may tell me whatever fantasies you have or kinks you are afraid to try or tell people. It is my wish to provide that for someone special. If I think we sync, I will reply with several photos of me you have not seen before to confirm it is me. If you desire I will strike a pose or hold a sign. Then please reply with photos of yourself, your face. You may give me whatever pics you wish but I want one of your face.
From there I will give you my phone number and we will prepare a time to meet.
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