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The only temporary seasons I get in life are happy ones, my life sucks and I pray for God to remove me from this earth, I never asked to be born! Either that or for my life to change drastically to where I could have a partner that I could be happy with for the rest of my life, in Jesus name I pray it AMEN |
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The power assertive rapist....... |
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Don't ask me to lie to you, because I'll only tell you the truth, even when the truth is not what you want to hear, which is exactly how I would want to be treated as well. |
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I don't want to be a strong woman, I'm sick and tired of being a strong woman, I ought to be able to feel comfortable being weak and exposing my weaknesses to the one I'm with and trust him, but NO FUCK THAT ITS NEVER HAPPENED ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN MEN HAVE NO COMMON SENSE! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK |
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Ever just want to give up on life? I do, but I can't I've got kids and stuff and how selfish would that be. But I mean to tell you I'm so sick of shit so sick of just everything. Hate being alone, but can't seem to find a man with common sense. That's apparently to much to ask for in this world today. |
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I fear I've come to the point in life where I can have sex with a man and then have absolutely positively no emotion at all what so ever attached to me when I'm finished, so long as I get mine and not even concerned if he got his or not. |
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I must confess, I have many child like tendencies and am immature and rough around the edges. I do suppose in a sense I do seek one to take care of me to a point, but not in the traditional sense as I seek one to push me to my fullest potential and take care of me. Yes, I would like one to invest in me as I in he. I am not at all opposed to working in fact I would like to find one to push me to seek higher standards for myself. But then again, I do fantasize as well about one taking care of me, perhaps waxing me or such.......idk.........
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I seek a just and fair master who sets the standard of excellence. |
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Guess the action don't get started until late at night on this site, to bad I'm normally a daytime person |
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OMG the choices are limited on this site, for anybody anywhere even near by. |
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Why is it at weddings old people always look at me and say, "you're next"? I think next time I go to a funeral I'm going to look at them and tell them the same thing. |
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The things that I think of when I'm in bed alone. Perhaps the lines of fantasy and reality are simply not meant to be crossed; but, fantasies oh how they make me feel........OH how I wish that I had a man to fufill them for me! I don't guess I could off here as my fantasies are spontaneous and completely unexpected I don't think sharing my thoughts is a good idea at all, but, how I wish that I had a man to fufill them for me. I guess I am looking for a gentleman at day with a twisted, dominating, completely in control, I am right, smart, intelligent mentality. Someone who would completely catch me off guard, but I suppose it is impossible to be caught off guard if you are seeking it so I find myself cruely only able to fantasize. |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=kn481KcjvMo
Words of Wisdom from Kenny Rogers (It applies to more then just gambling, I love wise men, can't stand a moron) lmfao: You gotta know when to hold em', know when to fold em', know when to walk away, know when to run, you never count your money while you're sittin' at the table, there'll be time enough for countin' when the dealin's done.
I'm not seriously looking on here as well let's face it my local scene is extremely limited and I'm not relocatable and I would NEVER ask someone to relocate for me. |
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OMG I just took me a nice HOT bath, the most pleasure I've had in months, God help me! |
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I discovered something about myself today, I may have an issue with forgiveness, giving forgiveness, maybe but idk the hate with in just won't let me do it, but they say that recognizing you have a problem is the first step to correcting it, lol. I don't think I'll be correcting it any time soon. Perhaps I can forgive, but just never trust again. Well, maybe there is a bit of hatered there, what to do what to do. |
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Is it okay to hope? I hope so. |
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The USA is and over controlled, over institutionalized country. |
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To me a dom/sub relationship should flow naturally. I am not into hard core doms, I am not a masochist, I only like men who are confident with in themselves and can naturally put me in my place. Do I like spankings and such? Of course but, am not into hard core psychoticness, there is a difference in my mind in one who is truly dominate and one on a power trip to compensate for other lackings. |
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Well I started off the evening feeling sad and sorry for myself, but I met a nice dom on here over the telephone and my daughter is having an awesome sleepover with her friends so I guess it just goes to show not every night can be all about me. |
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Pick me up, fix me up, and make me feel good. Be cocky because you have every right to be not because you are idk compensating for lack of confidence or something of that nature. Spoil me, punish me, make me your very own. Accept myself and my children so I don't have to be all alone. Rape me hard make me beg. oh wait I'm going on to far, have a good day. |
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Lifestyles of the Old and Crusty! LMFAO! No, I guess I don't have no room to talk but I think I look alright for having birthed 3 children, body wise anyhow. But some of you on here are sorry to say just EWE! But then there are those of you who are 50 and still looking good, guess it is a difference as to how you took care of yourself when you were younger. |
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It is not good for man to be by himself neither is it for woman but I will stay alone unless I find one of whom I am really, really, really into fuck these stupid games some of these men on here are into herums and such keep your herums and the stupid women of whom would willingly join. |
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I wish I were relocatable, I bet I would already have a master, a good master and be in a loving happy relationship, oh well some day maybe. BABY STEPS BABY STEPS THATS ALL I CAN SAY.
Master must have a thick juicy steak cock, like his steak done mid rare, be a true leader, perhaps a hunter or a martial artist or just a natural dominate! and be way smarter than the average bear!
Age is of no consequence to me, but make no mistake about it looks do matter I'm shallow like that I want one who takes care of himself cause if he can't take care of himself there is no possible way he can take care of me! Yeah that's the exchange part in my mind concerning the whole bdsm relationship, call it what you want, but I call it nature. If I'm going to give complete control of me to someone else, he better be worth giving that control to! |
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It is my belief that a true master would build up mentally and not break down! A true master would punish as needed and break down through physical means in the bedroom, correct but in a loving manner. When I say in a loving manner, that does not mean he would not inflict pain as pain is the key ingrediant to make one feel their weakness. To me that is what it's all about not completely degrading, but, just building up and pointing out flaws but not crushing one's spirit and I really don't want anybody who would want to crush my spirit, just want ONE to claim me as his own. PROPERTY lol. But still understand that I have kids and work and a very vanilla side to my life as well.
Really would not want one who does not have work and a vanilla side to his life as well. As well do I prefer to get to know one on a very vanilla level prior to ever even disgussing bdsm side. I mean obviously we all have or rather enjoy bdsm tendencies or else we would not be on here. Why should there be a need for specifics or why should one follow the rules that the bdsm community puts on either? I mean if I we were not individuals capable of individual thoughts, original thoughts and ideals we would not have found or be on this site to begin with. Digussing limits and such before hand just seems so unoriginal to me! So unspontaneous! So unnatural! You cannot let things flow naturally if you plan out every exact detail of what you are going to do before you ever do it. TO me when we are talking, sex should not even be on the table. Just because I want to get to know you does not mean you should plan on automatically assuming upon first meeting me that sex is on the table because I have to tell you it's not! If I'm trying to get to know you, that is exactly what I'm doing I'm feeling you out as I might like for you to feel me out too, but don't bring sex out there like that. |
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If you must bring your 90 year old drewling relatives to the resteraunt with a buffet at least have the courtesy to get their food for them! I went to Golden Coral today, paid my $10.85 for the seafood buffet and for my kids buffets, we all loaded down and ate. Then, As we were getting ready to go up to get our deserts, I noticed it, this nasty assed probaby 90 year old man, drewling over the buffet~ EWE And I'm not talking about just a little bit of drewl either, I'm talking this guy it almost looked like he was doing it on purpose with a good foot and a half of thick nasty assed drewl hanging over the buffet!
Well I grabbed the kids and said come on let's go through a couple of dollars on the table for my tip and booked! Lost my breakfast, my lunch and my supper on my way out the door and as I drove down the road leaving the place! ALL I CAN SAY IS EWE!
Got home, washed the puke off the side of my van from where I had been throwing up driving down the road after seeing such a site and called the manager of the establishment with my complaint, only to be told it's a human rights issue and that they can't really say to much about such a thing.
Thinking I may just call the board of health and ask them what can be said to a nasty person drewling on others food! DISGUSTING! |
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The downfall to being a decent looking single 33 year old woman is, overly jealous wives! Seriously! RIDICULOUS! Honey if you are that insecure about me having a conversation with your husband, maybe you should do something to make yourself look better! |
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Psalm 23:
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside still waters.
He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his names sake.
Yeah though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: For thou art with me, they rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou annointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
Amen--So be it. |
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