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Dominant Couple, 52
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Female Dominant, 52, Monroeville, Pennsylvania
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About BeastX
I've always known exactly what it is I've longed to find. It has been difficult to sum all of these traits up.
I had a dream about 20 years ago of a women that'd admire and worship me for everything that I am.
Where I am persistant and arrogant, she'd know to be patient and understanding.
Where I am wise and well thought, she'd know to trust me and follow.
Where I am eccentric and artistic, she'd know to enjoy that which my mind has created.
She would understand that for me it is necessary to be strict and forceful. She would get that I find pain to be a tool that forges purity and experience opening a deeper understanding of the very threading of my being. I am not a soft man but can be very caring and compassionate at the same time.
In my mind, I live in a world where everyone begs to serve me. A place were pain and pleasure are the same. Where everything is perfectly in order yet ruled by Chaos. The things that make ordinary people cringe and quiver, The ones that seem dark, disturbing, blasphemous, and deviant are beautiful and romantic. A world lit by candle, the wax staining the floors of my mind.
I don't want to come out into the real world. However I do, I realize life takes dedication and work.
There is so much more you can learn about me simply by talking to me. There are depths within me that aren't easy to paint with words.
"I don't know what you're looking for. I don't know why you keep on crawling back for more. Erase and rewind. Your life is gone. I can read you like an open book. I'll steal your life like the lives you took. I'll set you free from what you've become." - Hypocrisy
My mind is always in the darkest places and that manifests through my artwork. I don't seek a woman that is weak. Rather I want a strong woman who has made her choice to give me the gift of her complete submission. There are so many things in this life I've not experienced. I'm looking for someone to follow me even into the deepest darkest caverns of the abyss.
To try to layout a definitive description in this little "section" would be foolish and narrow.
If you care to know more of me, You will ask. I am not going to chase anyone. I'll sit like a spider in it's web and patiently wait.
I know she is out there somewhere.
Here are some quotes from my favorite fictional character which accurately reflect my persona.
"You think your nighttime world is closed to me? Your mind is so naked. A book that yearns to be read. A door that begs to be opened. " "Unbearable, isn't it? The suffering of strangers, the agony of friends. There is a secret song at the center of the world, and its sound is like razors through flesh." "Save your tears. I'll reap your sorrow slowly. I have centuries to discover the things that make you whimper." "such fertile ground for the seeds of torment. You're so ripe, and it's harvest time. " - Pinhead
You can find out alot of about simply by visiting my website
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Maybe this site does have some redeeming qualities....
Wishful thinking??? We shall see.
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Although I express interest in finding love in the "about me" section of my profile, I am not beyond having a more casual relation.
Perhaps this is one draw that keeps would be interests from contacting me. A relationship of any sort requires building... I am a Master Mason in that sense.
Further though I can appreciate a high level of intelligence, You do not need to be a literal genius. I am perfectly capable of down to earth conversation.
Thanks for reading!
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I love the fact that people on here aren't even kind enough to send a reply with even a fuck you. People here are just rude. It is no wonder I'm contemplating leaving this site for good...
Sheesh... Rude Asses!?
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Perhaps my previous entry was harsh. You see so often there are so many things that never see its potential. I've waited my whole life thus far for that magic that few seem to aspire to. I wish to find a synchronicity within a women that mirrors my own ambitions and dreams.? Realizing I'm so far over from what is considered to be normal, is it possible that I'm perhaps to eccentric for even this crowd?
SubbieTonya has been so kind as to remind me that it is a simple game of waiting.
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Amazing this place seems packed full of potentials but the longer I stay the more I realize there isn't anyone to meet my requirements.
So I'm putting on hold any hopes of finding the "one" ... I'll just be like every other Sadist on here and just look for worthless holes to abuse... Why not? |
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As I walk along this quiet empty path. I dream. I dream of taunting flesh and mind. I dream of sharing something so deep it cannot be described. I dream sharing each tingle and twitch. Every pain taking us deeper into the abyss of unknown. I dream of comforting during the darkest hour. Pushing until it just cannot contain.
I DREAM
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I'm not sure why I came back here. I left last time because the reality of really meeting someone here is no exsistent and the finding one that can handle the things that truly come to life from the darkest corners of my mind.. well that seems impossible. I suppose it is really a matter of sick amusement for me.. Why else would I come back to this site? Ehh... I'm talking to the fucking walls anyway! |
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