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I don't think I'll ever understand how someone could be a slave, even a sub, if they are so picky about who their Master is. What real slave would want that much control? How can such dominance in a sub be attractive to a Master? But, I suppose there's a lid for every pot, but I can't see it. Shit, after 3 beers, I'd probably nail my scrotum to a table if commanded to do so… and I hate pain. Seriously, I seek control and limit testing, I'm definitely not a pain pig, but I must go where the Master decides to take my body and mind, for whatever his reasons.

Ok, I do have one newly discovered limit of mine; I'm not into married Masters. I was recently being used in a Master's garage when the wife (not knowing he had a gay side) came home unexpectedly. He suddenly acted like a coward, untied me and shoved me out the window, fully naked, with my clothes in my hand. I don't mind serving, but I don't need a fake Master's baggage to fuck up an evening of training.

For this reason, I am also a bit leery of bi Master's too. …or prove me wrong.

Just a quick note mentioning I had re-read my profile and made a few minor changes, otherwise, it remains very valid as it is.

I have had several very generous offers recently which I had turned down, but I am wondering if I should extend considerably further beyond my comfort/fetish zone. I can't help but feel it is my fault for not having enough trust in someone. Maybe I need much less talk, and to simply be taken by a Master. Less chat from the Master, more silence from me. Someone to force the trust as he would force new CBT pain limits.

If I am attracted to his profile, and he has read mine, perhaps my next step should simply be asking when, where and how I should be (shaved, etc.) to please him. I tend to lose respect for a Master that talks to me too much; I'm not worthy of such intellectual attention and it gives me too much control, too many lame reasons to back out.

Yoda: "Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try."

Although I am very submissive (more on that later), I am finding the sessions/weekends with Masters under 35 to be either extremely vanilla and I wind up teaching them -or- they are often dangerously ignorant of basic safe practices; sometimes both. It is for these reasons I find Masters near my age or older (pref over 45) much more exciting. With them, I know they will take me safely beyond my limits, exploring all new sensations and extremes. For example, I'm not a pain pig, in fact, I seriously try to avoid it and it is the most anticlimatic thing I know of, but when a skillful Master uses it as one of the tools to force my obedience and alter my mind into a true slave, non-human property, no games - then my trust and respect for him skyrockets.

There have been times when a "Master" (usually sadist Dom) convinces me to be his slave, when their true intentions are merely a S&m session. It is usually the younger Doms that think that all slaves are pain subs. Being as it is my innate nature, it takes very little for someone to convince me to drive 3 or more hours each way to serve them, regardless what they look like. But I think a true submissive, slave or not, can tolerate anything once bound and gagged, especially if there is a known time limit. But, I have no respect for such deceptive Doms, although I will still take his punishments (once stripped and bound, where can I go?) and easily brought to the point of seriously screaming and writhing, and hating myself for being so gullible. I do as I am told, but I suppose what I hate the most is that I know I am much more if he knew how to train a slave, rather than having just another superficial S&m session.

I can fully understand the intense high an S&m Dom can receive by coercing someone to be bound and then elicit real reactions and emotions, rather than having a pain-lovin' masochist play a role. There is a huge gray area in the middle where slave owners will use extreme S&m on a slave to advance a slave quicker or to a new mental level that could not be reached any other way, but I would suppose the difference is on the final product; a sub for reliable entertainment or a slave as loyal property.

Perhaps I should be much more selective in seeking a Master, but I am not comfortable questioning someone so much. It gets to the point where I am in too much control. That is why I see these "slave" profiles that are so specific, and i know it is an obvious form of passive-agressiveness; the need for control under the guise of submissiveness. I can understand why many Masters will drop someone if there are more than 3 emails back and forth; it makes sense. I find it quite pathetic that a slave should have the attitude "Do me the way I like it and be quick about it!" For me, the need to trust and serve, regardless of my own superficial interests, far outweighs my need for control.

Sirs,

Nude at your door in northern Illinois- no excuses - a wee bit ferschnickered.

Granted, I'm not the cutest, but can you be so incredibly picky and to not to want to bind me immobile and have your way with the cock and calls (virgin to electro, and most anything extreme)

I believe there are Masters, willing to teach and test extreme limits,  and just horny doms into twinks.

Ready, Sir. 100% serious, Sir. Unlike the twinks here just wanting to chat you up to masturbate.

100% serious.

Slave G

Sirs,

Do you need something today/tonight to strap down and gag, shave, test its CBT limits, fuck its face and ass to degrade and humiliate it, forcing your dominance, and mentally take it to the edge and beyond, use it and fuck it over to the extreme?  

Newb, tight, very submissive, ready.

If I am on here now, then I'm yours to be taken and used for the evening. No games! This is real!

Sub in NW burbs. Willing to travel several hours for an experienced dom.