3/22/2011 12:25:44 PM: Please, Sir... I am begging for an orgasm. I am so needy and desperate. I can feel my clit throbbing and aching. Every part of me belongs to you and you decide when and how much pleasure I am to receive if any at all. I know I am probably not very deserving but I am begging for you to please have some mercy and let me cum. I can't stand it anymore. I feel like I am going to dehisce from all this pent up pressure inside of me. I am begging as a humble slavegirl to please have an orgasm. I would offer you anything you like but anything that is mine is already yours, so all I can do is beg and hope you find it pleasing enough to allow me an orgasm. 

3/16/2011 3:30:51 PM: Little slut seemed like she needed a little taste of humiliation.  Be sure to check out the new photo and let her know exactly what you think.

3/16/2011 7:34:00 AM: This morning I was able to admit that my desire to feel Sir's control over me is greater than my own desire to cum.    I suppose for those who don't know me, it may seem rather obvious but for an orgasm addict like myself, it was a bit more difficult to come to terms with.   I crave the way I feel when I am under control. I crave that feeling of powerlessness, to know that I am controlled, dominated, owned. The problem is that when I feel that way I also get extremely aroused and want to cum. As soon as I cum that feeling is temporarily lost.   This morning I was brought to the edge, until I couldn't stand it any longer and then I was asked what I needed. Well thats easy; I need to cum! Nope, wrong answer! But.... I really do need to cum! I am on the fucking edge! I REALLY need to cum! But what do I need more than cumming? What is more important that my orgasm at the moment? What can I not live without? Sirs control over me. That aching, longing and needing. That all-consuming feeling that would be lost if I had an orgasm. Yes, the feeling would only be lost for the briefest of moments but even that is too long for me. I need continuity. I can't afford to lose that feeling for anything in the world.    So when forced to decide between what I needed most, I ultimately ended up begging for my own denial. I begged to be an eager, wet, horny, needy and denied slut who lives to be in service for Sir. I begged to forgo the exploding pleasure of an orgasm for that dull, constant aching feeling of being owned and controlled.    I did get pleasure out of begging to be denied. Even though I didn't get to cum, I felt closer to Sir and I knew that my denial pleased him and pleasing him means more to me than anything else.

3/13/2011 11:00:27 PM: I begged for an orgasm within my first 24 hours. Of course I was denied. This denial has been incredibly difficult for me. As someone who is used to orgasms 2 or 3 times a day every day, it is definitely an adjustment for me. Every time I feel this ache I am reminded of my poor behavior. Of course that didn't stop me from begging like a slut. I can't help my needs! I am counting the seconds until Sir allows me to cum again but I am also glad that I was denied and that he isnt relenting. I seriously need to feel his control and understand that what I did was wrong and I cannot just smile or cry and get my way like I am used to. I am learning to adapt and be more pleasing. 

3/11/2011 3:23:02 PM: My punishment for the behavior depicted in the journal entry below is   1. To create this profile to learn a lesson in humility 2. Losing control of my orgasms for an entire week - I must ask for permission each time. 3. No orgasms until at least Monday morning