4/16/2017 5:50:45 PM: I want to thank all of the kind and caring people here today that took the time to talk over some of my issues.  I've decided to go back on a reduced dosage of hormones and to continue seeing my endocrinologist.I think that's the first step toward achieving some sort of balance.Thank you again to everyone who helped me today.Kayla

4/13/2017 11:00:45 AM: I stopped.  I stopped taking hormones.  I tried to put this behind me and go back to trying to be a man.  But it always cums back - this feeling that i need to serve a Real Man as a subservient sissy.  Despite the rough exterior i try to present, i'm a prissy sissy on the inside -and that's never going away.I don't know how to live like this anymore.  Every time these feelings come back, they're more and more extreme.  A full time Man in my life - taking care of me, controlling me, making me his pansy - my mind aches with how much i want that.I'm just a faggot.  Forever a faggot.

2/13/2017 6:21:55 PM: So, I'm back on a full dose of female hormones now, and I love the way I'm feeling.  Despite my age, my breasts are beginning to develop, and every day it's harder and harder to hide my feminine side.  Still looking for a man who wants to me to be his girl in public as well as in private - someday my prince will come.  ;)

6/28/2016 12:24:45 PM: That time you sucked off a guy at a gloryhole and only afterward when he said he wanted to see you again and wanted you to be his submissive girl did you realize that he's your good friend's Dad.  Yeah - that happened to me today.

6/23/2016 12:10:44 PM: Sometimes, this sissy has the best luck - went to my Adult Book Store during lunch and immediately got to suck off three well endowed guys, one right after the other.  My jaw is sore, my knees are weak, i'm a sweaty, quivering mess and i love it.  Serving Real Men is what I'm here for.  Every day i understand and accept that a little bit more.