1/7/2023 9:13:57 PM: stranger things I am absolutely, undeniably attracted to the most random male attributes!. My body betrays any hint of ladylike grace and elegance when these are near:  some seem reasonable; denote strength, virility, ability to provide & protect, etc. -Infuriatingly, my train of thought derails immediately when a Tall Gentleman with a Commanding presence… presents. -Still waters run deep.  a thoughtful Man that makes the most of His words.. Oh good gracious, words escape me! -Large hands make my mouth water. Really. It’s a bit embarrassing actually. And for heavens sake, do Not point at me! My jaw drops. -Just don’t even get me started on a deep voicebc…. Well…. I’m a complete loss! Like a deer in headlights. And be still my heart if there’s the slightest hint of an accent?!😳. I just… oh dear These are characteristics of many a successful, beloved Leader! Totally ‘understandable’ right? But there are subtle nuances that make me especially attentive and forget what I was saying! -Like laugh lines. When a Huge Man is most comfortable with a Genuine Smile and wit, isn’t afraid to laugh loudly! I get this dorky smirk and stare unabashedly. -If He actually ‘gets’ my random 90s geekdom movie quotes or music lyrics.  I’m a goner. Princess Bride, Anamaniacs, Star Trek/Wars…. -when He Leads, Protaspects, Nurtures by nature a friend, employee, child, pet, good grief!  I just want to cuddle in like a tiny, lost bunny and nuzzle! -His preference is to connect and hold eye contact, with engaging conversation…. i can’t even. Just here, Take my Soul! -cargo pants. What’s with this one? As if he is ‘prepared’ at all times with some random macguyvery multi-tool to save the day?!  Swoon. (Utterly Humiliating!) -random facts and extrapolation that we can mull and discuss, I love to learn from Him!. I don’t know how I made it through academia without becoming a literal teacher’s pet?! -mechanically inclined- if He can fix things instead of treating every dang thing in life as disposable….Maybe there’s hope??? Stranger things have happened! (copied from my journal!)

12/24/2022 7:17:38 AM: While a Forever dynamic would be a dream, reality imposes chaos through responsibilities and obligations...  adulting is so overrated!  Sigh...   It seems that an ongoing, monogamous fwb-mentor may be just right.  A way to break out of everyday authority and relish in a degree of submission for a few hours or a weekend, with One who enjoys guiding, protecting, nurturing and maybe a little rough stuff tossed around  lol Priority- learn more, train, practice, grow and of course praise, reward, make You proud! cuddles, pillow talk, along with some romance, dates, outings, staying in, movies, binge watching etc. give or take...     BEST WISHES TO ALL AND MAY YOUR DREAMS FOR THE NEW YEAR COME TRUE!!!!!

12/12/2022 4:36:02 PM: Welcome to my shiny, new page!  A name-change was in order and it's lovely to be back!   Please be patient as new profiles are inundated with pages of messages.   Every effort is made to send a personal reply or at least a 'no thank you' to those who have a pic and obviously taken the time to read my twinkling, brand, spankin new profile.   May your holidays sparkle!