It took me a long time to determine that things haven't changed, they're just different.  The losses we incurr are part of life but life goes on regardless.    It seems as though, even with the prolonged vacation from the lifestyle, it's time to get back into things once again.  There's been some repair work from illness and the baggage is hopefully packed up and put away.  It's time to start all over again.  Things won't be the way they were, there's going to be different and hopefully an enjoyable journey

Play parties bore me as I am a one on one person.  I'm still working out things but am open to good conversation or kinky conversation. (grin).  Tell me what you're looking for and maybe .....

I like a little dinge.  Not looking for perfect, just looking beyond the stereotype of what some think the lifestyle is all about.  I told somebody recently that I'm 'old school' and got silence.  There is much more than just one specific thing like sex, bondage, etc.  It's the dance that makes the lifestyle something special.  If you know what I'm talking about, then let's talk.  What do you have to lose?

Damn collarspace took down all my art and pics.  Oh well, if you want to know what I look like, just ask.  Begging gets faster results though (lol)

I guess now is the time to keep moving forward.  It's been awhile being alone and sometimes I like it but other times I want to hear the muffled screams and the music of a chained submissive next to me.  I love watching the shiver as my finger follows her spine knowing she's there for the taking.  Sometimes, it's not the end, it's the long journey of 'uncomfortable.'