On the drive to your friends house, you mention a threesome with her. I say "That is not what I want tonight. I want a night like the last one we had together." You know what I am referring to. "If it turns out the the timing and the situation is right that I wouldn't say no." I believe that we have an understanding
We get there and all decide to go buy something for dinner. As all three of us are shopping you ask what I would like. Not craving anything in particular I reply "I am not picky I am along for the ride. Anything is fine by me. If I am in the mood for something I will tell you" I think back to me telling you exactly what I wanted for the evening on the way out.
We get back and as dinner is on the stove you whisper in my ear, as you gently caress your fingers across my body "I missed feeling your skin" "I missed the way you smell and the feel of your touch" a soft moan escapes my lips and I snuggle closer into your body.
After dinner, the two of you wanna go out so we go. Upon arriving at our destination a hot crazy drunk girl is trying to know "How far away we live" so she can find out if you, me, her, and her man can "have a real good time".
Not familiar with my surroundings I keep to my own. The girls try to get me to join in on their randomization. I don't. I know from my experiences that if I gave them any inkling that I was dtf that I would not be able to achieve my goal. Your friend leans over and asks when I am going to fuck her. Slightly taken back I say politely that perhaps next time, no promises. She wants to know why not tonight. I tell her a small lie trying not to offend or ruin our future opportunity. (plus the other girl is more my type). She pulls me in planting her lips on mine, our tongues meet.
I leave her to walk over to where you are standing. "See I told you that you are beautiful" You lean in close to say "She is so into you why don't you go for it?" "Because that is not what I am in the mood for" I remind you and then ask "Did you see what just happened?"
Once back at your friends we sit on the couch. As you once again begin caressing my skin she comes over and sits to my right. I notice that you are running your fingers along her as well. This is where it all changes.
I love these games when I'm not already on a quest of another satisfaction. I shy away from your touch. Thinking to myself "I'm not going to stop you if you want her so bad but I am not getting in the middle because I only want you." She takes it as if I don't want her at all. She crawls onto your lap. You try to stoke my hair as she tries to reach down my shirt. I slap both of you away.(Well now I don't want you, you presumptuous bitch. If I tell you not tonight it means NOT FUCKING TONIGHT!).
You want to speak to me alone. We go in the other room. Not wanting to ruin your fun yet not willing to partake, I tell you yet again that is not what I want. You ask me what I want (seriously, I have to tell you again?) You ask if I wanna go home and I say "It's crossing my mind" You are upset and drive my home. A 20 minute ride with no more whispers calling to me. No more feeling your touch.
FUCK YOU! I have always done everything you wanted because you make me weak. I can't help but melt when I am near you and mold into anything that you want me to be. Darlin, I am a switch. I am not going to bend every time. Even river cut new paths. I don't ask for anything and the one time I do you get mad. Deal with it. If I can't receive what I am longing and yearning for then I will see to it that you do not get what you desire as well.
