For those who knew baybe she died June 14, 2014 of multi organ system failure.
I really miss her :(
Her Master
7/9/2012 12:43:26 PM
sorry for not responding to those of you who wrote to me.
it is hard to type as i have a broken shoulder from falling.
liz
5/13/2012 4:59:37 PM
I got this email from a so called Dom on collar me.
"You might try getting rid of some weight that may help your relationships"
1/11/2012 7:46:25 AM
I just do not understand how a girl would want to be referred to as a pig or some kind of or animal. But to each his own. It just sounds so demeaning and heartless. A submissive deserves to feel loved and appreciate just as much as her Dom. How can a person submitt to someone who shows them no love or respect?
12/20/2011 11:23:45 AM
I had my open heart surgery done. What an experience I never want to repeat again. Almost a month later I still feel weak but yet wanting to do more but can't. The thing that depresses me most I think is the long 8 inch scar down between my boobs. But then when I get too depressed I thank God I am alive and my heart goes out to those who have loved ones dying.
11/12/2011 12:05:21 AM
No turkey for me pout. They have scheduled my surgery for the 21 of November and I won't be out of the hospital until the 25th or 26th.
11/1/2011 7:23:58 PM
Please do not send me pictures of your cock. Your cock will tell me nothing about you. But you eyes will tell me everything.
10/28/2011 2:53:17 PM
I found out yesterday that I have to have open heart surgery and have a triple bi-pass. I am pretty scared. Let me tell you this has been one fucked up year
9/27/2011 5:14:12 PM
Working hard on my college classes. I hate math, especially statistics. I love my social psychology class.
Why do you think it is that some nineteen year old girl beautiful, fit. would want someone to treat her like shit? She wants to be a slave, worthless piece of property. and by the way she has no experience. How the hell does a 19 year old girl know what it takes to be a real slave if she has never been one? She must be reading too many Beauty books by Anne Rice. Hell I am 58 years young and I know it takes a lot to be a slave I know I am too strong willed to be a slave. I like making my own choices. I am a sub, nothing more nothing less. Most Dom's would find me boring cause I rarely deserve punishment.
9/18/2011 6:55:18 PM
Why is it that some Dominates thinK that with just a hello that a girl is going to submit? When I was a bit younger I was known to be one of those girls that would hike up her skirt and fall madly in love and run off to another country. Now that I am older I do not have time for bullshit nor the promise of unending love. Life just isn't like what you dream nor is it like a fairytale with a happy ending. Once the excitement wares off where are you left? Alone.
8/11/2011 8:20:46 PM
Girls and legit Doms/Masters,
Don'tcha just love it when after someone has seen your pic or your profile how they write their first message to you and say,"I want to own you or want you to own me>" Then you find out they live in another country or planet and want you to move there at your expense?.
7/18/2011 8:30:09 PM
The other day I had to go to an medical supply place and pick up a wrist split. When the girl at the counter asked me what I needed. I said ,"I came to pick up my wrist restraint. " she looked at me confused and when I realized what I said I corrected myself but my face was probably red from embarrassment
6/15/2011 7:34:15 PM
Is it wise for a girl to continue to ask herself who is she? Is it the job of a Master or a Dom to define who she is? when is a submissive a slave? Is this life real or is just a kinky sex game we play with at the expense of our minds and others who we engage into our world?
4/27/2011 12:26:38 AM
Well I am back in college and working on my Masters Degree in Psychology. Eventually i want to get my PHD. I have learned that I can not just sit around. That to be happy I need to be productive and work towards a goal. I plan to own my own agency in a couple of years. I also want people to know that I am more than a mindless submissive depending on a Master to make her whole.
i guess i am destined to always just being a submissive. I want and need to be respected and cared for. i want romance and spontaneity but I also want my life to be stable and consistent. I do not want any deep dark surprises . I have had enough of those.
4/21/2011 1:38:38 AM
Have you ever thought that you knew someone very very well. Especially after being with them for years. Then come to find out that you really did not know them at all? And it left you unable to trust or possible never to love someone again.
10/25/2010 11:08:29 AM
If you do not know what a Master/Daddy is then do not waste our time. If you do not know the difference between erotic, discipline , or punishment spankings then also do not waste our time. If you let me have control then chances are you are not the Daddy
10/24/2010 3:20:57 PM
Becareful not to trust too quickley. Do not believe everything you hear or want to hear. Gaurd your heart and your submission cause once you give it to someone you won't get it back in the same condition you gave it in.
10/21/2010 3:27:25 AM
Of late it seems that i have been getting picture of cocks. Believe me guys when I tell you that it does not turn a girl on in the slightest in fact it is down right disgusting. Shoe no respect not only for me for you as well. Why do you want to define who you are by the fact you have a penis?
10/18/2010 7:45:06 AM
I have a question first for my sub/slave sisters. Why would you want to be dehumanized, treated like a worthless piece of meat, property of no value, and not loved or cherished and want to live that way 24/7. And those Doms/Masters, Why would you want someone with no respect for themselves
10/17/2010 7:45:27 AM
Please do not message me if you are a male submissive or switch, You are wasting your time. I do hope you find what you seek but it just is not who I am
10/12/2010 5:26:43 PM
I read from most of the people here that this site is crap and that there are just fakes here. What does that make you. if you lie about who you are or what you are then do not expect people to be honest and open with you. How can you be trusted if all's you seems to want is kinky cyber sex , nude pictures, insist on Web cam but yet will not show your face? If i am being rude or you feel I am out of line or disrespectful than so be it. Do not play Master if you are deep down a sub. It is not fair to the sub/slave
10/6/2010 5:34:58 PM
I hope each and everyone of you finds Yyour Oone but please do so safely, sanely and always consentualey. Before you submit or give Yyour heart makes sure Yyour limits match and that Yyou both have the sake needs and wants.
10/1/2010 11:24:00 PM
I feel that serving my Master and giving Him pleasure always comes before my own. His limits become my limits. I do not feel I am less of a slave just because I seek a caring and loving Master who also thinks of my wants, needs and desires. I do not feel He is weak or less than a Master if he is loving and kind or if He is a Master/Daddy
9/30/2010 5:40:08 PM
I am human i will make mistakes sometimes I am too playful or say things
i do not mean. But I am a slave and I know that discipline and training are required to guide and teach me so i will grow
9/30/2010 12:08:13 PM
I have been asked what can i offer a Master. My answer is this respect, honesty, loyalty, obedience, love and pleasure. Will i always obey without hesitation? My lil girl side can not promise that. But my slave lady part will tell you to the best of my ability
9/29/2010 8:48:30 AM
I feel that being a submissive or Dominant is something that you wake up one morning and tell yourself gee i wanna be this way. Wwe know at an early age Wwe are somehow different from the other kids Wwe know. It is something Wwe can not change it is who Wwe are. It is almost like having a chronic disease if it goes untreated it has negative consequences such as, ruined relationships, emotional problems, sometimes even health problems. Embrace Who Yyou are and read and learn and observe
9/28/2010 5:33:54 PM
I would prefer a Master to be not much older than I or
only a few years younger. No shorter than 5ft8. It is the feeling of
being lil that i want and i like looking up. I do not mind a man having
meat on his bones but 3ft8 and 350lbs is not ideal. And i seek a Master
who is full of the joys of life and likely to remain so for years to
come.
9/26/2010 8:10:52 PM
So many aspiring Doms are in truth very frustrated and angry at their
inadequacies. A common outlet for these emotions is to berate and abuse
even the most genuine of would be slaves. Clearly they do this without
any hope whatsoever of taking ownership of the slave, but it is
therapeutic for them to write as they do. And so, if in even a small
way, I am helping you even in a small way to receive in my inbox the
manifestations of your inadequacy please go ahead.
But I offer
much more than an outlet for rage. I am a worthy slave, unowned and
available. So I also encourage the worthy prospective slave owners to
contact me.
9/3/2010 7:32:31 AM
I found this on taken in hand
He is also re-affirming his love for the woman
and his trust in her. In asserting his authority and requiring his woman
to submit to a serious spanking, he is trusting that she will submit
rather than call the police or tell him where to stick it. This is a
powerful symbol of his commitment to the relationship, and in a way, the
more serious and real the discipline he is imposing, the more he is
reaching out to his woman.
9/3/2010 6:59:49 AM
Why is it the some of the uhmmmmm Doms on here feel that all subs will just automatically submit to them. That their Dominance is in how dirty and demanding they can get away with talking to a girl. That He does not have to respect her or her feelings. Just because i am a slave does not mean i deserve to be treated like dirt. And any slave who thinks she deserves to be treated like dirt then she has some real bad self esteem issues that need to be dealt with before she ever finds a Master
9/2/2010 6:16:11 AM
What does it mean to be totally owned? I do not know and sometimes i feel i will never know. i have made so many mistakes with relationship choices. i have trusted and have given my heart way to easily. To only have that trust betrayed over and over again. i am no longer a young agile young girl. Is there still hope for me? Will i ever have what i need and want? i want and need to feel that i am enough for my One. That though i make mistakes i am still loved and chairished . Yes i want to be Daddy's lil princess. Sir's lady he is proud to have on is arm. And Master's slut in every way. i do not seek humiliation or severe pain. i have had all of that in my life and no longer require it. i need a Master who will reward me when i am a good girl and who will spank my bottom when i get out of line. i am not looking for abuse. i am seeking a man with a loving, caring heart. i do not mean to give the impression that i want or need a weak man. i need him to know what my want and needs are and in return he will have my heart, body, mind, and soul.
8/17/2010 3:37:19 PM
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its
absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to
sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason
someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You
mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves
you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from
it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.
Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude
remarks. So if you are a loving person, send this to everyone on your
list including the person who sent it too you Thank You for being my
friend!... :)baybe1
8/11/2010 5:01:24 PM
Feelings
How can I put into word the feeling I have so deep inside?
Tell me how to write it.
Make you believe
Make you see
How can I tell you what my heart want to say?
How can I chase away your doubt?
Can you not feel my joy?
Have you not felt my pain?
Your voice echoes in my memory
It calms my soul
It feels me with comfort
Can you really say you don’t know?
My heart cries out to you
From so far away
I long to be with you
In your arms I want to stay
My body aches for your touch
It responds to your presence
I love you
With all of my essence
In my mind you’re always with me
I feel you hear my prayers
To me you are magnificent
And you’re always there
So see you are a part of me
You’re the very breath I take
How can I not want this life?
If I didn’t it would be my worst mistake
So please do not doubt these words I say
Listen with your heart
You are my Master
Your slave cause you have my mind, body, soul and heart
8/10/2010 12:49:40 PM
My Journey
I walked along the narrow path
Looking for my soul
I knew it would be a long journey
But I knew I had to go
I had no one to lead me
No one to take my hand
I thought I knew my way
No one to understand
As I walked the stones began to hurt my feet
A man walked up beside me
Looked at me with a grin
He said it is time for you to walk behind me
Come and let me lead you
For I know the way
I am here to guide you
To show you the way
I just walked past by him
Not giving him nod
The fear welled up inside me
As he looked at me with that grin
He ran up beside me
And he then gently grabbed my arm
I am here to walk with you
I mean you no harm
I looked into his eyes
Feeling safe and warm
I put my hand in his
I knew he would be my shelter from the storm
I am your Master lil one
In me you must obey
I will keep you safe
All along our way
We will find your soul
Your heart along the way
Your body will follow
You just have to obey
I own you with every breath you take
Everything you have belongs to me
Because with my love
You won’t want to be free
He pulled me down beside him
His kiss was so soft
I knew I wanted trust him
Or I would be lost
Obeying him was easy
As he walked up a head
Leading me down the path
My soul to be found ahead
8/10/2010 1:03:54 AM
i need to stop being so overly emotional and just take things less seriously or maybe i need a good hard spanking. Ya think geeeeshhhhhhhhh
8/9/2010 10:59:16 AM
I am to the point of just forgetting about a real life Master. So sick of getting my feelings hurt. This emotional pain it just not worth it
8/6/2010 9:40:11 PM
I guess i will never understand why a Daddy/Master would want to share his lil girl with other Masters. Why would he want her to feel like is is nothing more than a piece of meat. Seems it would damage her emotionalley . Just my thought. Smiles
