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| WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy
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Years go by, sites like this one continue to epic fail. Of course I get all the spam invites to other epic fail sites, at least I found Collarme on my own.
I check in here from time to time, mostly a load of rubbish if there is anything. I get trolls from half way around the globe insisting on tribute. Fuck you trolls, get a life, it sucks to be you, do you get it now?
Why don't I get a warm and friendly invite from a woman to come help entertain her friends when they get together? Just keep it real. TITS or GTFO. |
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1-16-2012. This afternoon was warm, sunny, and wonderful. I went out into a busy day, dressed in heels, a black skirt and a red cotton blouse, and the other details. All afternoon I shopped, thrift stores, and looked for thigh highs in several places. For about three hours nobody acted like anything was out of place. I suppose that means I am passable. |
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What the fuck is up with you people? Can you not handle the most basic conversation? Do you really think my profile says it all about who and what I am and how good of a match we are? WTF, do you not know how to send a simple message? |
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What I seek in a submissive female is a friend who likes getting tied up and played with. I want to have fun helping you satisfy your urges. I appreciate the erotic mood, sensuality, and the sight of the female skin. Not that you or I really understand the motivations, or need to. Play is a healthy part of life. I am not particularly sadistic, or controlling, nor do i need to get something right now. Gratification need not be instant to be worthwhile. I am not looking for a clingy/needy woman. I like people who own themselves in some way. |
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A brief comment on those supposed dominants who won`t hesitate to block someone from sending messages. Blocking may be the only real power you have. Once you throw the baby out with the bath water, you have nothing. One thing I am here for is to engage in intelligent, rational discussion. Go ahead and block me, even the profoundly retarded can block someone. It dosen`t matter to me if I am not the one for you. The criticism and judgements many of you put forth are just attempts to conceal your own inadequacy. I see so many different people doing the same thing. I don`t enjoy speaking harshly, and usually accepting of the many different kinds, even the slow and stupid. Whatever you do , don`t try to put it all off on me. You can go look in a mirror and say those things, that may be where your journey to wisdom and maturity begins. |
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I recently worked on my car all day, then took a shower. What to wear? there was a bag of skimpy black things, so I dolled up, just black bra, panties, heels and handbag, and a skimpy black dress. The bra was stuffed with a set of 16 oz. water balloons, a pint each.
A domme recently pushed me to a limit by telling me to walk out my own front door in a dress. I hesitated, and she was not pleased. I felt a need to overcome this limitation. It was late at night when I did, no neighbors out to notice. A drive around, then stopped at the car wash, and washed the car. Then it seemed I had done all this before, or some of it anyway. I dreaded the possibility of someday having to buy gas or something in a dress.
So, I bought gas, walked in and paid at an otherwise vacant station, just the attendant. Then I stood out by the well lit pump and filled the tank as cars drove by. At least that basic limit has been pushed on a bit. After an hour I drove home, and walked inside. |
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Yesterday afternoon I had several errands around town. By coincidince I already was wearing a maid`s outfit under my street clothes. A coat helped cover the Bcups. After my last stop I bought gas then decided to take off the street clothes, and put on the heels I had brought along, right there in the convienence store parking lot. It was night by then and I did this inside the car. I hope someday the ladies will take me out this way, for an afternoon/evening. At some point I would be told the street clothes have to go, like in a trashcan. Back to the story; After a long drive back to my neighborhood, the car wash did not look busy. I stopped in and washed the car, in plain sight, heels, stockings,bra and panties and the skimpy maid`s uniform. One car drove by close but didn`t act unusual. I need a brunette wig, Help me out with that if you can. Thanks. |
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Next Topic; what is up with so many profiles on sites like this and yet almost no meaningful correspondence. Surely there is much more to me than my profile shows, but it seems none of the other site users will ever know. I suppose it is possible that in spite of your education and credit rating you remain too shallow to develop a friendship or relationship and that is why you keep logging on sites like this but never finding what you think you want. If you have ambition to send a message to me, how about going to the trouble of composing something of substance?
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On the subject of Yahoo instant messaging; It is a tool, and not always the right tool, or right for everybody. I have already tried YIM enough to realize most people who got me on there never bothered to follow through with any meaningful correspondence. Furthermore! do you realize we aren`t all cubicle people out here in cyberspace? I don`t sit around on a computer all day, and so instant messaging goes nowhere with me. If you can handle significant correspondence on a messaging system then you can also handle it in email or right here on CM`s mail system. |
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I am not constantly in the mood for D&s. 12 hours ago (Thursday 12-3-09) I bought a padlock and put on a steel cock cage. Next I dressed in heels, nylons/garter, stuffed bra (38B) and panties, topped off with a tight black dress (size 12), and shiny black purse and went out the door with the keys in an envelope. The keys were dropped off with an experienced domme friend I have been neglecting. She said to come by Sunday at 1pm, we will see about getting the cage off my dick.
The cage is difficult for long term use, the hardon is painfully restricted to half it`s normal size, the only relief is to not have a hardon, or not get locked in a cage. Most likely I will be secured in locked restraints and tormented when the cage is off. I am concerned it will be locked back on before I am released. I have never worn it for more than 72 hours, looks like this will be a real training exercise.
How much time is reasonable for the cock locked in a cage? If I last 3 days, then why not 4, and if I last a week, then why not a month.
I am inviting suggestions, input will be shared with the Domme. |
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I wonder if anybody even reads this journal, I am not one to engage a brick wall in conversation, so consider at least sending me a note to say you read the journal, thank you.
I do appreciate at least a spark of intellect in others, (it) seems to be a rare thing. I have changed my description from sub to switch. The rate if inquiry under the sub category was dismal. I let that go on long enough to be sure it was going nowhere. Sure you want to be tied up, and/or whatever. Perhaps you are also willing to express your feelings on those subjects.
I am going to get off the soapbox for now, thanks for reading. |
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OK, so perhaps some of my motivation is impulsive, a strong urge from time to time, but not consistent, One thing about ads and profiles, they seem to limit the possibilities. There are many things in these ads I might be open to, but I am not out proclaiming a desire for them. Dosen`t mean I am not open to the experience, It would just have to come to me from beyond my current list of experiences. I too have to filter, or even going that direction). This brings up another subject. Women often have a mentor as they develop their knowlege and skills. I might be available for academic sessions. I insist that it is not necessary to have sex as part of play with me. It would be wrong however for you to thoroughly use me and not even dangle your boobs (or at least somebody`s) in my face (they wouldn`t have to touch me).
So, I should comment on how I don`t go looking for complicated commitments. Things naturally grow complex and difficult to manage anyway.
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I just started this profile in part to find possible real time situation, with a woman into real bondage, not just thinking about it. Maybe you can help. I will try to share insight , comments here.
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It seems there is a difference between a submissive and a slave. |
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| Age: 28 |
| Dallas,
Texas |
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