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HE had just come into the room naked and i was in awe. i though it best to only speak when spoken to but i am new to this. i wanted to beg for his touch. i wanted more hand prints on my rump. i wanted to feel the tip of his manhood touch the back of my throat. HE told me to follow HIM to the bathroom. my eyes immediately went to his near perfect ass. my desire to kiss and lick HIM almost made my legs give out. HE led me to the tub and explained the enema attachment to his shower head. i lowered my head and in a near wisper pleaded with HIM to understand i could not do it myself. i am a very large man with arthritic shoulders and can not reach my own butt. HE understood and had me turn my back to the tub and he filled me with water. Of course like most adults my age this was not a new experience but being the object of HIS attention made it a moment of surrender. i moved to the toilet and released. Sitting on toilet i was eye level with HIS penis and testicles. It took all of my control to not reach out and draw HIS hips closer to my face, so my lips could caress HIM. i knew if HE wanted me, HE could take me and that was not my choice. When i was empty HE demanded i submit to another flush. As i was being filled the pressure became more than i had ever experienced. i so wanted to please but a whimper escaped my lips. HE understood and without a word stoped the filling. Once again while i sat to empty myself HE stood in front of me HIS powerful flesh begging for my lips and mouth. i did not know if this was a test of my control. HE ordered me to climb into the tub when i was once again empty. i moved into the tub and HE turned on the shower. It felt so intimate to be placed into the shower and not allowed to set the temperature of the water. HE helped me scrub my backside. At that moment my sense of self was begining to be defined by HIM. What did HE want? What did He expect from me? What can i do please him? It was a subtle change. It was not complete but i becoming HIS.    More to come.

Yesterday i was given the privilege of serving a DOM/Top. We met online and HE wanted my fat ass. Since our first attempt to meet failed, i was very tense when i arrived. i wanted to please him and become his regular bitch. HE invited me into HIS home and ordered me up stairs. i was to be cleaned and flushed. i removed my clothes and stood before him shaking like a leaf. HE inspected me, running his hands all over my body. Each touch made me jump. my breathing became quicker and my heart raced. Then hard slaps exploded on each of my meaty ass cheeks. i stifled a screem but knew there were 2 red hand print blossoming on my butt. HE left me standing there quivering. my mind raced. Was i up to the challenge of serving. Could i be the answer to all of his desires. HE returned to the room naked. At that moment i knew i wanted to be more than i had ever been to please this magnificent man. HE is 6" with the body of an olympic swimmer. i wanted to worship at his feet, to kneel and beg HIM to fill my mouth with HIS flesh. i needed to feel HIS manhood grow harder across my face as i licked his perfect balls but HE had other plans for me.   More to come.

05/14/2008     My family life has been extremely demanding recently & I need to relieve the pressure. This is how my search on Collarme began. I am looking for someone to take control of me & my life if only for a brief time. Someone who will guide me. My desire is for someone to make me thier bottom. I want to filled by the passions of another. As my search progresses I will detail my ecstasies & tragedies.

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