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this is my Masters very favorite color so this i choose tonight as blue as his sky in the forest. today has been a good day but i hope my Master is not mad at my honesty i have not spoke to him in two days. today was a good day in the cove as i had many serves and they got better as i did each one i have learned the ops bots and i am getting easy with the room this is good for me as training to be kajira is very important to me this is my lifestyle and i have chosen to live it 24/7 and it is good i will wait a few days more for my Master as i am sure that something has just come up, i miss serving him and chatting with him he said my steal is real so i will believe him
bahijah
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it has been a very long day i have not been feeling real well and as i started only a week early and hurt like a banchie i may just go to bed early i have not talked to my Master really in three days since he collard me and it makes me cerious to what is going on for him guess if he wanted me to know he would let me know. i feel lonely today and this is not good for it makes me want to draw into the caious that i am so good at bringing into my life. my Master was holding me last night and just logged out on me and that kind of blew me out of the water and that sucks a little oh well. it is almost time to eat so i am going off write more later
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the color of the forest, my Master John has been very sick and we have spent very little time together and bahijah hopes for time with him tomorrow. i just left to go to the bathroom and when i came back he was asleep and i wanted to talk to me. that is ok we can talk tomorrow. it is very early in the morning and i am very tired this has been a good day went into the cove by myself still kind of shy but to tomorrow i will go in and practice in the kennels as they where open to me today then tonight i will serve my Master John.
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bahijah likes to live in the desert with the ocean close by and the warm weather made bahijah ready for the water. The big mighty ocean that calls her that gives her peace. bahijah looks down off the rocky clifts and listens to the waves hit the shore making a soothing sound as it takes backs the sand and the rocks with it.The water is powerful and mighty and it makes big sounds. There is a gathering of a spiritual nature nest Friday Saturday and Sunday bahijah will go to some of it, it will be fun in the sun. when bahijah Master comes to visit i will take my Master to the mighty ocean so that he may see the free and enjoy his bahijah in the water and the shore. to look at the rocky ledges where bahijah learned to fly and be kajira a feel that real freedom the spirit of the water and the land in tune with each other. bahijah looks forward to the day when she and my Master will meet and well bahijah will get to please my Master in many ways not just with my words but my touch and my dance to see bahijahs hard work to be kajira pay off, to be pleasing to my Master is very important to bahijah and she will work hard to please my Master. and maybe just maybe he will fly her away to his forest and we can visit there as well. my Master says we can get to know each other by our words first and that is a good thing. bahijah trust my Master and is willing to be a good kajira and learn his ways before he takes her to his forest or he comes to bahijah desert
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sometimes in bahijahs land she has to learn to let go of the things that are not good for me. i love to write because it frees my thoughts so that my focus is on my Master. i have had some really big changes in my life lately and to be honest i need a new direction. my Master John is a good man from what i am getting to know of him. i enjoy the time that we spend together and the long hours of chat.i desire to meet this man of the forest to see what and who he is to feel his touch his whip to feel his steel around my neck. my Master has been through a lot and it may be a while before he drops his gaurd and i don't blame him. my thoughts are scattered as i have so many things going on and thoughts going on i dont know where to start. my thoughts are so loud they scream at me. they need to quiet to be still to have peace all is well in bahijah world it is as God has planned it so all will be fine. bahijah is looking forward to her first dance and must run as there is work to be done
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it has been a good day for bahijah she got her very first assignment in the cove. I am on my way to white silk, and being a wonderful kajira for my Master John. The cove was slow tonight guess it is because the weather is getting nicer outside now. I am learning to serve and i think i am doing well. I need to increase my vocabulary a little bit I need more seductive words more discriptive words. I am going to write my serve then I am going to look for words that will be very very sexy for the task at hand.bahijah is very happy to be training and will start to dance i hope next week. I will be a very good very graceful kajira for my Master John
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today is the 13 of 2010 and so many wonderful things have happened in bahijah life. bahijah is learning to serve my Master John and this is pleasing to him. my Master John is a very good Master and bahijah enjoys the time they spend together. Though my Master John is a long ways away we are getting to know each other very well. bahijah will make him a fine kajira.
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