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badgirljacqui

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I am a very submissive woman who is seeking the One. Submission and obedience are not a choice for me, but rather a fire in my belly that can find relief only at the hands of my domineering and punishing Master.

The One for me is a Dom who is local, younger, attractive, confident, and extremely firm. A Dom who understands that I have a job and have to work and that sometimes my work precludes me from being able to see him/her. A Dom who is not only not afraid to see me cry, but enjoys my tears. A Dom who is not gentle or kind.

My experience includes, but is not limited to, bondage, spanking, torture, ass play, humiliation, binding, corner time and public play. I am seeking to have my boundaries stretched. I believe a true Dom would instinctively know my limits without needing me to verbalize them.


If I do not respond to an email, it is because I desire to be respectful by not wasting your time. In return, please do not send unkind emails because I didn't respond.

Humbly awaiting the one...

9/1/2010 10:47:26 PM
Roommate and I just got back from a sex toy shop :)  $400 well spent.  I'm not getting out of bed for days :)))))
9/1/2010 1:33:14 PM
Just left a very very vanilla relationship so now I'm back.  Why do we even bother with vanilla when we know in our hearts it will never work?
4/8/2008 8:16:26 PM

Pet Peeve Number 61- someone who, even though it is clearly written in my profile, can not spell my name correctly!!

4/8/2008 2:47:39 PM

After all my posts, how is it possible that I am still receiving messages asking if I am real??  All I can say is WOW!  Also, I'm not a person who has anything to prove.  I have met, in person, people from this site.  I will not meet people I do not want to, just to prove I am real.  I don't care what kind of certification you'll put in your journal for me. Again ..WOW!
And finally, how pathetic that you (and you know who you are) are harassing me about meeting at the same place on Hooper EVERY time I turn around, and then harass me more because I do not desire to meet someone old who doesn't even have the balls to post a picture!!!  GET A LIFE!!!  And now I'll just call you blocked :)

3/10/2008 6:27:24 PM
Timing Sucks.  Either it's the right time for me, and the wrong time for him.  Or vice versa.  Or it's the right time for both of us but he's a 9 to 5 with weekends off, and I'm a 2-11 and I work weekends.  I could compromise, but would I really be happy?  I have compromised, and it never worked.  Only I can know what will truly make me happy.  I have learned from the mistakes of my past, and I have grown.  I have learned to love the person I am, flaws and all.  I have learned to love my flaws.  My flaws are what makes me me.  Now I just need to find someone with whom I can fall in love with, and also fall in love with their flaws.  And living in this way, with all of the kinks and fetishes that all but consume my life, makes it much harder to find someone.  I'm just saying...
3/4/2008 10:54:13 AM

And one more thing.  I want a YOUNGER DOM becuase I can not submit to someone that I am NOT attracted to.  Please stop emailing me to tell me the error of my ways.  Also, honestly, I can NOT submit to someone who lives in another state.  How can I serve you if you live 3000 miles away?  PLEASE.....READ....MY....PROFILE....AND.....DO
NOT....CONTACT....ME....IF...YOU...DON'T...FIT.


No amount of convincing or cajoling will change my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Finally, if you do not send me a picture, why on earth should I respond to you???

3/2/2008 10:34:12 AM

Can I just say that the worst message ever is the "how bad are you" message!!!!

1/7/2008 9:07:27 AM
I'm back online, for all of you who missed me :)
1/2/2008 3:53:14 PM
Just wanted to let you know that my computer access is down.  I'll check me mail when I can..
12/20/2007 10:10:55 AM
Some people really are pathetic.  They want things from you that you have no intention of ever offering to them, so they lie to try to convince you.  Lies always come out in the end.  Karma is a sick bitch, who has no conscience. 

I can not wait until karma catches up with you.  You can not fuck with peoples lives.  Unluckily for you, I knew you were lying to me from the start.  Why would you think of me, if not to get something in return.  How sad, little minded man, that you thought that offer would make me think differently of you.  I had you pegged from the moment I met you.  I used you to scratch an itch.  Thats it.  I saw the person you were, inside and out, and didn't like either, at all.  Nothing, and let me make that really clear by saying it again, NOTHING will EVER get you in again.  Not what you offered, not the lure of a hot chick, NOTHING.  And, I think I made that abundantly clear in two ways.  One, I ignored you out, and two, my only correspondence with you had to do with what you offered me.

Just remember, I am not a whore you can buy.  YOU were MY whore that night. 

Karma, baby, is something you shouldn't mess with.

Cheers :)
11/18/2007 9:09:19 PM
I am so tired of talking.  It seems that people here like to talk for a long time prior to meeting.  In my eyes, that is a huge waste of time.  I personally think that after mutual interest is agreed upon, a meeting is the next logically step.  Chemistry is not something you can make or fake, and you can only see chemistry in person.  After a meeting or two, it is much easier to assess chemistry and compatibility.  Maybe I am completely wrong.  And who am I anyway, but a submissive humbly awaiting the One...
10/31/2007 2:30:27 AM
I have been on this site for less than a week.  In that short time, I have reconnected with a very close old friend.  If I receive nothing else from this website, I will forever be grateful as friendship is the most amazing gift. 
10/23/2007 9:34:50 PM
Just as a quick addition, please stop asking if this picture is really me.  It is and, if I decide we are compatible, I can prove it.  My ex was a photographer and took amazing pictures.
mistressmary47
 
 Age: 26
 Oakland, California