BadBrian4LUV

What I am: I am a good looking and athletic bisexual male with a little extra padding around the middle (at present, but losing it little by little), 43 years old, and now gracefully graying. I’m tall (6’2”), highly educated, comfortable as a homebody, or happy to enjoy social, athletic, and / or “cultured” events. I enjoy enlightened conversation one moment, and explicit dirty talk the next. Within the realm of sex, I enjoy sensuous encounters, raw kinky sex, new sensual experiences, AND being bisexual . . . I like dick almost as much as I like pussy. Yet I am not seeking sexual contact. Instead, I am looking for am emotional connection with the woman described below. I’m married with children, & expect to remain that way. And this part of my life is not negotiable.

What I am NOT: I’m not a partier (anymore) and don’t care for the club scene. I’m not looking for one-night stands (honestly, I can get all the sex I want – that’s not what I’m looking for here). I’m not looking for some four-toothed, methed-out “biker chick” who isn’t able to think outside of her trailer park-sized world.

What I am Looking For:

I’m looking for a female who, like me, has a tormented soul. Someone who desires mental and emotional release by being accepted for her sexual cravings – her sexual addiction (yes, by now in her life she would have realized that she has an addiction). For the person who has made numerous bad or risky decisions involving sex that could have (or possibly has had) a negative impact on her relationships, social position (i.e. becoming a social outcast), and / or has been given a label. A person who wants to stop succumbing to these urges, but is driven (maybe even condemned) to continue. A person who wants to maintain boundaries and limits. But instead she is driven to test them . . . only to find out that she needs more and more. So now, as always, the boundaries have been pushed back even further – leaving her to continually ask herself “when and where will this stop?” A person who is frightened and at the same time excited about her sexual desires. A person who will open up and share the deepest and darkest recesses of her perverse sexual thoughts, her uncontrollable carnal cravings. A person who has an emptiness inside of her because she feels cannot share the depth of her dark and wanton desires with anyone for fear of rejection, exposure, and humiliation. A person who at once is thankful of her bisexuality, intrigued by exploring the utter limits of self, her entire body (including the mystical and captivating nature of her own pussy), and of her own sexual nature and yet who is terrified of going one step too far, of being publicly exposed as depraved and perverted, of being rejected by people she loves, admires, and respects, or even being convicted of a crime (such as public exposure or sex in public). A person who, if the truth was known, is so drawn to the male and female body (especially the genitals) that she would almost get down on her knees and worship them. A person who is a unique mixture of desire, disgust, cravings, depressed thoughts, wantonness, and sexual addiction. Someone who is truly a “brown-paper wrapper” to the rest of the world, but carries a secret, sordid, sinful nature within.

I can identify with you because I am that person too. I can accept you for who you are where no one else can . . . I can love you when you can’t even love yourself. You can find love, acceptance, and emotional security with me. E-mail me so we can begin to find an escape from our torment with each other though honesty, openness, and acceptance. There is no desire so perverse, and no action you’ve already taken so far that is so despicable that I can’t accept and appreciate you.

So are you the one? Contact me if you are. I am for real. You need me, and I need you too.