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to quote popeye "i am what i am and that's all that i am"...i am me...human, woman, submissive, friend. i have been within the lifestyle for about 6 yrs. or so. it may not be as long as some but Wwe all start some where. Within the short 6 yrs. i have made mistakes within this lifestyle wich found me, as well as in life in general. as i said i am human.Wwe all are. Wwe all are here in serch of the same thing regardless if it be in bdsm or life aside.To find that Oone who is right for Uus.Who fits Uus in all ways.Who will respect Uus for who Wwe are within ourselfs in bdsm and within life as a whole.Wwe all serch for the ying to Oour yang.The Oone who completes Uus.Who accepts Uus, flaws and all.The Oone who will love and give unconditinally.The Oone who will find Uus equal yet of our own person in Oour own "roll".The Oone who will bring out the very best in Uus and help Uus shine.
In the short time i have been chatting at collarme time and time again i have heard many say how there are so many fakes upon this site.How hard it is to find the "true".If Yyou think of it this way, with how many have said that, would that NOT leave many "true" if a majority claims of how many fakes there are?It makes it rather hard to decide and "sift" through the "good and the bad".Besides..what may be "true" to Yyou may not be for Aanother as i have also heard many times "there is no wrong or right way within bdsm". i will agree with this, there are thoughs who are looking to get their jollies off and others who have nothing better to do then to "infect" a good site.And to that i have to say i am not here to please Eeveryone or to obey every Dom/me or Master/Mistress i first meet.i will respect You for who You are as a person and be respectful towards You but, my obediance is earned and reserved only to whom ever is right for me as a Dominant.In my line of thinking, yes a collar is a gift given by the Dom/me, Master/Mistress...but the service of a submissive/slave is also a gift given.the girl or boy did not have to accept the collar offered.
Now these are my words and thoughts.Not everyone will agree and there may be some that will but as i said, i am not here to please Eeveryone.i am only putting down my feelings wich reflect who i am and my way of thought.
As far as me and my life aside from bdsm.I do have a baby girl about to turn a year old.*bigest proud mama smile ever* she is everything to me concidering the fact of i was not even sure i would be able to have childeren of my own.Yyou see, i was diagnosed with a serious heart condition when i was just 2 months of age.my first surgery for major repair was at 4 months.i've had four open heart surgeries within my life time thus far and will continue to need repair.It was something that i will always have.Something i will always be reminded of but it is also something wich makes me stronger inside.i do not blame anyone for it because it was given to me to learn from and make me a better person.Yes i can still do all the things most people can do but the one restriction is no more kids.Wich i am slowly coming to turms with.
Yyou may be wondering about "well then is she a single mother" Though i may not be marrried to my daughter's father we do live together as a couple.He is not into the lifestyle and knows i am.At the moment i am unsure of where our future is going because of certen events (that i will not mention on here) have happened wich has left me to question our relationship.
I was active within bdsm before i was with him.Yes i have found it hard to deal with not being able to let out who i truely am and this has been the reason behind this whole change of profile.
To become as honest as possible.So there will never again be any confusion for Aanyone about where i stand and who i am.As i have stated many times...i am me..nothing more nothing less.i am a submissive no matter where i am in life.It is something that i have found within myself that no matter how hard i may try i cannot burn out.Nor do i wish to.Perhaps my time will come for that chance to serve the One right for me if life sees that that is the road i am to be on .But for now i will continue to enjoy meeting like minded people and learn as much as i can from them without expectations.I wish Aall well and enough.
~azgirl~

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9/2/2005 7:59:04 PM

7/10/2005 11:21:21 PM

alright Ggang...to Eeveryone i've me so fart in subs_seeking_Masters   i just wanted to say thankYyou...Yy'all have touched my life in just a short period of time and have made it richer... i'll miss Yy'all...thanks for welcoming  me with open arms, even with all my typing flaws *impish grin*....i'm not sure how long it'll be till i'll be able to return but know Yy'all are in my thoughts and prayers....to the Oones that have my cell # Yy'all better keep in touch or i'm gonna cum after Yya with my troll stick *lol* i wish Yy'all all the  the luck in the world and send many blessings....take care and don't do anything i wouldn't do....hehehehehehe....*hugs for Aall and a kiss for a few* much love and graditude, azgirl aka azbrat aka azbrattyslut


7/7/2005 1:06:34 AM

~bare feet pad along the cool floor..the slow mellow swing of the back ground music moves her soul as she drawn to it's sensual beat..hips slowly begin to swing too and fro with the rythum of the base...she then slowly dips out her hip...dramaticly swaying it out...red silky fabric lifting upon sunkist thighs as she brings her hips to a gentle roll...then turning upon her heel swiftly..whisping maple curls across shoulderblades...trailing fingers upward  along the side of her frame...teasing the curves of an ample breast...then lightly slithering the fingertip over pink pouty lips...she then slowly begins to move forward..dipping low with legs spread slightly..bent at the knees then lifting quickly....tiny hands caress her curves as they roam over silky fabric..cupping each breast as her neck slowly turns in a circle....a slender arm streaches outward to her side...twirling her wrist delicately...then letting arm flutter down to her side..the right arm repeats the move...hips all the while swaying back and forth...slowly droping down to her knees...letting legs spread slightly..red fabric hidding what she holds dear....palms then press to the floor as she begins to craw sultry over the cool stones...slinking her body like a cat on the prowl...then slowly slinks arms outward..pressing belly to the ground..turning to her back she arches the small of it...a leg kicks out..then the other...she then lifts herself...turning swiftly...her hips still swaying to the music as it begins to fade~


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bluemana
 
 Age: 20
 Ahmedabad, India