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ayashta

i have been in this life style for most of my life but have never had anyone to indulge me. im an old school gothic slave. i love pain and being dominated but i also like to have conversations. not many people know im into this kind of life style. i am told that im fun to hang out with. i have a wife but we are in an open relationship. i am looking for a dom that can teach me to be a good slave and to hang out with. if you would like to get to know me email me. i just got online collared this morning (sept. 23). yoku iya, peter. im owned. yay.

10/9/2005 5:51:14 PM
hello, readers. how r u today? well, yesterday i went to my wifes house. her, david and i went to chillies. mmmm, yummy food. anyways, david was, ahem, pushing the wrong buttons. he was doing it on purpose too. oh well. it was fun. on friday, we r having a "family" reunion. not like the family u cant get rid of, but u know how in high school, u have sertant friends u call family? yea we r going to get to see them at the north garland vs garland football team. im so excited. well, anyways, i am going to roam for a bit. talk again soon. hugs and squishes, aya
10/7/2005 5:26:14 AM
sorry to my readers. i have been sick. i havent been in here for a little while. anyways, my little sister is gothic now. i'm so proud. i think i'm mentoring her on how to be gothic. my wife is coming over today. we r going to go get bacon cheese burgers from pit grill. mmmmmmm. we r also going to go to a crowded area, look paniced and yell run!!! hehe, just kidding.
?i got a new sherakin... ninja star. just another thing i need to add to my armery. my vanilla friends all say they know not to mess with me. lol. of corse i only know how to use the shuraken, daggers, athemy and katana. anyways, i have to go now. hugs and squishes, aya

10/4/2005 6:00:29 PM
yay. my wife is coming over tomorow. we might go to kareoke. or we might just stay  home, hehe. idk, its up to her. anyways, i am going to draw a pic of a dragon later. but right now i think i am kind of sleepy so this may be short. only 16 days to go untill my sons bday. terrible 2s. the joy. u know how ppl say, i hope u have a kid just like u, meaning it as a bad thing? well, i do hope my kid turns out just like me. that would be awsome. of course, by the way he acts, i think he will be a dom. lol. well, i require sleep. good luck every one. hugs and squishes, aya
10/4/2005 12:24:01 AM
i'm sorry all. i missed my entry for yesterday. yesterday, i went to golden corral with my dad and then we went to walmart. i finally have all the peices of my gothic catholic school girl outfit. hehe. i am going to wear it to kareoke. yay. well, idk what else to say right now, so i'll talk again. hugs and squishes, aya
10/2/2005 6:58:07 PM

hello A/all. nice to see u got this far. i am kind of tired. just thought i would get a word in... my son is going to be 2 on the 20 of oct... in 18 days. then i turn 21 on nov 16. yay me. i am going to kareoke on my bday with a lot of friends from high school, some of which i haven't seen in 7 years. well, i'm off. nighty night Aall that made it this far. hugs and squishes, aya.

10/1/2005 6:00:45 PM
i dont know much today. i'm bored, and sleepy. i was up all night showing my friends my armery, hehe. i have a katana, an axe, sais, five point ninja stars, 3 swords, 2 daggers and an athamey. i also have a double sword that sheeths by putting the blades together and pushing them into the handle. i don't know what that is called.
so, there u go. todays journal entry. hugs and squishes. aya
9/30/2005 6:08:51 PM
wow, u put up a hot pic and get lots of emails. go me. i didnt know i could be so hot before this pic. hey, i'd do me.
anyways... today is slow. all i've done was take care of my kid and watch 7 different versions of seed of chucky. oh and one of my friends tried to hook me up with a cosher vanilla guy. i think i'll stick with my bf, thank you. for any one that doesn't know, cosher means a person that goes by the saying, 'god made adam and eve, not eve and evette.' lol. thats funny.
anyways... in a few days i'm gonna be offline for 2 weeks. so i wont get to do my journal entrys. sadness. though i'm pretty sure no one reads this far. if u do tell me so i know i'm not doing this in vain, plz.
gotta run. can't think of anything else right now. hugs and squishes to all. aya
9/29/2005 4:15:49 PM
hello. this is my first entry. i'm listening to a mix music file of adam sandler and cradle of filth. im gonna add different music to it. i love to laugh. its a good feeling. ppl say i'm funny as well.
anyways... i have a new boy friend. he's awsome. thats all i'm divulging about him. i also have a new girlfriend. i'm so loved. i still want to talk to ppl about bdsm though.
well, i'm off to draw more of my manga. i'll add more later. hugs and squishes to all. aya