Averylexinkton

Female Submissive, 47, St. Paul, Minnesota

Male Dominant, 61

Male Submissive, 34, Chicago, Illinois

... wants a physician for a master.

A day to spend in bed... Sleeping.

How much of an energy drain my thoughts can be, I feel like I just ran an emotional marathon and I am still running

Anyone wants to voice chat on Skype? It helps if you have a calm soothing voice. Just chat, not necessarily dirty.

Some men are like snowflakes in the sun, sparkling so pretty before turning into a puddle of mud.

Even the perfect wave shall pass... Sometimes the perfect wave can turn out to be a tsunami in disguise that will devour everything and leave nothing but a floating corpse of yourself behind. Beware of the great waves and the victims in their fangs. They are beautiful to watch, but once you are touched, you are lost.

I don't know why I always write in here when I feel sad, I guess there are better things to do when you are happy, like dancing and kissing and dreaming through sleepless nights. I really feel like a waste of space today, but who cares, lots of crap on the internet, one more pointless rant won't make it implode. I think I have come to realize that the man of my dreams lives in my head, he is a meltdown of all the men I have known and liked or even loved in some ways... He is all that I am not, I am here, therefore he is not. I have been cursed with desiring a man who can heal, maybe by chance he will heal me, but I have come to realize those men are more interested in getting their own fixes than caring for me. But that's okay, I am far from ideal, I am a wreak, Ayn Rand would scoff at me and put her pretty nose up in the air. I am not an Ayn Rand type of submissive, I am far too fucked up for that... take note of that, handsome stranger, and yes, all strangers are handsome until they show too much, or more than some can handle.

I wish I could stop craving, I wish I felt nothing, just perfect indifference to every person I meet,i will gladly forgo the smile if it saves me the pain. I want to be so tired I have no energy to overthink, let nothing touch me no matter how wonderful it is... let nothing touch me

It would be really nice to have someone to chat to off and on. Not necessarily about this kinky world, just about anything. It's not easy to find a good connection online and they do fizzle out fast, I wish to find someone with whom I can talk indefinitely, who enjoys talking and listening. I don't mind if you have your own life and if you live in another country, I just want to connect once a week or so and share my thoughts and understand yours.

Just decapitated my friend's Easter chocolate bunny which he left in my care - it's so good to be bad.

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