This is by no means meant to be a full picture, it's definitely an ever evolving living portrait - my hope though is that I can give you
a little glimpse. It definitely seems like as every day goes by interests or "limits" seem to expand, go deeper, darker and grow more complex. I'm giving this my best shot though.
This profile might be a little on the longer side so I'll give a short synopsis:
Conservitive looking, clean cut and fit straight white male on the young-"ish" side - Educated, mature and sucessfull with a variety of vanilla interests. Seeking a long term though hopefully permanent and eventually live-in 24/7 TPE that leans toward the extreme side. Curious about the darker side of a no way out tpe agreement. Freightened but commited :) Fully Relocatable of course at my own expense. Able to travel frequently. Looking for real people not just fantasy play.
About Me:
On the surface I'm just your average normal straight white young urban professional. I earned my bachelors from a prestigious university in the northeast and then after a few years of trying different jobs and careers I found something that works for me. While I've come to learn that my mind is more on the analytical side, my college career focused on the social sciences and it filled me with a passion for debate and different ideas. I'm very fortunatei n that I have a very sucessfull career and at present am very comfortable. Everyday however, I wonder if that special someone is going to take it all away and force me into a life of sacrafice and servitude. To the outside world I'd probably be classified on the "alpha-ish" side of the spectrum.
Interests:
Recently on a typical weeknight I will probably be streaming a show on netflix while browsing the internet, catching up with friends, or working on some project around the house or planning a trip. I have a huge passion for travel and am fortunate in that I'm able to travel often both for work and as an benefit of my job. While it's cool to travel to the hot spots, I'm more interested in the off-the-beaten path destinations; give me bolivia over the bahamas or the czech republic over london any day. I've always wanted to do a motorcycle trip across the U.S. it's been the focus of my most recent mindless internet trip planning. The pandemic has definitely stifeled my exploring. Outside of travel I like going out and exploring interesting resturants and bars, doing a trivia or board game night or just heading out on a hike. Also a bit of a wine and brewery enthusiast. The beach on a rainy day is the absolute best, some strong drinks in front of a roaring fire on a snow night even better. I'd categorize myself as an excellent cook, a skilled craftsmen. Though I'm not a "gym person" I do like to keep fit and have been known to rock out to some classic rock/metal while doing a 10k.
What looking for:
I'm hoping to find that ellusive long term (though hopefully permanent) absolute and total power exchange that progresses towards a 24/7 live in dynamic. The closest designation would be an Owner/property situation. I understand that for some I might be on the younger side for a "permanent property" commitment, however; be assured I'm mature, educated and commited. Ideally this would be an agreement that once entered and agreed to would be irrevocable and permanent where the potential owner would have extrodinary leverage and tools to keep their property in a state of unyeilding constant slavery and service.
As you can probably tell exploring that power exchange dynamic is at the core of what is being sought. Be assured I have no misconceptions about what this means. While I understand that its completely possible there's someone out there who would want to keep their slave chained up never to see the light of day - I know that probably isnt going to happen.
I understand that my purpose is to be a tool to enhance your life/happiness in any way you see fit. Perhaps that means being saddled with the monotonies of everyday life and chores so that you're free to pursue your passions. Perhaps you delight in the notion of your wishes being carried out to immpecable standards by someone who lives under the very real threat of torture if your not pleased. Maybe you like the idea keeping a guy in his prime locked and in a state of constant frustration and kept as a toy on the shelf for your pleasure, knowing that the slightest sultry look will drive him insane. It's also understood that a very possiblity could be that you want to work your slave 80 hours a week in the vanilla world while you enjoy the finer things in life without ever having to say "thank you".
My point is that once entered into it's completely understood that you and you alone determine how to best use your tool. We can
discuss interests but I realize that your tastes or needs could evolve into an area that isn't "fun" or "exciting" but downright infuriating. When the day comes that I'm told to do something I find truly abhorent or frustrating and desperately want out only to
realize that its not possible is the day we can begin to explore the understanding of true slavery. It's those situations that provide maximum contrast in the power dynamic that are so intruiging. I recognize that sacrifice and frustration is going to be a daily reality and in fact its highlights the power exchange sought - its a constant reminder that your slightest whims are often above your slaves most basic needs. I find myself drawn toward the darker and more depraved variety but I also know that its a dangerous and slippery slope so finding the right person is paramount. It would be phenominal if someone could tell where this deep rooted desire to experience total ownership stems from, but here we are...
Finding the right person to be devoted to across all interests vanilla and dark would be amazing. A commited FLR would be outstanding. I am also open to friendships and conversation both inside and out of this lifestyle.
Please note:
While I'm overwhelmingly looking to find that rare and special dominant woman I have recieved some inquires asking if I would be open to serving a couple in the same fashion. As a heterosexual male I do not relish the idea of being in the above described situation, however I'd consider entertaining the notion in exceptional circumstances. As someone recently pointed out - it deeply underscores the difference in status. Its the a slow and painful psychological torment of having to watch two people who are commited to each other enjoy life, hit mile stones and grow while being trapped in a "It's a slow and methodical psychological torment, you're on the sideline watching two people who are commited to each other enjoy life, hit milestones and grow. All the while your trapped in their service, facilitating their happiness, constantly reminded of what you don't have and never will. It's extremely frustrating being made to give everything to the people who have subjugated you and it's not for the faint of heart." That quote definitely made me think.
Limits:
The usual: Nothing illegal otherwise Very Very Few.
If any of the above appeal to you; or if you find it intruiging and would just want to chat drop me a line!
Hope to hear from you soon!
-JM
