| |
|
|
Home |
|
|
|
|
Browse |
|
|
|
|
|
Live |
|
|
|
|
Join |
|
Collarspace |
|
|
|
|
Dating |
|
|
|
|
News |
|
|
|
|
Glossary |
|
|
|
|
Mobile |
|
|
|
|
Alt |
|
|
|
|
Safety |
|
|
|
|
Toys |
|
|
|
|
Live BDSM |
|
|
|
|
Resources |
|
|
|
|
Welcome |
|
| |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Login |
|
|
 |
|
 |
|
|
|
|
Male Switch, 65
|
Female Dominant, 39, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
|
Female Submissive, 49, Bellevue, Washington
| | |
|
| Back |
| KPM |
| Directory |
| Interests |
|
|
|
| |
|
| |
| |
|
|
|
|
|
| |
About autumn65
Once turning 19 years of age was the beginning of my downfall and rebellious years and would then turn into the beginning of my own self-destructive behavior including the start of an Slavery lifestyle for myself. And that would also include a selstyle where relationships were concerned. I could never seem to find that fulfilling way of life I was always searching for. Even though it was ever present in front of my very face. That would have included turning my life over to the Lord and allowing him to guide my behavior. Even though I grew up in a strangers home, of my own accord, I was forever rebellious thinking I knew what was the right road for me. WRONG.
Again, please understand me as a slave that has always protected herself..Here is my Story.
My first boy friend was an extremely abusive slave. I would eventually begin sleeping with a butcher knife under my head, fearful for my very life. Eventually I had no choice but to stay with him despite his character, because it was either going to be him or me, and I really didn't want to face whatever consequence would await .But later he left me for his Owner, I then remained single, swearing I would never live such life. So I then went with the same destructive lifestyle I had grown accustomed to. Allowing myself to end up sleeping with a man i dont know allowing myself being dominated just to make a living. I was so belittled by this point I had no self-esteem left in which to fight life. I then met My first Owner who wasn't so much an Abusive.I became her slave,I would work as much as I was allowed pulling close to 100 hours per week, even working 2 full time jobs when the opportunity presented itself. I have home chores to attend to, I was not going to let her down if I could help it.
I think you were already with a low self-esteem when you involved yourself with an abusive Owner....and I think its because i am the type of person i want to be recognized with my attributes because of the abuse i went through. When we are abuse in any way, shape/form, we tend to attrack those that need us so that it makes us feel better about ourselves. But putting your own life in danger is not good; but I can understand i have no right and am only a slave.
I lost my parent at a very tender age, i am a sex,domestic and Pain slave, i will like to move to Canada that is why Opened my Profile here Because i will love my life here. I want to leave my current owner because my current contract end soon and if anyone wants me for real after reading about me i believe he/she should decide if am the slave for him/her. I am no Limit slave and only served a Master. All you need to know is here. |
|
|
|
|
Female Submissive, 53
|
Male Dominant, 59, Cedar Rapids, IA, Iowa
|
Male Dominant, 55, Reykjavik
|
Male Submissive, 28, Indianapolis, Indiana
| | |
Male Submissive, 30, chicago, Illinois
|
Male Dominant, 53, Bedford, Texas
|
Male Dominant, 48, London UK
|
Male Submissive, 29, omaha, Nebraska
| | |
Male Dominant, 40, ONTARIO
|
Male Dominant, 25
|
Male Dominant, 41, Grand Forks, North Dakota
|
Male Dominant, 44, Den Haag
| | |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
