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This humble slave was lucky enough to be allowed to serve Goddess Yela on camera today. She inspected my pathetic locked cock to make sure i had not removed the unique, numbered lock and had stayed locked and chastised as instructed then commanded me to make a purchase on ebay for Her. Of course i had no choice but to obey. After completing the purchase, i was then commanded to insert the remote controlled Hush butt plug and transfer control to Mistress Yela as i lay on the ground before Her, my legs in the air and my plugged arse facing the camera. By this stage my poor locked cock was flowing with precum which i had to lick up and then i was allowed to lift my head and view Mistress Yela's hypnotic eyes staring into my soul. i was in sub heaven as She commanded me to attach the nipple clamps to each of my nipples while the butt plug was raping me, just like Mistress Yela's beautiful cock will rape me when we next meet up. Mistress Yela was so turned on by my predicament that She masturbated on camera as i held my mouth open ready to receive Her wonderful, creamy load. my poor locked cock was straining against it's cage, trying so hard to become erect. The pain was intense! i begged to be allowed out but Mistress was firm and unyielding. i have no idea if or when i will be released from chastity again. Sigh. All i can do is obey and serve and hope. Then i had to crawl around in circles on the floor, wearing my dog collar while Mistress watched with amusement. Sadly i failed my next task which was to pee all over myself. my bladder was empty and no matter how hard i tried, nothing would come out. Looks like i will be spending some more time locked up for failing that command. Next time i will make sure my bladder is full before we chat. i am so hopelessly enslaved and dependent on Mistress Yela now that i cant imagine refusing any command She gives me. Aching to be able to serve Her in person again. |
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This Saturday i was incredibly fortunate. Mistress Yela ordered me to report to Her in the morning as She wanted to video chat with me. I was so excited that my pathetic locked cock leaked precum from Friday evening onwards. Saturday morning Mistress Yela instructed me to report on Skype at 5.00pm and to have my Lovense butt plug ready for insertion. She wanted to play with controlling it (and me) over the internet. The entire day was simply agony as i waited anxiously for 5.00pm, not knowing whether She would cancel at the last minute. By 4.55pm i was online waiting. After some time Mistress Yela messaged me to wait patiently for Her. Sigh. Then there was another message telling me to wait while She put Her makeup on. By about 6.00 pm my mind was shredded and in a complete mess but it was worth all the torture as there She appeared on camera dressed in sexy lingerie as i knelt before Her, head bowed wearing nothing but a pink slave collar and my locked chastity cage. Very soon it became clear that the cage was staying on and the butt plug was going in. Then She took control of the remote and vibrated my arse mercilessly. Just when i thought i couldn't take any more, She stopped. Then there was the next surprise. She commanded me to leave the butt plug inserted and drive to a crowded café and report back to Her in 30 minutes after i was seated, butt plugged and chastised with a coffee in front of me and dozens of people all around. i was then forced to sit quietly without flinching while She tortured my arse at max vibration once again. OMG by the time it stopped i was totally immersed in sub space and couldn't think of anything else but pleasing Mistress Yela forever. She has conditioned me so well that just a look or a few words from Her are enough to reduce me to total, helpless obedience. What a wonderfully perfect Mistress She is. Thank You Goddess Yela. |
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Well today Mistress Yela instructed me to purchase a Lovense Hush butt plug so She can torture my poor butt via the internet no matter where we both are in the world. OMG my pathetic cock strained so hard to escape as the precum soaked into my underwear and showed through my pants as well. All the while i sat as a passenger in a car, helpless as She tortured me without mercy! i could think of nothing but continued obedience and servitude to my gorgeous, powerfully sexy Owner. Sigh. |
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Still locked. Sigh. Yesterday Mistress Yela sent some me of the most brutally sexy captioned pics of herself and the most hypnotic, mind fucking video ever. My poor cock tortured me brutally all day as it struggled hoplessly to get erect in its cage and leaked precum right through my underwear and pants leaving a very visible wet patch for all to see. Will my pathetic cock be imprisoned forever as I slavishly serve Mistress Yela for the rest of my life? |
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Aching for my Goddess and helplessly locked in inescapable chastity. Sigh. |
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Well She did it. Mistress Yela allowed me to cum today BUT only for health reasons. She told me I had no more than 60 seconds to cum while masturbating myself in Her presence. If i failed to cum, She would lock me up forever. After several years of being locked, i had no doubt that She meant what She said! My stress level was already high when i began to wank. Suddenly, when the countdown was only 57, She said STOP and told me She was changing the rules and this time i would only have 25 seconds to cum. i made it in time, spilling my cum all over the floor and on my hand and leg. It was such a stressful rush that it was like a spoilt ejaculation. What could i do but obey Her? Afterwards i had to lick up all my mess, go to the bathroom and clean my poor, partly limp cock in less than 1 minute then lock myself back up in the steel chastity cage with the urethal probe properly inserted. This was difficult as my cock was not completely limp (it is always leaking precum whenever i am in Her presence). Once again i am securely lock and unable to achieve an erection or masturbate and obeying Her instructions to write this journal entry. |
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Apologies to Mistress Yela. It is a long time since i updated this log. Mistress Yela allowed me to remove the chastity cage in mid December so a urinary tract infection could heal. This has taken some time but i am finally healed. I have been on an honour system not to masturbate and definitely no ejaculation while i have been unlocked for 6 long weeks. In many ways it has been worse than when i was locked up. The temptation is ever present and so tortuous. Fortunately i have had many years of obedience training and visual and voice impinting from Mistress Yela and am proud to have been able to obey Her throughout the past 6 weeks. She told me that i will be rewarded by being allowed to cum before i am locked back up tomorrow. i wonder whether She will change Her mind at the last minute and just lock me up again while my aching balls are still swollen and full of cum? All i can do is helplessly obey whatever She decides is my fate. Or will She edge me and then lock me up again? Or worse still, just ignore me for weeks. That would be terrible!
i hope to be able to report the outcome soon. |
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It is now 44 days since my Mistress last allowed me to be unlocked. Today She was firm during our video chat: no unlocking but I was allowed to lick up all the precum flowing out of the urethral probe while She tortured me mercilessly with Her hypnotic voice and eyes. More aching balls I am afraid to say. sigh. She says She could keep me like this forever if She wants to. My balls just endlessly filling up with cum that's never going to spurt out. I pray that She will allow me to cum again one day. |
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Today my Goddess is allowing me to chat with her online. I am literally flowing with precum in anticipation. sigh. |
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Yesterday my Goddess allowed me to chat with Her on WhatsApp. i am working hard and saving for Her. Part of the conversation was:
Her: Is that possible bitch?
me: i am aiming for that Goddess.
Her: if not, THEN MAKE IT POSSIBLE!
me: Yes my Goddess.
Her: NIKE says nothing is impossible.
me: ThankYou Goddess.
Her: But only I can make decisions and not u.
Her: Expect my voice messages tonight.
me: of course Goddess. Muahh.
By the end of this brief text chat my pathetic locked cock had flowed so much precum that my underwear was wet right through and the dark patch was showing through my pants, such is the power She has over me. |
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Aching to be used by Miss Yela today. |
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A full month has passed since my last journal entry and my Mistress Yela has kept me locked in chastity for the entire month. She has instructed me to work hard and save up to visit Her. Only then will She personally unlock me and even then, who knows if She will just tease me and lock me back up again with my balls still full and swollen. Sigh. |
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It has taken me more than 30 mins to stop shaking so i could type this entry. Tonight Mistress Yela promised to see me online between 6 and 7 pm. She told me yesterday that She would unlock me on webcam and allow me to masturbate in front of her since i have been so obedient lately. i waited and waited and just couldn't help myself by 6.42 pm when i started begging for Her attention and prostrating myself on my knees. Finally She finished Her shower and allowed me to call Her at 7.04pm. We had some sound problems that took about 7 minutes to resolve then finally I was able to see and hear my beautiful Mistress Yela. For the next 15 minutes She dominated me totally while Her mother was listening in the background. i was helpless to resist. First She inspected the numbered lock on my steel chastity cage to make sure i had not tampered with it. Then She allowed me to cut the plastic lock off and remove the chastity cage. Oh it was heaven but i was forbidden to touch it as it wriggled and swelled at the sight of Her. i then had to trim the pubic hair on my cock, balls and crotch as it had grown too long. I was told to lick up all my precum as well as suck it out of the urethal probe and swallow it all. Finally She was satisfied and i was allowed to masturbate on camera for exactly 60 seconds as She counted down. She told me firmly that I was forbidden from cumming. Every time I was close to cumming i tried to let go or stroke it more slowly but each time i was told to keep the stroke rate up. It was absolute torture. The 60 seconds seemed like an eternity. i could hear Her mother laughing in the background. i think Her mother was also watching me wriggle and squirm on camera. It was absolute agony but i dared not disobey in case She left me locked up for another year without any release. As soon as the 60 seconds was up, i had to clean my cage in front of Her and get my throbbing, swollen cock partly deflated so i could fit it back inside it's cage and attach a new numbered lock. By the time I was dismissed, only 15 minutes had passed but it seemed like an eternity. I live for the next opportunity to serve my Mistress and hope She will one day reward me by allowing me to play with the cock that She owns completely now and perhaps even let it cum one day. |
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Today Goddess Yela met me on webcam again. i was required to wait patiently whilst She chatted with two other slaves. After a long period of patient, submissive waiting She made me drop my pants and inspected my poor throbbing cock to ensure it was still firmly locked in its stainless steel chastity cage with the long urethal probe securely embedded inside my entire penis. She then showed me Her beautiful, erect princess and made me attempt to caress and lick the image of it on the screen and even try to swallow it. My poor cock swelled helplessly in its cage when She told me She would fuck me while my cock is caged next time we meet. The pain was so great it brought tears to my eyes but She was merciless as She instructed me to lick up all my precum and continue to suffer for Her. She then left me for 10 minutes as my cock slowly subsided in it's prison and the pain faded, only to return again and repeat the whole process. i begged to be allowed release but all I got was a possible chance to be released on camera in a few days time after Her Ferry trip. i will be dreaming of that every night from now on. Will She lock me up again? i have no idea but am helplessly unable to disobey Her if She requires it. Sigh. |
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Yesterday i was fortunate enough to be allowed to view my Goddess Yela cam to cam. There was no escape from chastity allowed this time and i had to be content with licking up all the precum oozing from my constrained cock as i listened attentively to my Goddess and gazed upon Her stunning sexy body. Another day of service passed. Today i was lucky enough to be allowed to finance Her ferry ticket complete with the comfort of a private cabin. Only the best is good enough for my Owner. What will tomorrow bring I wonder? |
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i have been working so hard at being a good boy and serving Mistress Yela so She rewarded me yesterday. i was allowed to cut off the numbered lock on my chastity cage and remove the cage while She watched me closely on webcam. She instructed me to make myself erect and lick up all my precum while She played with Her beautiful cock on camera for me to see. i was NOT allowed to cum and after 5 minutes of erect agony She made me sit there and make my erection deflate. I then had to fit the chastity cage and lock it with a new numbered lock while She watched me on camera the whole time. There was to be no escape or reprieve from chastity for me. Sigh. I have no idea when i if or when i will be allowed such a wonderful treat again. |
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Looks like caged throbbing is my new "cumming". |
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I just cant help getting hard when She is a bitch. Sigh. |
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I am so desperate now, I will do anything She says. |
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Essential Rules of FemDom Cock Control
Rule #1: An erection is only permitted it if is causing him more suffering than pleasure.
Rule #2: A hard cock has so much more potential to cause suffering than a limp dick.
Rule #3: Knowing that a hard cock is not allowed to cum is the ultimate torment.
Rule #4: The only “ending” a hard cock is allowed is the sound of a lock clicking shut |
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He liked that she regularly unlocked him from his cage and played with him. Not to orgasm, of course, but to keep him constantly teased and desperate.
What he struggled with, though, was that she never stroked the head of his cock.
If she ever used her mouth, which was rare, it was only on his balls and shaft. Never the head.
His last orgasm was about 5 weeks ago. But it had been nearly a year since he’d had any pleasure directly on the head of his cock.
It is all about the details. That makes it such a mind fuck. Perhaps, she will decide that this month she will only use up strokes, while next month only down strokes. One week she makes him edge every 100 strokes. The next week he never is allowed close to an edge. She can do whatever she enjoys. The more detailed and creative the greater frustration she generates. |
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Interrogation/Confessions While Masturbating
Masturbate him while administering a strict interrogation and extracting confessions. Make sure his hands and legs are completely tied down so he cannot move.
Pleasure him with nice lubricated and lovely strokes when he answers your questions and give your information.
When he is more resistant to answering your questions then stop pleasuring him immediately until he resumes his cooperation. Apply the chastity device again prior to untying him.
And there isn’t a single sub who wouldn’t spill every last on of their secrets under these conditions. |
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I just love this site: http://vanilla-chastity.tumblr.com |
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